Lost Past; A Star Trek Story

Paramount Global owns the Star Trek franchise. This is a piece of fan fiction based on Star Trek the Next Generation characters. 

A realization 

    He woke up with tears slowly running down his cheeks. Yellow tears. He felt so alone. He threw the book across the room, crying himself back to sleep.

     A breeze blew her sheer black curtains into the room. He stood at the foot of the bed watching her breathe.

    She was wearing white socks, white low-rise V string underwear, and a white tube top. She also had on her favorite frog belly button ring. Her hair lay like a fan behind her caressing the iron scrollwork on the headboard. He felt a sudden urge, crawling on his hands and knees up the king sized bed toward her. He kissed the material on the front of her V-string, up her fit abdomen, around her belly button ring, stopping at the bottom of her tubetop. He softly trailed his nose up the material. Again he kissed from the top of the material up her chest, stopping at her mouth, reluctant to kiss her. What if she hated him afterwards? What if he didn’t do it right? He finally planted a small nervous kiss on her lips. That was not so hard, he told himself. With courage, he kissed her again. It took him awhile to realize she was kissing him back. He withdrew, “I am sorry.”

    “For what?” She asked with a kind voice but to him everything she said was kind.

    He lowered his head away from her.

    She gently raised his head back. He looked so sad. She rose up to kiss him. He lead her back to her pillow, “Sher?”

    “Yes, Mr. DaTa?”

    “What am I doing?”

    “You tell me.”

    He turned away from her. “I think.” She could tell he was struggling. “I am confused.”

    “About?” She wanted him to explain his emotions to her, without her filling in the blanks.

    “I think,” he shook his head, “I am,” he lowered his head away from her, “in love with you.”

    She positioned herself in front of him, “how can you be sure?”

    “I do not know. I do not have any prior experiences to draw from. I do know that I have developed a lot of feelings I am unfamiliar with.”

    “Such as?”

    He looked at her with tears in his eyes, “this is so hard.”

    “Nothing good is ever easy,” she smiled.

    He leaned in and kissed her. “Like the desire to taste your lips.” He kissed down her neck onto her shoulder. “I cannot wait to see you, to be near you. I feel everything when I am around you.” He kissed her again.

    “DaTa, may I make a suggestion?”

    “Please,” he implored.

    “Perhaps we should explore these feelings WE have for each other?” She smiled.

    He looked stunned.

    “No!” He screamed waking himself up. “No,” he wept. “No.”

My last weight loss journey; learning

On the one hand, it’s a cryin’ shame that as an adult I’m having to learn how to eat. On the other hand, that knowledge is available for me to learn. But it’s sad that you have to wade through rivers of excrement to find a nugget of truth. 

From get rich quick schemes to whatever the hell this is, your health is someone else’s fortune. Believe that! 1.  The weight loss industry; $90 billion in 2023 and projected to reach $305.30 billion by 2030. Weight loss industry? There shouldn’t be a weight loss industry! (in my opinion). Before you get upset with me, allow me to explain. Every time I’ve gone on a diet my food budget triples. Junk food with no health benefits should cost more than clean healthy food. That’s where I’m going with the ‘no weight loss industry’ comment. 

Are you healthy? No matter what size you are; are you healthy? I’m not trying to deter anyone from their weight loss goals. And I understand that health issues lay in wait under the surface. There is a history of issues in my family tree; which is why I’ve been paying more attention to what my body is telling me. So, I decided to go to the doctor and have blood work done. It had been years. If I was physically able to do a cartwheel, I would have. And you know, the doctor didn’t fuss at me over the number of vitamins I take. 🤭 

  1. B12 – a doctor told me to.
  2. D – same doctor told me to.
  3. Super Beats
  4. Biotin
  5. About once a week, I take a fiber supplement
  6. Turmeric – discovered I will not be able to take this during the summer. It increases my sensitivity to the sun.
  7. Allergy medicine- every 30 days I switch brands so that my body doesn’t get immune to the main active ingredients.

We are learning that everyone’s heart beat is unique. 2. The one size fits all method to health care in the U.S. might not be the right way to go. Everyone should be a size 0 to exude health and beauty – ?  😳 If our heart beats are as different as our finger prints, what does that say about our approach to health care?

I have been watching a lady named Autumn Bates on YouTube. She’s a certified nutritionist with a masters in nutrition and human performance. I’ve shared a link below. I have been binge watching her channel. 

For years now, I’ve been saying, I think I’m addicted to sugar. Carbs and sugar, I just drool at the thought. There is a history of diabetes in my tree. Lately, I’ve been reading labels for sugar content. Kefir, which is supposed to have amazing gut health benefits, when you buy it at our stores; 18 grams of sugar, 8 grams of that is added sugar. Yes! I’m getting a starter kit. I’ve been eating more meat sticks when I want a snack, instead of going for a heavy sweet item. Did you know sugar is in beef jerky? What for?! Flavor? Fill it full of pepper or another spice and call it done. I found Chomps that are super good. But you’re gonna pay for them. And nasal spray. I called the company on this one. What the crap, why is there an artificial sweetener in nasal spray? “So it will taste better.” Was the answer I got. Who cares how it tastes? Does it work! That’s what I care about. So, if I use the over the counter version, I’m squirting artificial sweeteners up my nose. GREAT! A spoon full of aspartame helps the medicine go down!

