Once there was Darkness

Chapter 13

Part 1

Leviticus 16:10

King Teo arrived for his visit. Three days into his stay, his party set on top of the palace overlooking the city.    

Teo was older than Kol by about 15 years. Louder, and bigger. He wasn’t to the point that he needed help to walk. When Kol looked at him, he pictured a sloth. But he knew that Teo was a formidable man.

“King Kol,” Teo asked, with a wine glass in one hand and a piece of fruit in the other. “Where is that enchanting female ambassador that you sent to me?”

There was murmurs throughout the party.

Kol just smiled, “she is on assignment.”

Teo roared with laughter, “I bet she is.”

Frego and the grand duke joined everyone on the roof. They laughed and talked for hours. Finally, something caught his eye. He was looking out over the desert. “Father, what is that?”

The entire party had joined him in his gaze. A rider wearing white on a white horse, raced from the wall toward the object. As it came into view, it looked like a horse drawn wagon that was on fire.

Kol knew it was Kessa racing to the wagon and his heart sank.

Kessa got her horse beside the other one. She jumped on him forcing him to a stop. Then dismounted, retrieving a blanket from her horse. Screaming alerted her to the fact there was a person in the back of the wagon. With great effort, she pulled him from the fire. As he lay in the sand, she beat at him with the blanket. His skin was burnt and cracked. It looked like rivers of lava were running across his skin. His screams were more than she could bare.

Suddenly she realized, she was on fire. A quick roll in the sand took care of that.

“Mordecai?” All of his hair was gone. If he had garments on, they were gone.

He rose a burnt shaking hand toward her. “Kessa? Is it you?”

She sobbed, “yes my brother.”

The party watched four more riders leave from the wall. They were all dressed in black; Bejhar.

“Mordecai, who did this to you?”

“Kes,” he whispered. “Tell Kol, I love” he paused. “him.”

“I will.”

His hand slid from hers leaving his skin behind. He panted, “we have a new enemy.”

“Mordecai, don’t go.” She pleaded but knew it was fruitless.

He began whispering the old prayer. She prayed with him. He gasped and was gone.

She turned the horse and the flaming wagon back in the direction which it came, cracked the horse on the rump, and it went running away.

Her attention was then turned to Mordecai. She wrapped him up. When her fellow Bejhar arrived, they placed the body on another blanket. She and three of her Bejhar walked him back to the palace. While the fourth Bejhar walked the horses.

Kol made eye contact with Rajaf. At the same time they spoke, “Mordecai.” They left the palace to meet the body. When they reached it, the Bejhar lowered the body. Kol and Rajaf fell to their knees weeping over their lost friend. Kol took the place of one Bejhar and continued carrying the body home.

They laid the body on a slab in the temple. Everyone left except Kessa and Kol.

Kol whispered, “Kes, I want to see him.”

“Really, my king, you don’t.”

“Unwrap him,” Kol roared.

She got in his face, “you unwrap him.” Her body was shaking. Kol could smell the lingering scent of smoke and ash. “I have seen enough!”

He moved away from her and stood over the body. “Tell me,” his voice was again a whisper.

She held back her anger and her tears. Her voice cracked when she spoke, “remember him the way he was. He did send you a message. He loved you.”

Waste Not. Want Not.

What hole?

Waste not. Want not.

Growing up; my daily life was filled with the saying, “waste not, want not.”

When you’re young, what clue do you have in lives dot?

As we grow; we learn, “money doesn’t grow on trees.”

I save the salt from chocolate squeeze.

To my stew you are added.

Flavor has been padded.

Aw sheet!

Blasted hole. This is not a treat.

I’m gonna fix you. I guarantee.

From my needle you need to flee.

More time will be added to your life. Around you I shall mend.

So more dream filled nights, you can tend.

Once there was Darkness

Chapter 12

Part 2

His soldiers looked on in disbelief. Their young visitor sat back down in defeat eating hungrily. “He is to be fed when we eat.” Kol ordered.

