Coreopsis 8-b

        Once again the porter laid down the cloth, this time between them. He then uncovered the salad, laid out the flatware and poured the drinks. He sat out dressing and crackers.

        “Thank you.” Sarah smiled.

        “Come back in an hour.” Orion stated.

   He bowed before quietly leaving.

        “Mr. Shedecy’s dead you know.” Sarah restarted their conversation.

        “I was there.”

       “You were the Prince they mentioned in the introduction?”

        “One of them. I am sure he taught more than me.”

        “I have never witnessed so many people at a funeral in my life.” She smothered the salad with dressing, before taking a bite. “Hmm, this is really good.”

         “I knew you looked familiar. You gave his eulogy.”

       She shook her head yes. She was enjoying the salad. It took her a while to notice he was staring at the roof of the car. She watched him.

        “You have the whitest skin I’ve ever seen.”

        “I know I look like a ghost.” She remarked, suddenly wishing she had something to cover up her legs with. 

        He noticed her discomfort, “I’m sorry. I meant nothing by it.”

        “They are my legs. I can take discomfort from that statement if I want to.”

    

       “I like them. Their structure; you have the tiniest feet. They are so delicate. The calves of your legs are muscular, strong.” He picked up a fork and played around in the salad.

        “Talk to me.”

         “I started getting sick soon after Paul.” He corrected himself, “My son was born. I have been to doctors, and a multitude of treatment centers. I will get better for a little while then before I know it I am sick again.”

         “How did it start?”

        He laid the fork down. “I felt strange. Everyone told me that I acted weird. I would walk away from the table then pass out. I had never passed out before. A couple days later a rash appeared, mostly on my back. Nothing we tried would make it go away. After a month, it went away on its own. I got to the point that even water would make me sick. It has gotten so bad that I’d rather not eat. The pain isn’t worth it.” His eyes never left the roof of the car while he talked. “I would eat, throw up, and then pass out.” 

         “What about now?”

        “I pick.” He selected one piece of chicken to eat. “I still go through the motions of throwing up.”

        “You didn’t last night.”

        “I had horrible dreams.”

        “Do you normally dream?”

        “It is a rarity.”

         “What do you think it is?”

           He slowly ate the chicken, “Stress.” 

          “That’s a lot of stress.” 

           “You have no idea.” He finally looked up at her. His eyes told her that he was about ready to cry. 

          “You eat something. You are alive.”

          “Look at me. You call this living? We went out for two hours yesterday. It wore me out. How long have I slept?”

          “About 15 hours.”

           He scoffed. “I’m slowly dieing. I’m going to leave my son without a father.”

        “You said your son was 12?”

        “Yes.”

        “So you’ve been sick for 12 years?”

        “Amazing isn’t it? I’m so tired of this.”

          “What are you going to do about it?”

   

         “Die.” 

          “How selfish is that? How can you just die?”

         “What would you suggest?”

        “Keep trying.”

         That is easy for you to say, you’re not sick.” 

         “I always know when my patients are going to die. They get tired and give up. Their bodies can heal perfectly, no infection, no scarring. But their soul gets tired of fighting and they give up. Death is a matter of time regardless of age.” She looked over at him. A big tear rolled down his cheek.

        Not even the beauty of the landscape or the little patches of devastation caused by the storm could break through his pain. She was beginning to see why Carter couldn’t do anything with him. 

        The porter appeared to take away the dishes. “Thank you,” she smiled. 

         “You are welcomed, milady.”

 

      She raised her  left shoulder, blushing. “A girl could get used to being called my lady.”

Lost Past; A Star Trek Story

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The Book

     Data woke from his dream. He was sitting in a chair next to his bed. Sher was changing. He could see veins developing under her skin. There were spots on her skin that looked like bruises. “Can I do anything to help you?” He asked to himself more than anything. 

     ‘Find the book’.

     “What book?” He said out loud. 