Now, I drink diet pop and I know there is artificial sweeteners in that. But companies are sneaking artificial sweeteners in everything. I’ve learned this because I have a friend that can’t eat or drink them. It shocked my socks off at how hard it is to buy food that DOESN’T have them as an ingredient. 

If you are on a weight loss/ health journey, I wish you the best of luck and lots of prayers. 

1.

the weight loss industry usa – Google Search

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is everyone’s heartbeat unique – Google Search

Lost Past; A Star Trek Story

Paramount Global owns the Star Trek franchise. This is a piece of fan fiction based on Star Trek the Next Generation characters. 

The picnic

    He and Sher, ‘Sher, he questioned himself’. Were sitting by the pond under the willow tree having a picnic. “Why is this called a picnic?” He asked.

    “It is an informal meal outside.”

    “Why do you wear different clothing all the time?”

    “You do ask a lot of questions,” she smiled.

    “How else am I to learn?”

    “Point taken,” she paused. “I love clothing. I always have. There was an Earth saying, ‘the clothes make the man.’ I agree with that saying. I feel they make the woman as well. Why do you wear the same clothes all the time?”

    “I do not know.”

    “Why do you think you do?”

    “I never think about what I wear. It is only a covering. Morality says I must wear a covering.”

    “Why that,” she pointed at him. “Why black?”

    “I do not know.”

    “Try this.” She handed him a piece of red stuff. He just stared at it. The juice from it ran down his hand. 

    “Is this blood?”

    “No, that is juice. Eat it.” She shook some white stuff on a piece before she ate one.

    He finally ate it.

    “Well?” She encouraged a response.

    “Well…what?”

    “What does it taste like?”

    “It is citrullus lanatus. A watermelon. 92 % water, lycopene pigment,”

    “Stop,” she interrupted him. “What does it taste like?”

    He looked confused for a moment, “I do not know.”

    “You have the ability to taste.”

    “Yes; however, taste is a sensation. I do not have a similar sensation to compare it with.” He picked up another piece and ate it. “The juice is sticky.” His fingers wanted to stick together. He rubbed his tongue against the roof of his mouth. “It is sweet, though something is missing.”

    “Is that a question or an answer?”

    He picked up another piece and ate it. “An answer.” He said with confidence.

    “So you like watermelon?”

    “No.”

    “No!” She was surprised. “You just ate three pieces.”

    “It is missing something.”

    She sprinkled salt on a piece. “Try this.”

    “That is better. It adds,” he thought for a moment, “flavor.”

    They sat there and ate all of the watermelon. Data thought that since sprinkling a little salt on a piece did a lot to enhance the flavor, he would try more salt. The lid flew off the shaker drowning the piece of melon. He ate it. The look on his face was priceless. She couldn’t stop laughing.

Lost Past; A Star Trek Story

Paramount Global owns the Star Trek franchise. This is a piece of fan fiction based on Star Trek the Next Generation characters. 

Second meeting

    Data climbed a rocky cliff just outside the colony boundary to see what he could see. On top of the cliff sat the strange creature he and Julianna had encountered the day before glancing over her right shoulder. “Are your shoes always so shiny?”

    He looked down at his shoes, “yes.”  

    “You just climbed a mountain. They should at least be dusty.” She had a strange accent that made him shiver.

    “You do not sound like anyone here.”

    “Oh no,” she scolded, “the subject for discussion is your shiny shoes. That’s just unnatural.”

    He sat down beside of her, “I am Data.”

    “For the volumes of information you can process and store.” She cocked her head to one side and stared around him. Her voice was very monotone, “DaTa, factual information (as measurement or statistics) used as a basis for reasoning, discussion, or calculation. Information in numerical form that can be processed or transmitted digitally.” She straightened her head back up. He was unaware that she was imitating him. “I am Scheherezade.”

    “I am unfamiliar with that name.”

    “As the story goes, she had an unnatural ability to tell stories.”

    “I am unnatural?” It seemed more of a question to her than a statement.

    “Yes, the colony of androids.”

    “I am the only one.”

    She stared at him, “hmm umm.” She got up. Her light blue sundress gently blew with the breeze. The breeze picked up a strand of her red hair brushing it into her face. Something about her captivated him. She tossed him a collar. “Leave the animals alone. They are mine.”

    He jerked, rolling over in his sleep. “Why now?” He moaned. “Why?” A wave of pain drug him back to sleep.

    He was walking, walking through the field he had recreated on the holodeck. This time it felt different, more alive. That essential piece of the program that was missing before wasn’t missing now.