For five days Kessa was gone. At dawn on the sixth day, she walked out of the forest guiding her horse. The young raider waited until she was half way between the forest and the camp before he started walking toward her. When he reached her, they spoke. She gave him something. He didn’t run toward the woods, he walked. And Kessa kept walking toward the camp.

Kol was enraged. He wanted to say harsh words to her but he waited.

She got him and General Marcus alone in Kol’s tent before she spoke. “My original purpose of going into the forest was to ask King Brum’s permission. He was shocked to hear that King Teo was ill. So we went to see for ourselves. There is nothing wrong with the king. He is as healthy as you and I. After I introduced myself to the good king, I told him of the rumor spreading among our people. He assured me there was nothing ill with him or his household.”

“Was that not risky?” General Marcus asked.

“No more risky than taking twenty-five armed men into the Forest of Shadows on a fool’s errand.”

“I’m sure King Teo wasn’t pleased to see raiders.”

“What raiders?” She winked at Kol. “General, are you ready to return home?”

“I was ready before we got here,” he left.

Kol rested his hands on Kessa shoulders, “I was ready to be upset with you.”

“I know, my king.”

“What did you tell Teo?”

“I told him that I was an Ambassador from Mecca there to extend my condolences and well wishes. He thought I had lost my mind. Then I told him about the rumor that spurred my visit.”

“What now?”

“We wait. We wait for rumors to start flying in court about your new female ambassador that charmed the hateful King Teo.” She smiled.

Kol got a wild look on his face, “charmed how?”

She winked at him again, “I did nothing you wouldn’t have done.”

His breathing became shallow. He whispered, “Kes, what did you do?”

“You have nothing to fear my king. How did your conversation with Saka go?”

“How do you know we had a conversation?”

“I gave him special instructions to engage you. Not you specifically.” She corrected herself. “But whomever would answer him.”

Kol was confused. “Why?”

“We are all comfortable in our positions. Max and I have spent hours watching situations to see if you stand out as a target. I wanted a different prospective. Someone who had no idea who you are.”

“And?”

“He had two main ideas; that you had spent a lot of time among the raiders or that you are a tracker.”

Kol nodded. “Why me?” They spoke at the same time, “because I answered him.”

Of course Kessa said ‘you’ instead of ‘I.’

He continued, “tracker sounds nice.”

“I asked him why you stood out, not just because you spoke his language. His only other observation was the way you handled yourself. If he would have done that to a member of his own family, he would have gotten a thrashing. You didn’t get angry, raise your voice, or threaten him with violence. He had the fleeting thought that you might be a priest.”

“What did you give him?”

“Grain. Maybe,” Kessa raised a finger, “if he becomes a farmer; he can inspire a new generation of raiders that don’t necessarily raid.”

Kol smiled, “he held you in high esteem by calling you ‘muktar’.”

“Trust God, he’s got this.” James 4:15

Sycamore Trees

Three Sycamore Tree outline the back of my property. Not on of them belongs to me.
They are very easy to see.
But gee!

Look at all these hairs. This is just one seed ball.
My, how they fall.
Some of them big. Some of them small.

Step on these little hairs, ouch.
One little seed in this fuzzy pouch.

Nuisance is what they are.
Clog up your lawnmowers air filter by far.

Track them in the house.
Step on them; again, ouch!

Hundreds, thousands, millions. I wish my neighbors, their trees they would trim.
These are full to the brim.

“The hairs shed in spring and can irritate eyes, respiratory tract, and skin.”
Oh great. More issues, I must bend.

“Exfoliating bark!”
Hope no one lites a spark.

Sycamore tree, may the wind blow your seed ball far, far away.
Save this headache for another day.


Read more at Gardening Know How: Sycamore Tree Care: How To Grow A Sycamore Tree https://www.gardeningknowhow.com/ornamental/trees/sycamore/sycamore-tree-care.htm

Once there was Darkness

Chapter 12

Part 1

Another sleepless night. Kol lit a candle, it was Kessa that answered the call. He was thrilled to see her. “My king,” she bowed her head.

“Walk with me.”

