Thankful Thursday

There is no specific term for the fear of only poison ivy, but it would be a specific type of botanophobia, the fear of plants. I’m not afraid of plants in general. My brain runs wild when it comes to poison ivy specifically. I am allergic to it. Approximately 85% of the U.S. population is allergic to urushiol, the oil found in the plant. People aren’t allergic to the plant itself, it’s that oil, according to the American Skin Association. 

This weekend I was helping clean up in the yard. Wasn’t paying one bit of attention to my environment. Cut a dead limb from above my head and what rained down on me? Urushiol! So I prayed, Lord please don’t let me get poison ivy in my eyes. Let it be on my neck. Not my eyes. What happens if I get poison ivy in my eyes? They swell shut! Who’s gonna help take care of me? Of Chico? Down the rabbit hole I go! 

God answered my prayer. So far, I haven’t gotten poison ivy in my eyes. It’s on my neck and chest. Benadryl cream to the rescue? Not really. I was applying it 2 and 3 times a day. That still small voice said, ‘try preparation h’. Why not? It’s meant to dry stuff up and stop itching. It was magic. I woke up with the breakout Monday. It’s Thursday. I still have the bumps. But they have shrunk. The redness and swelling are gone. So has the itching.  Praise the Lord. 

Lost Past; A Star Trek Story

Paramount Global owns the Star Trek franchise. This is a piece of fan fiction based on Star Trek the Next Generation.

Continuum

  Picard walked onto the bridge. He looked around, “where is Data?” 

    “I have no idea sir.” Wil answered.

    “Sir, something very strange is going on. There is an overabundance of tension and despair here.” Deanna reported. 

    Westerfield scoffed, “can we just get on with the mission?”

    “We are on with the mission.” Picard was getting more and more annoyed at his old friend. “Computer, locate Lieutenant Commander Data.”

    The feminine voice of the Enterprise answered, “Lieutenant Commander Data is in the brig.”  

    “Brig!” Wil snapped.

    “Counselor, come with me.” He tapped his communicator. “Dr. Crusher, meet me in the brig.” Picard and Troi left the bridge.

    They met Beverly in the corridor to the brig. “I have had about enough of this charade.” Picard growled. Q was watching Data. Data lay face down on the floor. He wasn’t in his standard uniform. He was dressed completely in black. “Q, what are you doing here?”

    “Watching.” Came a very dry, emotionless reply. He never took his eyes off Data.

    “Do you know what is going on here?”

    “I have an idea?” Q stood as the door to the brig slid open.

    “Westerfield?” Deanna gasped. 

    “You’re not welcomed here.” Q roared. He snapped his fingers and Westerfield was gone.

    “Everyone seems to hate Charles,” Picard remarked.

    “Hate is too nice of a word, Picard.” Q spoke.

    Everyone turned their attention back to Data. “Data?” Beverly got as close to the force field as she could and knelt. He rolled his head toward her. He was sweating profusely. “Why are you locked in?”

    “I am going to hurt someone. I cannot allow that to happen.”

    “Hurt someone, how?”

    “I do not know. It is best this way.” He drew a sharp breath, rolling his head back toward the wall. His body flipped over and began to levitate. Beverly stood up, moving backward toward Picard and Deanna. His body began to jerk. You could hear him muffle a scream. Q waved his hand making the force field sound proof.

    “Why did you do that?” Deanna asked with displeasure.

    “If you had 4 people standing around gawking at you, would you want them to hear you?”

    “I don’t want anything to happen to him. He is a fine officer and as far as I’m concerned a great person.” Picard remarked.

    “I can’t control what happens to him, Picard. Like you, I am only an observer.”

    Data began to shake. You could tell by the pain riddled expression on his face that he was suffering. His body bowed in the middle.

    Deanna shuttered, “oooo.”

    “What?” Beverly asked.

    “Cold chills.” She stared at Data, walking closer to the force field.

    “Counselor,” Q hissed.

    Data was shaking violently. “If he was a person, he would be dead by now wouldn’t he?” She commented more to herself than anything.

    “Yes,” Q answered.

    She felt a presence with Data. She held up her hand to see if she was really feeling what she thought was there. “ST…” In an instant Q was behind her holding his hand over her mouth. Data’s body became still.

    “What?” The voice only Q heard was distorted almost unrecognizable.

