Paramount Global owns the Star Trek franchise. This is a piece of fan fiction based on Star Trek the Next Generation characters.
A realization
He woke up with tears slowly running down his cheeks. Yellow tears. He felt so alone. He threw the book across the room, crying himself back to sleep.
A breeze blew her sheer black curtains into the room. He stood at the foot of the bed watching her breathe.
She was wearing white socks, white low-rise V string underwear, and a white tube top. She also had on her favorite frog belly button ring. Her hair lay like a fan behind her caressing the iron scrollwork on the headboard. He felt a sudden urge, crawling on his hands and knees up the king sized bed toward her. He kissed the material on the front of her V-string, up her fit abdomen, around her belly button ring, stopping at the bottom of her tubetop. He softly trailed his nose up the material. Again he kissed from the top of the material up her chest, stopping at her mouth, reluctant to kiss her. What if she hated him afterwards? What if he didn’t do it right? He finally planted a small nervous kiss on her lips. That was not so hard, he told himself. With courage, he kissed her again. It took him awhile to realize she was kissing him back. He withdrew, “I am sorry.”
“For what?” She asked with a kind voice but to him everything she said was kind.
He lowered his head away from her.
She gently raised his head back. He looked so sad. She rose up to kiss him. He lead her back to her pillow, “Sher?”
“Yes, Mr. DaTa?”
“What am I doing?”
“You tell me.”
He turned away from her. “I think.” She could tell he was struggling. “I am confused.”
“About?” She wanted him to explain his emotions to her, without her filling in the blanks.
“I think,” he shook his head, “I am,” he lowered his head away from her, “in love with you.”
She positioned herself in front of him, “how can you be sure?”
“I do not know. I do not have any prior experiences to draw from. I do know that I have developed a lot of feelings I am unfamiliar with.”
“Such as?”
He looked at her with tears in his eyes, “this is so hard.”
“Nothing good is ever easy,” she smiled.
He leaned in and kissed her. “Like the desire to taste your lips.” He kissed down her neck onto her shoulder. “I cannot wait to see you, to be near you. I feel everything when I am around you.” He kissed her again.
“DaTa, may I make a suggestion?”
“Please,” he implored.
“Perhaps we should explore these feelings WE have for each other?” She smiled.
He looked stunned.
“No!” He screamed waking himself up. “No,” he wept. “No.”