     “Find the book. Okay.” He went over to the Jormungand. “Find the book,” he repeated to himself. He started his search in her private quarters. “Talk about a needle in a hay stack. If I was a book, where would I hide?” He looked everywhere, on the bridge, in the oriental bedroom; he searched every room before ending up back in her private quarters. He noticed in the middle of her headboard there was something strange. It looked like a face without features. He pushed on it. It slid out of the way exposing a hole. He pulled out a book wrapped in cloth, discovering a very old hand made book. It was written in Turri, Sher’s language. Data sat on the bed reading the book. It was a medical book, describing different remedies of problems a Turritopsian might encounter during their travels. He found a section on skin irritations. There were creams he could make to help the skin heal itself. He took the book back to his quarters. He started making Tuplian Lotion. It turned out to be the consistency of oatmeal. “Here goes nothing.” He began rubbing the lotion on her skin. After he was finished he read the remaining directions out loud. “Leave on skin for 4 hours, then remove with a wet cloth. Repeat action every 8 hours until skin is normal. “We will see how well this works milady.”

     After the 5th treatment, Data noticed that her feet were starting to form. He counted the outline for 10 appendages. “What mineral is in this stuff that your body needs right now?” Data took great care in his new position of caregiver. He remembered how this body before him used to look. She took great care of her body. She knew all these little tricks to keeping certain parts of her body well groomed. How many times had he watched her put petroleum jelly on her feet, then put on two pairs of socks to keep her feet soft. He bent over and kissed her forming toes. As he moved up her body, he noticed her hands were starting to form as well. Those soft hands that caressed his body, they stirred emotions in him he had forgotten. Such stimulants he had not felt since, though he had been with women, it was different when you could actually feel what is happening to you and respond in kind.

A lovers waltz

The midnight wind is cold,

whipping ‘round my feet.

Head long into the night, bold.

Never to miss my lovers heart – beat. 

Pull up my collar ‘gainst the pounding.

Quicken my pace – 

Must make it to the spot – grounding. 

My blood pumps harder at the thought of that face. 

Be there.

My heart, this cannot bear.

Be there!

Waiting on the square. 

Do not give up on me. 

Be patient. 

See me.

Promise to no longer be complacent.

Here! I’m here!

My heart is beating in my ears. 

No! Couldn’t be. I have no more tears. 

Where are you? I’m here. No, not this fear. 

There! There! Through the fog, I see you. 

See me!

Lift up those eyes of blue. 

See me! Let the butterflies flee. 

See me! YES! A spark of recognition. 

Standing. Walking. Running to each other. 

Let’s love each other without condition. 

Let’s make a life work. You and me, lover. 

It is no longer cold. 

The wind and fog have lifted. 

Arm in arm. Heart to heart, we are bold.

This lovers tale, life sifted. 

December Musical Poetry Prompt | Living Poetry

Coreopsis 8-a

    Orion was jarred awake when the train abruptly stopped. He opened his eyes to see Sarah sitting in the floor brushing her wet hair still consumed in her book. She was wearing a long sleeved pink shirt and pink flowered shorts.

    “The use of electrical stimulation to treat pain was first described by?” He asked.

     She didn’t even stop brushing her hair to answer his question. “Scribonius Largus.”

     “For some reason I remember that question from Anatomy.”

    She looked up at him. He was still covered up lying on the seat. “You’re kidding?” 

     “No, I thought I was in the wrong class.”

     “That sounds exactly how I felt my first day of Anatomy.”

     “Mr. Shedecy.” They said in unison.

     At that moment there was a knock on the inner door. “Come.” He sounded.

     The porter entered. “There was a storm here last night. There is a lot of debris on the tracks. The conductor says it will take two or three hours to clean up the mess.”

      “What’s for lunch?” Sarah asked.

      

      “Whatever you desire,” the porter smiled.

   

       She stared at Orion for a moment. “I want a big salad, with grilled chicken and Chanto dressing.”

      “What is Chanto dressing?” Orion asked.

       “It looks burnt orange in color, with a sweet yet tangy flavor.”

      He wrinkled his forehead.

      The porter asked, “How do you want that fixed? There is a million ways to prepare a salad.”

      “Lettuce shredded, bacon bits real bacon please, cheese shredded, croutons, chicken of course. You can chop up a boiled egg and some onion. I would like the dressing on the side and two waters with cutlery for two.”

        He bowed then disappeared.

        “What makes you think I’m hungry?” Orion asked.

        “You ate a bite of a pretzel yesterday and nothing today. You have to be hungry.”

       They were enveloped in silence for a moment. “So you went to Bredone?” He asked.

        “Yes, Mr. Shedecy intimidated me everyday that semester.”