    “Nothing. Nothing at all.” To the crew of the Enterprise, he was talking to air.

    “Q, you know better than to lie to me. I have always been able to see right through you. Let her finish.”

    Q slowly removed his hand from Deanna’s mouth, backing away. “Finish your statement.” He stared at the floor.

    “I was going to say stop.”

    “Why?” The voice asked. “Why!” It shrieked. He was visibly shaking. He knelt in the floor next to the force field. “I can’t do this.” He never looked up.

    “Why?” Came an irritated question.

    “The Continuum has forbidden it. I can’t get involved.”

    “Since when have you done what the Continuum has instructed?” Q lowered his head to the floor. “Why would this distrustful Beta say stop?”

    Deanna looked around at Picard and Beverly. They were just as confused as she was. Who or what was Q talking too?

    Data was still floating. “Why!” 

    Q jumped, repeating the question. “Why?”

    

    Deanna whispered, “You’re hurting him.”

    “Hurting him? I don’t understand.”

    Q, still with his head on the floor said, “Explain.”

    “Data had his emotion chip installed.”

    Q finally looked up. As he did, a silhouette was standing beside Data. Tears rolled down Q’s face.

    “He can feel?”

    Q couldn’t control the crack in his voice, “yes.”

    The silhouette stroked Data’s hair. Then lowered him to the floor. The crew looked on in amazement. 

    “Why didn’t you tell me sooner?


    “How would you suggest I would have done that?”

    “I didn’t know my Prince. I’m so sorry.”

    “Let me help you.” Q begged.

    “I can’t do that.”

    Q was now sobbing, “I am omnipotent. You can’t destroy me.”

    “No but the Continuum can.”

    “Please.”

    “No.”

    “No!” He shouted. “I’d rather have you.” The moment it left his lips he knew he shouldn’t have said it. “I’m sorry. Please let me help you.”

    “I’ve done enough. Not like this.”

    “No!” Q held out his hand. “Don’t leave. Where are you?” The silhouette was gone. He laid his head on the floor. After several minutes he stood up exposing his tear stained face to the crew, “I hope you are happy, Beta.” He vanished with a hiss. 

    Beverly threw herself to the floor. “Data!” She patted the floor trying to get his attention. “Data, wake up!” He rolled is head toward her. “Data turn the force field off.”

    He glared at Deanna, “leave me alone.” He could barely speak.

    “I can’t do that.”

    “Data, may I stay?” Picard asked.

    “Very well,” Data closed his eyes.

    “Captain, please.” Beverly jumped up in protest.

    “It’s okay. Don’t let Westerfield in here on your way out.”

    “Yes, sir.” Deanna replied. 

God’s House

Psalm 127 ESV

A song of ascents. Of Solomon.

1 Unless the Lord builds the house, the builders labor in vain.

Daniel stared at the bread in the grocery aisle. The leftovers were gone. Now it was back to reality. Back to sandwiches. Store brand bread, one loaf, $1.89. He discovered some little meat packs for $0.79. Could he really have a sandwich that wasn’t peanut butter? One pack. He could do 1 pack. And still have enough left for peanut butter. The thought of that Sunday meal flooded his thoughts. Would they invite him to go with them this coming Sunday? His heart stopped. Would he have to pay for his own? He couldn’t do that. 

Sunday rolled around and they didn’t invite him to lunch. He could only guess that he embarrassed them by asking for his leftovers. 

Daniel sat under the tree in the back of the church eating his lunch. A little boy approached him. “Hi,” Daniel smiled.

“You sit here lot.” The boy didn’t smile. Or return a greeting. 

“Well, yes. I guess I do.”

“No friends?” The boy asked. 

“I’m new here. So no. Not a lot of friends, yet.”

“You poor?” The little boy pointed at Daniel’s sandwich. 

“I don’t have a lot of money but I don’t consider myself poor.” He watched the little boy run across the yard toward a few other children. He was obviously reporting back what Daniel said. They pointed and laughed as children do, before running away. 

That Sunday, Daniel felt like the congregation was whispering about him. The little boys eyes instantly shot down to the floor as Daniel walked past. 

Daniel was hit by the thought, ‘was it an issue that he didn’t have a lot of money’? Wasn’t living for Jesus enough? The thought of all the new vehicles. The opulent church building. Even all these flowers; screamed money. 