They walked a long time before either spoke. “My advisors want me to go to Garrard. King Teo is in poor health and they think it would look pleasing if I visited him in his weakest hour.”  

“His weakest hour was when raiders killed his son. What did you do then, my king?”

Kol stopped dead in his tracks and turned toward her with a look of disbelief on his face. “You know the answer to that.”

“And?” He was speechless, “what is different about this?” She asked. “My king.”

“It doesn’t feel right. My gut is telling me this isn’t right. But I have twelve men telling me that I should go. You are the only person around me that I can truly trust.”

“That makes me sad for you.”

He was shocked, “why?”

“It is difficult to rule a kingdom if you don’t trust the people you have surrounded yourself with.”

“I know.” He took a deep breath.

“What does God say?”

“I’ve already told you, God doesn’t talk to me anymore.”

She got in his face, “and I told you, you’re not listening.”

He took a step backwards. Her scent was intoxicating, clouding his mind. The immediate need to be angry at her words was consumed by a different desire. “Help me fix it.”

“I’m not sure I’m the right person for that. Perhaps dad or the priest. But I will do what I can, my king.”

Kol, Kessa and Rajaf prayed about it together and separately. All the while his advisors were hounding him to go and go quickly.

Matthew 7:15

Kessa, 10 of the Bejhar, 15 soldiers along with the king set out on their journey to Garrard. She wasn’t foolish enough to think that the only danger Kol faced was from the trip. Frego was left behind. Abraham or even the grand duke could be killed. A sneak attack on the palace. Any number of events could take place.

After six days of travel, they were at the Forest of Shadows. No one said a word, but no one wanted to go in. She ordered the men to set up camp. That night as the fires of their camp burned, Kol got to missing her.

“Sergeant, where is Kessa?”

He growled, “is she not here?”

When they were in an active situation, the soldiers were instructed not to address him as a member of the royal family. Kessa (sometimes Max by her side) would sit and watch how they interacted with the king. It was easy for them to tell he was different because they knew. He had made it to sergeant before his dad passed. But he never used his military status.

“If she is, she’s playing hide and seek.” Kol spoke bitterly.

A young soldier came running from the back of the camp, “sergeant! Kessa’s horse is missing.”

The bitter man stood, almost started walking for the horse corral but stopped when Kol spoke. “If the raiders don’t kill her, I will.”

The men looked mystified at each other as Kol returned to his tent.

At day break, every eye was on the forest. A young raider appeared with his hands over his head. He walked slowly toward the camp. Kol and three soldiers approached him. They searched him. He was completely unarmed. They all just stared at each other. He spoke one word at a time. Finishing each word before he started the next, “I – am – Saka.” It took forever for him to speak. “I – am- to – stay – with – you – until,” he thought then spoke, “muktar – return.” Kol knew what ‘muktar’ meant but he didn’t take the time to define it for the others. This made him feel a little better about the situation Kessa had put herself in but not by much.

The three soldiers escorted him to camp. Saka sat around one of the fires closest to the woods. Kol brought him a plate of food. At first he wouldn’t accept it. Kol growled, “komp.” The young man took the plate with great hesitation. “If we wanted to kill you, we wouldn’t waste the food.”

The young man stood and started shouting at Kol in a language none of the soldiers understood. Even the Bejhar were dumbfounded by his tongue. The young man shook the plate causing food to bounce off to the ground. Kol pointed at the ground continuing the conversation in Saka’s language.

Once there was Darkness

Chapter 11

The library was where Kol spent 80 percent of his time. His grandfather three generations back made records of everything he did. He had a staff of 15 scribes. Every word, every detail was written down for history. His father really didn’t care what history had stated. But he did. The council was getting much too mouthy for his taste. He was looking for all he could about why the council was formed and who formed it.

All of a sudden his chest was tight, he couldn’t breathe. It took all his effort to pound on the desk. Max appeared out of the shadows.

Kol gasped, “not right. Choking. Dust. Can’t breathe.” He hit the desk again, “old.” As quickly as it overtook him, it was gone. He looked at Max with great confusion.

Max was deep in thought. He got a wild look on his face. “The old library.”