    His head was spinning. The willow tree next to the pond looked inviting. The closer he got to the tree the more uncomfortable he became. He grabbed ahold of the tree with his eyes closed. He was having a hard time breathing. When he opened his eyes, the first thing he saw was a pair of leather-stitched black sandals, next a pair of black pants. Then a frog belly button ring; topped with a black sports bra. Her chest was moving much too rapidly.

    “Hey,” he lifted her head. “Sher?”

    She was still struggling to breathe. “Sher?” Her face was hot. “Sher!” Data screamed. He woke himself up, surprised to find that he was covered in a cold sweat. “What is happening to me?” He asked. “I do not understand.” 

    He heard a soft sweet voice in the back of his mind, “DaTa.”

    “No,” he cried. “No. I cannot endure this.” He tried to occupy himself with other things. He read the days duty roster. He paced back and forth in his quarters. Finally, he got a book. Maybe reading would keep his mind from wondering. “The Iliad,” was the book for the night. Two chapters into the poem his mind drifted again. 

*

Guinan

https://memory-alpha.fandom.com/wiki/Guinan

Picture this

On one of my blog post I used a picture that I had taken with my iPhone:

I was asked, how did you do that?

This is the original;

Apple has some great tools in their photo app to cut the clutter out of the photo. I played with all the tabs: brilliance, exposure, highlights, shadows, contrast, brightness, saturation.

One of the best things about using digital media, if you mess it up, revert back to the original and start over. I did that a couple times as well.

Lost Past; A Star Trek Story

Paramount Global owns the Star Trek franchise. This is a piece of fan fiction based on Star Trek the Next Generation characters. 

Goodwill ambassador 

    “What do you do?” Data asked.

    “I do lots of things.” She smiled.

    Her smile was bright, honest, at this moment tender. “When you are not here?” Data asked. “Dr. Soong built an android.” He shrugged his shoulders.

    “Oh, I see. Always remember to clarify what you are asking.”

    “How could I have worded the question?”

    “Do you have a job? Or how do you earn a living?”

    “What is a job?”

    “Your occupation. What you have been trained to do.”

    “What is your job?”

    She smiled. She had the greatest smile that was familiar to Data. He could have easily have gotten lost in her smile. “I am a Goodwill Ambassador for the United Federation of Planets; or The Federation for short.”

    “Lieutenant,” Westerfield growled pulling Data out of this thoughts. “How would you know that?” 

    “I think I knew one once.”

    “You think?!” He snapped sarcastically.

    Deanna jumped. Jean-Luc and Wil noticed.

    “Yes.” Came Data’s quick answer.

    Worf interrupted with his normal gruff Klingon voice. “Is this planet hostile?” He was doing his job, thinking like a security chief.

    “Why don’t you answer that Mr. Data?” Westerfield hissed.

    “I cannot.”

    Deanna felt a dam of anger break in the old Admiral. “No, Mr. Worf, we don’t send Goodwill Ambassadors into hostile territory.”

     Geordi asked, “how long does it take?” Westerfield raised an eyebrow. Geordi clarified, “how long are the missions?”

     “It takes as long as it takes.”

     Beverly scowled, “how long has this ambassador been on the planet where we are going?”

     Westerfield thought about her question. He wasn’t absolutely sure. Getting those messages had become so second nature that he had lost all track of time. Should he even try to answer it? He could say it was classified. The senior staff just stared at him while he thought about the question. 30 years? No. He was 6 months shy of being the youngest admiral ever promoted in Star Fleet. 40 years? Finally, he shrugged his shoulders confessing, “I don’t know.” 

    “Then why assume the worst here?” Deanna asked.

    “This situation is too important to the Federation not to investigate.”

    Data heard her voice in the back of his mind. “It takes a panel of 10 high ranking Admirals to assign a Goodwill Ambassador to a planet and the president’s signature.” He repeated allowed her words.

    Westerfield stopped breathing. Deanna felt it. He got furious. After several minutes, he calmed down. She had to probe farther. “Admiral, is this a rescue mission or a recovery mission?”   

    He stopped breathing again. He cleared his throat before he spoke, “I pray it’s a rescue mission.”

    “But you’re not sure.” Deanna wouldn’t drop the subject.

    “No!” He shouted, pounding his fist on the conference table. “This meeting is over.” 

    “You had better pray it’s a rescue mission.” Data hissed.

    “Is that a threat?” Westerfield bristled.

    Data cocked his head to one side. “Not from me.” He smiled. “I think you will choose the first to die.”

    Westerfield stormed out of the room leaving a lot of confused crewmembers.

*

Noonien Soong

https://memorydelta.fandom.com/wiki/Noonien_Soong

Thankful Thursday on Saturday

God is so good. AMEN! And I am thankful to have him in my life. Thankful for food on the table. A good comfortable place to sleep. Amazing friends and Chico.

Some more good news: 

God showed me the tools to make this happen. “HAPPY KARMA-VERSARY

8 years ago, you took a step on your financial journey by joining Credit Karma. Cheers to you!

Score increase from 8 years ago: 102 points.”

I didn’t realize it had been 8 years. It has been a long slow road. But with God guiding every step, I’m getting there. 

GOD IS GOOD.