Was his lack of financial influence going to affect his future at this church? He knew his financial status didn’t matter to God. 

Again, he was not invited to lunch after church. 

Prayers

     Max sat in the waiting room. No signal on her phone. Great! The five lives of her game had been spent. One by one the people in the waiting room were thinning out. Currently, she looked like the youngest person here. But she knew looks were deceiving. 

     The t.v. was a muted whisper showing those who cared to watch ALL the tragedies in the world. She prayed someone would change the channel. Golf was better than this. 

     A quick glance at her watch, 10:00 am. An hour had crawled away into history. There went her blood pressure. And having to explain, yet again, that she had White Coat Syndrome. Her blood pressure was rock solid until she had to go to the doctor. Why did they make you wait? So, she didn’t make $300.00 an hour, but her time was just as precious to her as the doctors was to him. Just not worth as much money. 

     Once the lives in her game were gone. The t.v. held no interest. The full weight of the super cold room hit her. Why was it so cold? They should give out blankets while you wait. She needed a king sized comforter so it would cover from her ears to her toes. 

     She shifted in her seat. ‘Come on doc, let’s do this’. Maybe if she got up and went to the bathroom, it would make them call her name. It worked in restaurants. Get up to use the bathroom and the waiter would bring your food. 

     She shifted in the chair again. If the doc knew just how sore her butt was getting, he’d call her name. A sigh escaped her as that familiar feeling of ants crawling down her thigh made her shift in her seat again. 

     The little girl in black scrubs made her 50th appearance in a doorway. The area behind the door was bright compared to the drab colors in the waiting room. Clip board in hand. ‘Old school’, Max thought. ‘How old is she 12’? 

     

     “Maxine Wheeler,” she chimed with an honest cheer in her voice. 

     ‘God, you got this’. She prayed, leaning over to retrieving her purse from the floor at her feet. As she stood. ‘Stand’. She instructed her body. ‘Stand.’

Lost Past; A Star Trek Story

Paramount Global owns the Star Trek franchise. This is a piece of fan fiction based on Star Trek the Next Generation.

Open space

    Picard walked over to the two chairs that were up against the control panel. Data was slumped over in one asleep. He turned to his crew, “return to the Enterprise.” They disappeared. He turned back toward Data. “Mr. Data.“

    Data rolled his head over to Picard. “I know. My tone was unbecoming an officer.”

    Picard sat down in the other chair beside of him. “Are you alright?”

    “No. The closer we get to where we are going the worse I am going to get.”

    “Are you sure?”


    “Yes, I am very sure.”


    Picard looked out the window of the Jormungand. “The view from here looks so different than the view from the Enterprise.”

    “This is actual space. If you stand on the hull of the Enterprise, this is what you would see?”

    Picard thought about that for a minute. Actual space. Then he let it go. “Something here is very protective of you.”

    “The Jormungand considers me her father.”

    Picard was amazed, “how?”

    “I helped create her. Follow me.” Picard followed Data through a maze of corridors ending up in the library.

    Picard saw the painting on the wall. “What an amazing creature.” He marveled. “Who is she?”

    Data looked at her for a moment. He was so sad, to the point it hurt Picard to look at him. “Scheherezade.”

    “Scheherezade.” Picard gasped. 

“Scheherezade was a character in a story.”

    “I am aware of that sir. ‘The Arabian Nights’ by Sir Richard Burton, it was written in 1850. I know it well.” He walked over to the panel in the wall to the secret room. “This is what I wanted you to see.” 

    Picard followed him to the room full of drawings. Data pulled out a drawer. “You did these?”

    “Apparently. You may stay as long as you like.” Data left the room. 

 

I need to get-

I need to get up. 

Really don’t want to. 

Need to wash my cup.

Need to do my chores, make it through.

~

Thankful for the dishes to wash. 

Thankful for the laundry.

Not trying to be bosh.

My mind and body are in a quandary.

~

I need to get up. 

Really don’t want to. 

Sitting here, cuddled with my pup. 

Moving would make him so blue. 

~

Thankful for the cuddle time. 

Need to make my bed.

Thankful for a home to call mine. 

Thankful for food that keeps us fed. 

~

I need to get up. 

Really don’t want to. 

My mind and body are in a quandary, yup. 

It Saturday, there’s no hurry. Yes, that’s true. 