        “That song,” Orion sat up. “Not only did he ask that horrible question, he played that song at the beginning of every class.”

       “Gates of Hell,” she stretched out her legs. “At the end of every class, he would tell us not to even aspire for an A. He wouldn’t give one even if we earned it.”

        “He found out who I was.” Orion rubbed his forehead. “I was so lucky to get a B out of that class.”

        Sarah looked perplexed, “found out who you were?” 

        “Yeah, there were five of us there under false identities. The president knew all about it. It was to protect us.”

        “Oh.”

        “How did you fair under Shedecy?”

       “The last day of class he had a stroke. They packed him out on a stretcher.”

        “Really?” 

        “Yelp.”

        “Why?”

        “I made an A.” She shrugged, “He had to give it to me. I earned it.”

        “Oh wow. Then you really are one smart cookie.”

        “I will never forget that. He was handing out our grades when he got to mine. He screamed for his secretary. Did you know she graded all of his papers?” Orion shook his head no. “He gave her an answer key to follow. If your answer didn’t match his answer key, you got it wrong. Anyway, he ripped her a new one right in front of the class. After he realized there was nothing he could do, he had a stroke.”    

         There was a knock at the inner door. 

        “Lunch,” she squealed.

        “Come.” Orion chimed. 

        The porter entered spreading a cloth on the floor beside Sarah. “Wait,” she instructed. “You said we will not be moving for another hour or so?”

         “That is correct,” answered the porter. 

   

          “Let’s make lunch into a picnic?”

          “Where?” Orion asked. She looked up. He was shocked, “on top of the train car?” 

   

           “Is it possible?”

   

        The porter gathered up all the items he brought into the car. Orion escorted Sarah to the end of the train car, up a latter, and onto the top of the car. 

        “This feels all shades of wrong.”

        “But look at the view.” She inhaled deeply. 

Coreopsis 8-b

Lost Past; A Star Trek Story

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Dreaming

     Data’s mind was a million miles away. He wasn’t thinking about Westerfield

or the Loomderian. He was dreaming about the first time he and Sher were intimate. They were sitting under the willow tree. She was nestled in his arms.

     The wind was gently blowing. Everything about her captivated him. It didn’t matter what perfume she splashed on. It didn’t matter what clothing she wore. It was her essence; her very state of being thrilled him. The most enticing part of her was her voice; that accent that no other creature in the universe had. “You were telling me what the villagers thought of me.”

     “What about those narrow minded folks?”

     “You can read their thoughts?”

     “Yes.”

     “Can you read my thoughts?”

     “Sometimes.”

     “How? I am a machine. I thought only humanoids could send and receive thought patterns?”

     She knelt in front of him, placing one hand on each knee; she rubbed her nose

against his. “I am just as different a creature as you are.”

     “Tell me what you want right now.”

     “You tell me. She smiled. “No, that would take the fun out of it.”

     “I do not know what to do.”

     “First, you want to be confident and in control, firm yet gentle, authoritative yet submissive.”

     “There will be a time when I should be submissive?”

     “Oh yes, women like to be commanding and in control, just as much as men do. Whom ever you are with will guide you to how she feels.

     With one swift motion Data pulled her to him. His hands trembled against her back. When he kissed her neck his lips were quivering. “Confidence.” She encouraged. He steadied his hands as he continued to kiss around her neck. He could feel through his lips, her pulse was quickening. He could feel her breath against his hair. 

     “Am I doing this right?” He whispered in her ear.

     The wind from his whisper created cold chills down her spine, she moved closer to him. “Yes,” she hissed nibbling on his earlobe.

     He woke to the sound of the fire crackling, its light cast ghostly shadows on the wall. He pulled back the cover to realize he was nude. He found her in the kitchen, sitting at the table. “How did a real sleep feel?”

     “I do not remember anything.”

     “I have read that even when you don’t remember your dreams you have dreamed about something.”

     He knelt in front of her. “How did we get here?”

     “You carried me.”

     

     “When?”

     “What do you remember?” She asked with concern, caressing his hair.

     “We were under the willow tree, I was kissing your neck.”

     “That is the last thing you remember?”

     “Yes. Is that normal?”

     “I guess we will have to live and learn.”

     “Meaning?”