Both men ran down deep into the library to reach the ‘old library’.

Max started screaming, “Kessa!”

Kol took his lead from Max, “Kessa!” He spoke in a softer voice for Max. “She did say she was coming down here to look for a book.”

“Yes. Kessa!”

Kol found her laying in the floor. “Found her! She’s barely breathing.”

They rushed her outside. Kol supported her with one arm, caressing her face with his free hand. “Kessa?”

Max joined him with a small container of water and a cloth.

Kol wiped her face. “Kessa?”

She started sneezing. Max almost spilt the water on Kol. She sneezed so hard that she started gagging, rolling out of Kol’s arm onto her knees on the ground.

“Thank you Max.” Max bowed his head and left.

Kol put his hand on her back. He could feel that she was still fighting to breathe. “Well, if you ever want to kill me,” she coughed “you know how. Lock me in the old library.” Her comment was followed by another sneezing fit.

“That’s not funny.” He handed her the wet cloth.

“I guess someone else will have to find the book.” The sound of defeat in her voice was strong.

“Don’t worry, the book will be found.”

“Thank you, my king.” She lay in the grass panting. He picked her up and took her inside.

Kol watched over her while she slept. Where was she? Standing on the edge of a cliff. Had he dreamt about this place before? The deep sadness. The emptiness returned. ‘Jump! Just jump!’ Raced across his mind. “Kessa! NO!” He screamed but it didn’t effect her. He watched helpless as she took one step forward into nothingness. She didn’t fall. How could she not fall? In the next instant, she was gone. Falling. He screamed after her but she was gone. He woke to find her asleep beside him.

When she woke, she was laying on his big pile of cushions. “How are you feeling?”

“I’m okay, my king.”

He sat down beside her, “Kes, don’t lie to me.”

She put her hand over her eyes, “my head hurts.”

He gently pulled her hand away exposing a tear. As he wiped it away, he guided her head to his shoulder. It didn’t take long for her to fall back to sleep. ‘If only Kessa wasn’t feeling poorly, this was nice.’ Kol thought. ‘Her head belongs on my shoulder.’

When she woke for the second time, night was falling. Kol was still asleep beside her. She whispered in his ear, “thank you.” And left.

Once there was Darkness

Chapter 10

Part 2

“Flower for your thought.” Kol didn’t respond. Kessa sat down in front of him.

“Daydreaming.” He finally answered. “Would you care if I asked you a personal question?”

“As always, my king, I reserve the right not to answer.” She grinned.

“You would deny your king?”

“You would make one of your subjects so uncomfortable that they would feel the need to deny you?”

Her eyes were twinkling like the stars in the night sky. “I think you are being mean to me.”

“I’m hurt, my king. You are the last person I would deny.” It was the way she said deny. She played with the word, even raised an eyebrow when she said it.

He smiled a sideways grin. “Are the Bejhar allow to be in relationships?”

“Of course.”

“Are you?”

She blushed, “no my king.”

“Why?”

“God hasn’t told me that I’m ready for a relationship. Or if he has, I don’t think I’m ready.”

“So you are dismissing God’s direction?”

“If he has told me that there is someone for me, I’m unaware of it.”

“I thought you and Max might be.” He shrugged.

“Max,” she blushed. “No, he’s more like a brother.”

“Thank you. That wasn’t too painful was it?”

She wiggled her nose, “I’ll never tell.”

“Kes, do you remember fighting the Zeede?”

“Not all of it. The last thing I remember was a shield hurling through the air toward your head. I pushed you out of the way.”

He held her face in his hands. “I know what you are going to say. But I need to say this anyway. You are going to tell me ‘all the glory belongs to God’ and I am not disagreeing. Thank you for being God’s instrument.” He lowered his hands to her shoulders, using his thumbs to caress her neck. He tried his best to look deep into her blue eyes. He couldn’t, instead he focused on his thumbs.

Kessa smiled a radiant smile. “God knows what he’s doing.” She was gone.

These tiny purple flowers weren’t done with him. He sat back down, hugging up his knees.

