I can’t
I can’t believe you.
One thing I asked you to do.
You claim to love me.
One thing. You couldn’t leave it be.
Now you have me questioning, did you really love me at all?
One thing. Am I really that small?
You wanna make me out to be the bad guy, fine.
Without me you will dine.
I didn’t do this. This is not my fault.
You just had to squak.
One thing. That’s all I asked.
I am taking off this mask.
I was warned about you.
You made the warning come true.
I thought I needed you in my corner.
Turns out you’re just an informer.
I needed, because we shared common blood.
Someone to connect to. All you did was create mud.
My heart is broken. You are not that person.
My link to my family. The past. These feelings you have worsened.
Leave it alone. All you had to do was leave it alone.
I thought I needed you. All you did was create a cyclone.
Hurt. Anger. Tears. All you had to do was drop it.
But you couldn’t, not one little bit.
I’m not feeling the love. Love you claimed you give.
Love I could never out live.
This boundary wasn’t drawn in the sand.
My emotions are not your 4 piece band.
I can’t.