I’ve been trying to kill you all my life.
But you won’t die.
I’ve been stomping on you.
Trying to drive you into the ground.
But you won’t die.
I don’t want you around.
You cause heart ache and drama.
But you won’t die.
I’ve stabbed you with a knife.
Shot you with words.
But you won’t die.
I’ve tried to shout you out.
Cry till my eyes hurt.
But you won’t die.
I’ve tried to shave you off.
Sling you to the moon.
I don’t need you.
None of you.
You cling to me like parasites.
Leave me alone. Just die.
I’ve tried to drown you.
Scream and shout at you.
But you won’t die.
Leave me alone.
Let me be. Don’t get my hopes up.
Don’t dare to dream. Just die!
I’ve tied you up.
Left you to wither.
But no, you won’t die.
I can’t endure much more.
I’m tired from the fight and sore.
You over take me like flood waters.
Stronger than my shadow,
you follow me everywhere.
Seriously, just die.
All I wanted was to crush you.
Instead, you’ve crushed me.
You’re killing me.
Your weight is unmeasurable.
Your size unfathomable.
Roll off me and die.
Would you take me into consideration just once before you raise your ugly head.
Leave me alone.
Die!
Leave me.
I’ll be alright.
God help me. Kill the beast.
If I could purge you, I would.
All 27 of you.
The bad out weighs the good.
If I can’t kill you,
if you won’t die,
just leave me with some peace.
Better yet –
JUST DIE ALREADY!