God’s House

Psalm 132:3-5 ESV

3  “I will not enter my house
    or get into my bed, 4 I will not give sleep       

    to my eyes or slumber to my eyelids, 5      

    until I find a place for the Lord, a dwelling 

     place for the Mighty One of Jacob.”

Daniel parked his car behind the church. A well dressed lady came out of a side building shaking her finger at him, “you can’t park here. This is for church personnel only.” She puffed out her chest as she spoke. 

“I’m the new secretary,” Daniel sputtered. Fumbling in his pocket to retrieve his key. 

She eyed him up and down. Then did the same to his car. He was suddenly embarrassed by his thrift store clothes and 13 year old car. He wanted to puke.

With unsteady nerves, he swiped the card. It produced a sweet jingle. The lock popped. When he opened the door, a man dressed in black dress pants and a crisp dress shirt stood in his way. “I see Beatrice got you.”

“Sir?” Daniel gulped. 

“I’m the pastor.” He didn’t extend his hand to Daniel or offer him a hand shake. He turned and Daniel followed him. “The group of men you met yesterday have decided we need to move into the digital age with our record keeping. The rest of the church has. So after you get the bulletin ready, that will be part of your ‘other duties as assigned’. You will be provided top notch equipment, so don’t stress that.” He walked away. 

On his lunch break, Daniel walked the compound and found a nice shade tree to sit under to eat his lunch. The days it rained, he spent more time exploring the grounds. He found an athletic center. Playground. And a building he later discovered was an event hall. All surrounded by a 6 foot high wrought iron fence. 

This fence bothered him. He thought all people should be allowed in God’s house. He discovered that only tithing members of the church could use these facilities. As he ‘brought the record keeping into the digital age’, he discovered that they really did keep track of how much each member tithed. And they had a membership tier based on your tithing. The more money you tithed, the more things you got to do inside the compound. They even had a daycare. ‘For members only’.

Sunday, Daniel followed a line of people to what he thought were public bathrooms. Well, yes. But there were 5 ATM machines lining a wall. Each with a person swiping away. One of the six men Daniel met on his first day, was standing behind them, holding a golden tray, smiling and nodding as each person put money (cash) in the tray. “Thank you.” Smile and nod. “Thank you.” Smile and nod. “Thank you.” Smile and nod. 

After the service, all the men made a procession line across the sanctuary from the back to the front. When they had made it to the lobby, the pastor walked inside and somehow Daniel instinctively knew to lock the door behind him. ‘Keep the rif raf out’. 

The pastor drowned both hands with hand sanitizer then rubbed his cheeks and neck. The row of men just laughed. 

“Come on boy.” The preacher swaggered back through the sanctuary, out to the parking lot, followed by the group of men. A line of brand new, shiny, vehicles were parked in a nice row. 4 of the vehicles had women dressed to kill standing in front of them. These men, including the pastor, had to be all over 50. None of these women were. Each man got a kiss. Each man held the door open. And in unison, they drove away. “You can ride with me boy.”

The pastor’s truck was the biggest thing Daniel had ever saw. He was awestruck by it. The inside was all leather. “Someday boy, this could be you.” 

They all met at the finest restaurant in town, were shown to a private room. And the man that originally opened the door for Daniel, paid the bill. In cash. This made him highly uncomfortable. He knew that everything at the church was paid for by tithe money. But this seemed opulent. Wasteful. Everyone left huge plates of food. 

He nervously asked the lady to his right, “would it be rude of me to ask for a to go box?” 

Giggling, she asked, “why?”

“This was magnificent. I’d hate to waste it.”

She only scoffed. 

Learning something new

The other day my fam-ends and I hung out. Ate, went shopping. East Tennessee has stores called Karm. This is what I found on-line about Karm. From KARM Stores; “KARM Stores is East Tennessee’s most popular thrift store, where every donation and purchase makes a real difference. At our 25+ locations, you’ll find a wide variety of quality items, including gently used clothing, furniture, home décor, electronics, books, and much more! Whether you’re shopping or donating, you’re a part of our mission to make a lasting impact. We support Knox Area Rescue Ministries with 100% of our profits, helping to break the cycle of homelessness in our community. Your support funds vital, life-changing programs that empower individuals to achieve sustainable living and experience a restored life in Christ.”

