it so hard…?

Communication, communication, communication Penetration, penetration, penetration All I wanted was to get close to you. You shut me out, which makes me blue. I lost my temper getting hostile and mean. Creating in our play a nasty scene. Why can’t you see what you do to me? My heart forever more cannot be. In myContinue reading “it so hard…?”

Night and Day

https://youtube.com/shorts/nse0jkfnJoE?is=PacBOPzvdhuogPZ6 Night and day Back and forth they whip to and fro growing more ghostly with each passing moment. There, you see? That little dot is glimmering at me. Closer and closer it parades.  to the same eerie drum. My companion marches as I stay and wait. I know he’s near long before I canContinue reading “Night and Day”

Day 178: 334 days of photos

https://youtube.com/shorts/bz1ud_IXn9s?is=o7clkiX0TP28vZm4 Water Water, water everywhere,  Water, water in the air,  Water, water in the ground,  Water, water all around, I close my eyes and what do I see? Water all around me, When I close my eyes to sleep,  in they creep. Little monsters to deceive me,  Water in glasses while people dine, swimming poolsContinue reading “Day 178: 334 days of photos”

Human mess

The person I was yesterday, I am not today. Jesus has given me the opportunity through grace, to change who I was and who I will become.  We learn.  We grow. We change.  We overcome. Walking in the foot steps of Christ is hard.  I stumble:           I make snap judgments.Continue reading “Human mess”

Valentine in Heaven

Each person’s life is a story. Our stories have many chapters. Some long,  Some short. Your chapter in my life was a short one. However, a good one, Full of joy, laughter, smiles – lots of smiles. I have never met someone so full of life. Everyone that knew you was caught in your enthusiasmContinue reading “Valentine in Heaven”

Sometimes

Sometimes I feel like a useless human being. As if I am breathing someone else’s oxygen. My life has little meaning or purpose. I am trapped in a maze without end. I can’t begin to comprehend this struggle inside me. A feeling of restlessness, boredom and being unfulfilled. Those feelings are never strong when youContinue reading “Sometimes”