Chapter 46
Kol asked Frego and Max to join he and Kessa. She wasn’t back to her strong self but the big scare was over. They all sat on the balcony off Kol and Kessa’s chambers.
Kol poured glasses of juice as he spoke, “I know the 3 of you have been talking about a replacement for General Marcus. Where do we stand?”
Kessa sighed, “no one wants it.”
“Who did you speak with.” Kol asked.
“Me.” Max answered. “I’m happy where I’m at, my king.”
“Who else?”
“George. He’s strong, smart, a good leader.” Kessa sighed, “Captain Rede turned it down. He wishes to remain at sea.”
“On the bright side of that, he did dismiss me.” Frego smiled.
“So where does this leave us?” Kol asked.
“Without a general soon. Marcus is eager to leave.” Kessa’s voice was dry.
“If George turns it down, what about holding a competition for it?”
Kessa thought about Kol’s suggestion, “interesting.”
“What about you?” He asked Kessa.
She just shook her head no.
They continued their breakfast in silence.
It didn’t take long for Kessa to get tired. After everyone left, Kol made sure she laid down to rest. “Kessa,” he sat on the edge of the bed. “I need to talk. Do you feel up to it?”
Her voice was soft, weak. “What would you like to talk about my husband?”
He took a deep breath; praying for God to guide his words, “what did you give up?”
She looked confused. “I don’t understand.”
“Rajaf told me the white liquid wouldn’t work anymore, why?” He held her hand. “We could have waited to have gotten married. We could have waited.” He lowered his head on the bed by her side.
She rubbed her fingers through his hair. “It wasn’t our wedding.” He heard the smile in her voice.
“What did you give up?”
“Kol, I didn’t give up anything.”
“Help me understand.”
“I can’t. I really don’t understand either.” He rose up. “When I was 12, dad sat me down and started telling me about choices. And how each choice I made would some day lead to the biggest choice of my life. I was so scared that I didn’t eat for a week. I was afraid I’d make the wrong choice.” She got lost in thought for a minute. “The pool of white liquid at the barracks, Dad was insistent on it. Every time I got hurt, he was there with the stuff.”
“Max told me once there was something in it that you needed.”
“I honestly don’t know. I know dad always had my best interests at heart. If he said it was good, it was good.” She kissed the top of his hand.
“Are you still dreaming about me?”
He blushed, “no. I guess that came off as being childish?”
“No. We all want to feel loved. It was sweet.”
He held her. She was soon asleep on his shoulder. Right where he needed her to be.