     “I don’t know if that was normal or not.”

Ships

Originally posted Sept. 28th, 2022

Ships

All of our lives, we hear sayings. Some we understand. Other soar over our heads. Their meanings lost in the clouds. I have heard the phrase “two ships passing in the night” many times during my life. I’m sure I will hear it many more. This is the first time in my life I can honestly say that I’ve made this connection within my own mind.

I consider myself a cuddy cabin boat. There are all sorts of possibilities with me. About 6 months ago, I was moved to different waters. Greener pastures if you will. Bright blue waters, sunny skies. Wide open spaces. There are more boats here than the waters I left.

A bright cheery bowrider was teaching me these new waters. Once the ice broke by spring rolling in; we started wondering around the bay. Seeing what we could see.

On many occasions a sleek gray trawler would pass our way. It was obvious that the trawler had been out to sea. More nautical miles under his belt than me.

I gave him little thought. He was very friendly. Nice trawler. Bow (that’s what I call her) started putting this idea in my on board computer that Gray had a thing for me. “Nah, not me.” We would banter back and forth as we bobbed in the water, “it’s you.”

I would blush, “No it’s you.”

So, I started paying attention. Maybe Bow was right. Maybe Gray did. I never could work up enough steam to ask him to go deep sea fishing. Bow kept encouraging me but I just couldn’t.

Then one day this gorgeous runabout showed up. I knew her from my old waters. She thought Gray was a super catch. How could I compete with her aerodynamic design and well kept paint job? Her lines were sleek and she seemed to glide across the water.

I did what I thought was the right thing for me. Gray was hers. There was no way I could maneuver through the water like she could. The sun didn’t reflect from me like it did her. Glory go with her. Though on one occasion I did give Gray a fishing net. It was too big for me. Might as well give it to someone that can use it.

Now we are two ships that pass in the night. Things have changed. We speak on occasion.

Was it runabout that changed things? Was it the heat of summer? Was this God telling me Gray is not the trawler for me? I may never know.

Maybe Bow was right, I should have shuck off my barnacles and asked him to go fishing. Maybe Bow was wrong and it really was her?

Lost Past; A Star Trek Story

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The rest of the story

     Counselor Troi and Data were sitting at a table in Ten-Forward. They were reading through numerous Betazoid stories to find more information about the marriage of Ambassador HiTzola and Lady Corbon. The picture was lying on the table between them. Guinan walked over to the table unnoticed by either of them.

     “May I get you something?”

     Deanna drew a sharp breath as she clutched her chest. “Guinan, you scared the life out of me.”

     “Sorry,” she smiled glancing at the table, seeing the picture. ‘Tell them’, raced through her thoughts.

     “I am fine.” Deanna smiled, “Data?”

     “Umm,” he moaned. Guinan reached over and picked the picture up. This action got Data’s attention; he looked up from his reading. She smiled. Data asked, “see someone you know?”

     “Yes, as a matter of fact I do.”

     “Please sit.” Deanna offered.

     Guinan sat at the table with them. She studied the picture for a long time.

     “Have you ever been to Erra, Counselor?”

     “Erra no longer exists. They renamed the city 150 years ago to Tzola, in honor of the dead Ambassador. I have never been there.”

     “When you go home, take a journey there. It is,” she smiled, “was a breath taking place. It is one of the few places in the cosmos that I have been that I never wanted to leave. Everything was perfect, the flowers, the smells, and even the water. We spent 4 years there in euphoria.”

     “We?” Data asked.

     ‘Tell them’, that voice filled her mind, again. “Yes, we; Lady Corbon, Scheherezade, Lady Tula, and myself. The four of us lived in a house in Erra. We didn’t have a care, free spirits we were. We would go to bed every night listening to one of Scheherezade’s fabulous stories. She was full of them. We never heard the same story twice.”

     “Who was Lady Corbon? The story about their marriage tells us about him. We are unable to find out anything about her.” Deanna asked. 

     “Lady Corbon was the freest of us all. Have you ever heard of an Loomderian?”

     “I have read about them.” Data spoke. “They are always on the edge of where ever they are. You said Erra was a place of euphoria. Then she would have been the most euphoric. She would have drawn from the place all of the energy that was most abundant epitomizing it around her.”

     “You have read well. That; however, is an understatement.”