Why was he on his hands and knees in dirt? Mountain dirt. It was cool and damp. Pieces of leaves and small twigs stuck to his skin. His stomach cramped; had he been sick?

It was difficult for his eyes to focus. If an object wasn’t directly in front of him, it was blurry. After he saw it, he wished his vision had stayed blurry. There was a dirty hand with it’s fingers slightly curled sticking out of the ground. As he crawled toward it, panic filled his body. His knees slipped in the damp dirt. The strength of his hands gave way causing him to slide forward. Leaves fell in around him as he moved. With trembling hands, he uncovered Kessa’s face.

A Poet

I saw the tag line recently, “no one really wants to be a poet.”

Poetry is my ‘mont hault’, *mowat.

I will never be independently wealthy from my verse.

It could be worse.

Milton, Eliot, Dickinson, I am not.

Emotions I have not caught,

I can lay them out on the page.

My brain I can engage.

Thoughts are lost to me.

They take flight and flee.

I can say how I feel in words.

I can fight, scream, emotions on my terms.

This dance with words gives me hope.

A way to cope;

with the punches life throws my way.

God sorts the words to say.

I can lay them out on the page.

My brain I can engage.

Feelings are brutal.

I find them futile.

Poetry keeps me sane.

Poetry is healing my brain.

*houseofnames.com mowat, thought to be derived from ‘Mont Hault’ which means high mount.

Once there was Darkness

Chapter 10

Part 1

Kol went outside to let the sun beat on his face. He couldn’t spend another second looking at words. Along the path through the garden were tiny purple flowers. He sat on the ground stroking the flowers small petals with his fingertips.

“Wasn’t that fun?” Kessa asked.

“Our trip to Kepta was uneventful, so no.” Max answered.

“We mustn’t think that way. Not every trip is going to be filled with danger and excitement,” she laughed. The comment was more for her benefit than his.

They stopped by the River Teak to make camp.

A woman was bathing in the river. Kol watched her with keen interest. Her long black hair trailed down her back stopping at her waist line, outlining perfectly the curvature of her behind. Kessa watched him watching her.

Kessa moved her horse closer to him, “I cannot protect you from that one, King David.” Kol was raging mad but kept his composure in front of the soldiers. There was a wild look in his eyes when he made eye contact with her. Kessa pointed at the woman, “Bathsheba; King David from the Bible.” Once she clarified her comment, his anger subsided. 2 Samuel Chapter 11

The soldiers had made camp by the river. She gave them leave to water their horses and bathe themselves in groups of five. She also told them about the woman and how she was not to be harmed.

The next morning as they were resting, she left the camp. Kol thought about following her when her reason for leaving came into view. Two riders approached the camp on horseback.

“It amazes me how she does that.”

Kol’s attention was pulled to a guard at his left. He was sitting by a fire eating a rabbit’s leg. “Do what?”

Another soldier walked out of a tent from behind the guard. “She has this sixth sense about her. She can read nature like a book. I bet the grass told her those two were coming. Or maybe it was these tiny purple flowers that are everywhere. When I go to battle, I want her by my side.”

Kol looked in the direction of the meeting. Even from this distance he could tell that one rider was a woman. The other, a man. She talked to them for only a few minutes before they turned and rode away. She waited until they were out of sight before she headed back to camp.

General Marcus stepped from the side of a tent that was behind Kol. “Where’s she going now?”

Kol almost jumped, “General.”

The general was watching her just as intently as the soldiers were.

Kol couldn’t stand the tension any longer. He jumped on a horse and went out to meet her. “What was that about?”

“That was the woman from the river and her husband.”

He raised an eyebrow. “Really?”

There was that sideways grin. She shook off the thought, the feeling. “Yes, her husband came to thank us for not harming his wife. I cautioned her about bathing in such a public place alone and next time the visitors to this area might not be so – pleasant.” She raised an eyebrow.

“Why could you not protect me from her?”

“Not all things are for your enjoyment.”

“God told you I couldn’t have her?”

“She is the wife of another man. She was never yours to have.”