While shopping, I saw this thing but passed over it. Some electronic thing in a box. However, my bestie pulled it to my attention.  It was an XP-Pen Deco 01 drawing tablet. When I decided, yeah I’ll get it. The check out line exploded and I almost didn’t buy it. My fam-ends were willing to wait, so I got it. 

After getting it home, I discovered there were some things missing but nothing that would stop the end user (me) from using it. As I get more comfortable with it, I might order those missing items. 

Right off the bat, I did have to purchase an adapter. However, I will use this adapter for more than the tablet. 

Because I’m not ready to spend more money on this, I downloaded Krita. After I got everything synced, this is my attempt at drawing my initials.

I’m not going to be rocking digital art anytime soon. 

Now I get to learn more thing. 

Thanks bestie. 💕

Lost Past; A Star Trek Story

Paramount Global owns the Star Trek franchise. This is a piece of fan fiction based on Star Trek the Next Generation.

You are not friend

    “Data we want to go to the Luminaria.” Wil ordered.

    It was obvious that Data was not happy with that thought but he entered the coordinates into the transporter station. Everyone got on the transporter pad except Data. “You are going with us.” Wil ordered.

    Data glared at him, “great.”

    The little ensign behind the podium was shocked. So many of the commanding officers had never been in the transporter room at one time during his watch. Data climbed onto the pad. “Energize.” Picard ordered. 

    “Yes sir.” Came a weak reply.

    Soon they materialized in the corridor to the Luminaria. “What was that little display about?” Wil snapped.

    “I have no desire to be here.” Data answered.

    They all entered the room. “Okay,” Picard asked. “What is this?”

    “It is a Luminaria. It takes light waves and generates images of thought.” Data answered.

    “That could be very personal.” Beverly remarked.

    “You have no idea how.” Data almost snarled.

    “Data you did a marvelous job playing tonight.” Deanna smiled.

    “Thank you.”

    “How do you feel?”

    “I want to go to bed. I am tired.”

    “How does this thing work?” Picard asked.

    “Sit down sir.” Data answered.

    Picard did. The room filled with light, images started to appear on the walls. It was the vineyard in the small French village where Picard grew up. He and Robert were wrestling in the mud. Marie caught them and what started out as a fight ended up in laughter. The Picard brothers ended twenty ears of bitterness during that fight. Picard had mixed emotions about this memory. The next image that appeared was of him and Beverly when they were trapped on Kesprytt. Picard got up. “I take it the rest of you have tried this?”

    “No,” Data responded. “Only you and I, sir.”

    “Geordi.” Wil promptly reminded him.

    “Geordi isn’t here.” Data turned and walked out of the room.

    “Data,” Deanna called after him. She looked at Wil with concern. “Another contraction. Data!”

    “And you say he’s not schizophrenic.” Will offered.

    They all rushed after him. By the time they were in the corridor, he had disappeared. 

    “Where did he go?” Beverly asked.

    “Where did he go George? Huh! Where did he go?” Came a childlike voice.

    “I have zero patience for games.” Picard snapped.

    “Then you will get zero help finding Mr. Data.” The Jormungand’s voiced turned back to its feminine adult tone.

    “We are sorry.” Beverly answered. “What do you want?”

    “You are not truly friends of Data’s.”

    “What would make you say that?” Deanna asked.

   “He doesn’t want to be over here, yet you made him come anyway.” 

    “We are trying to get to the bottom of what is bothering him.” Picard answered. “Sometimes we do things that are distasteful. But they have to be faced.”

    “Picard, Jean-Luc – captain, your service record is impeccable.”

    He looked around, “thank you.”

    “Is Data alright.” Beverly asked.

    “Crusher, Beverly – doctor. Data is fine.”

    “Then where is he?” Deanna asked.

    “Troi, Deanna – counselor.” There was a pause. “Ewe Beta.”

    “What is wrong with me being a Betazoid?”

    “Half Betazoid. Your father was an honest man.”

    “What do you know about my dad?”

    “More than you.”

    “That’s enough!” Wil shouted.

    “Riker, William Thomas – commander; hot head with a healthy libido.”

    “Right.” He hissed. “Are we finished with the 20 observations?”

    There was silence.

    “Nice Wil.” Beverly remarked.

    They found themselves on the bridge. “Okay.” Deanna sighed.