     “The story says that they were married for 5 years.”

     “They were. They met on Sar. She was the Ambassador representing the Hun.”

     “That is not logical. If she embodied the energy around her, wouldn’t she have been filled with woe and despair?”

     “This war did lots of flip flopping during its 150 year stint. That is how the populations got so depleted. They would fight on Sar for a while, take a break, and the fight would break out on Hun. During the last 20 years of the war, the fighting was on Hun.”

     “Is their marriage the reason the war stopped?” Deanna asked, “he gets all the credit for stopping it.”

     “No, it wasn’t. To the Hun, she is the heroine. To the Beta’s, he is the hero.

Truth is they deserve equal credit no matter where the story is told. One couldn’t have done it without the other.”

     “Was she allowed to marry Ambassador HiTzola?”

     “Yes, she was but they were not allowed to have children.” 

     Deanna looked puzzled.  “Why?”

     “The odds of it being natural were not in their favor.”

     “I don’t understand.”

     “Loomderian’s don’t have their children. They are raised in what you would call an incubator. The mother and the father have their reproductive organs taken out after they marry and their offspring grow in a safe environment. They have people trained to breed the young.”

     “Safe environment for whom?”

     “The parents. Loomerian’s have a one in ten chance of having a normal child. They don’t stop anyone from marriage. They do prevent you from having natural births.”

     Data analyzed, “if parents have an unnatural child, it can be destroyed without

the parents knowing.”

     “Yes.”

     “That seems so cruel.” Deanna frowned.

     “Not cruel to the parents. They don’t have to go through the pain of losing a child when they don’t know about it.” Data spoke. 

     “The parents get to take home a normal child to raise as they see fit.”

     “You seem to understand this well Data.”

     “It is logical.”

     “By normal are we talking about selective reproduction by weeding out inferior children?” Deanna asked.

     “Define inferior?” Guinan wondered.

     “Not intelligent mentally, physically handicapped, those types of disabilities.” Deanna spoke. 

     “No. I didn’t say perfect.”

     “Ambassador HiTzola and Lady Corbon were expecting a child.” Data looked

tired, his statement was droll at best.

     “Yes, she became pregnant. Soon after she found out her parents came to visit. She never told anyone about being pregnant. Four months into their stay, her parents could tell there was something different about her. She still wouldn’t tell them her secret. They got suspicious and began questioning HiTzola. After two weeks of constant torment, he gave in, not verbally, but telepathically. They used his own ability against him.”

     “There goes the theory that he lost his telepathic abilities when she became pregnant.” Data analyzed.

     “No, he begged the council to take his abilities way. They refused. After their refusal he retreated to the Ruins of Mada.”

     “The only thing left of the Ruins is a couple columns. I have been there.”

Deanna added. “Time has weathered them away just as it has weathered the Tatala from Betazoid memory.”

     “I remember reading about the Tatala. It was a period of time in Betazoid history where the planet almost died. It is recorded that it didn’t rain for 6 years.” Data added.

     “That is true.”

     “Ambassador HiTzola told the Loomderian’s that he and his wife were expecting a child. It drove him mad to think the child would be destroyed.” Data was staring at the floor.

     “Not only the child but his beloved Corbon. The story of Romeo and Juliet pales in comparison to their story. Lady Corbon fought with her parents and the council. She knew in her heart that there wasn’t anything wrong with her baby. She lost the fight. The decision was made to take the baby before it could be born. I never will forget that day.” She stopped for a moment, “they fought with Corbon, she was kicking and screaming. They held her down on the bed and ripped the unborn child from her womb. Lady Corbon bled to death.”

     “What about the baby?” Deanna asked. 

     “The baby was perfect. After they realized what they had done, it was too late to save Corbon. Sher took the child without argument and raised him as her own.”

     “The moment the baby took its first breath, he took his last.” Data recalled from

the story, still staring at the floor.

     “If Betazoid was struck with a drought, what happened to the Loomderian home world?” Deanna asked.

     “Destroyed.” Data and Guinan said at the same time.

     “They are scattered throughout the universe.” She added.

     “Did the baby live?”

     “Nobroc.”

     Guinan and Deanna looked at Data in amazement. “Yes,” Guinan confirmed.

     “Perhaps Counselor you would like to complete the story.” She handed the picture back to Data before getting up to go back to work.

     Deanna let out a long sigh, “What a story?”

     “I have found that the more powerful a story is, the truer it is.” Data remarked.

     “One last question,” Deanna called after her, “why were you there for 4 years? They were married 5 years. Who takes 4 years away from their spouse? Especially when one is pregnant?”

     “We don’t know when she got pregnant,” Guinan offered. “Especially since  Loomderians weren’t allowed to have children naturally, I don’t know how long that would take.” She shrugged, “the stress of being an ambassador is unthinkable, to me.” She gave Data a sideways glance and he instantly knew what she meant. 

Coreopsis 7-b

   They walked away from the vender. Orion took her hand, guiding it to his nose. He took a deep breath. It smelt the same as the perfume he had sprayed on the back of her neck.

   “What do you smell?” 

   He continued walking. A white cape caught his attention. She lost sight of him for a moment, finding him through the window of the shop.

   When she entered he spoke to her, “feel of this.”

   She did, “Wow!”

   “This is the second softest thing I have ever felt.”

   A laugh caught them both by surprise. “Surely you jest.” A woman approached them. “This is Winter Mink. There is nothing softer.” The sales lady reminded Sarah of a snake.

   “I’ll take it. Put it in a box please.”

   She choked. “Yes sir.” She took the cape off the hanger delicately doing as Orion wished. 

   “My sister’s birthday is in two weeks. I’ve never saw her with anything like that.”

   “I am sure she will love it.” Sarah smiled. “I would.”

   He walked to the counter to pay for and collect the gift.

   Sarah wondered across the street to a pretzel shop. “Hmm.” She moaned.

   “May I help you?” The girl behind the counter asked. She couldn’t have been more than 16. She froze. Sarah wasn’t paying attention to her. She was selecting the perfect pretzel. “I want that one, third from the front with cheese dipping sauce.”

   Orion took her bag. 

   “I love these things. I can’t pass them up when I find them.” She looked up to notice the girl was fixated on him. She scooted next to him. The tone of her voice scolded the cashier. “Honey, my pretzel. He didn’t order one.” 

   “Oh,” she gasped. “I’m sorry. Which one did you want?”

   “Third from the front with cheese dipping sauce.”

   The cashier quickly filled her order. “It’s on the house.”

   “Thanks.” She wiggled as they left the vendor, “being with you has its advantages.”

   “You have no idea.” Orion smiled.

   The train whistle blew. They headed back to the station. 

   “Have you ever tried these?” She giggled.

   “No.” His answer was dry. She was having a difficult time figuring him out. One minute he would be open, the next minute he closed up like a clam. 

   She broke off one little piece. It was smaller than a half an inch, and smothered it with cheese. “One little bite?”

   He studied her face for a moment before accepting the pretzel. He took his time. She held her breath as he licked her fingers. That wasn’t necessary. She thought. It caused her skin to tingle. 

   “This is really good.” He groaned. 

   “Stick with me; I’ll change your world.” She giggled.

   “I bet you can.” He moaned.

   “Want another bit?”

   “No thank you, one’s enough.”

   Before they got to the train, Orion started to drag.

   She turned asking, “Are you okay?”

   “Tired.”

   “Here, lean on me.”

   “No, I’m fine. We are almost there.”

   “Is it because I’m a woman that you wish not to accept help from me?”

   “What kind of question is that?”

   “An honest one.”

   “No, I need to,” he stopped closing his eyes.

   “I’m right here.”

   He knew he was defeated. His energy was spent. He did lean on her to get back on the train.

   When they were safely aboard, he fell on the seat. She took the box from him putting it away in the closet along with her bag.

   He groaned as his head wobbled from side to side. “Lay down.” She instructed, extending to him the same courtesy he had shown her. She covered him up after removing his shoes.

   “You are too kind.” He drew a sharp breath.

   “Sleep.”

   His eyelids were heavy but he had to take one more look at her smiling face. “Talk to me.”

   “What would you like to talk about?”

   “Anything.”

   “Well, I’m a doctor. What does a Crown Prince do?”

  “When I’m not sick, I run the finances of our humble country. I’m like an accountant in any firm. And I also play with import export markets.” 

   “Play is a pretty loose word for something so important.”

   He was asleep.