“Let your hates be your waiters when you set down at the table of success.”
Eric Adams
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“Let your hates be your waiters when you set down at the table of success.”
Eric Adams
Paramount Global owns the Star Trek franchise. This is a piece of fan fiction based on Star Trek the Next Generation
History
Data sat on the edge of his bed. The images that filled his head scared him. How was it possible for Nienoon to have betrayed him this way? The Sheno’s history made him sick. There was no way it could be true. But it was. He knew that a creature that looked much like the Sheno commander had injured her. He knew how the creature was killed. Their history cemented that memory for him. The other part, NO! It wasn’t true. It couldn’t be true. It was impossible. He blindly walked over to the window with that horrible image in front of him. He still couldn’t understand why she was attacked. There was nothing in the Sheno’s history to link her and the attacker. Nothing! There were more unanswered questions than before.
This knowledge also brought back the failure he had suffered by trying to make Lal. His stomach cramped at the thought of her. Memories of her was all he could think about. At that moment he understood loneliness. For the first time he realized the void he was trying to fill. He broke down into sobs, uncontrollable wailing. Did he really want to control how he felt? Should he just accept this and let it flow? He wasn’t wrong in not wanting to be alone. In his unknown desire to be a father. But this. This was an emotion that he didn’t know how to handle. 591 separate emotions he had experienced with certainty. This feeling of regret was nothing he had felt before. It cut deep in him. All the way to the bone. Worse than letting Geordi get captured. Why did this hurt so badly? Maybe if he gave into the feeling that he needed to throw up, it would relieve some of the pressure inside of him.
His door chimed. Choking back his tears, he managed “just a moment.” After cleaning up his face he called, “enter.”
It was Picard, “Captain?”
“Data, may I?”
“Yes, come in.” Data motioned him to a chair. “Is there something wrong sir?”
“I wanted to talk to you.” Picard’s voice was calm. They both sat down. “I was hoping you would give me a report on the Sheno’s history.”
“Sir, you did not request a report.”
“I know. You have a habit of filling me in anyway. I was concerned when you didn’t do it for this event.” Data sat for the longest time. Picard thought he was staring into nothingness. “I can order you to write a report.”
“You can.”
“Should I?”
“You should.”
“Data, I want a report on the Sheno’s history by the end of the week. If it will help us in anyway unravel this mystery mission we are on, I want to know about it.”
“I will write your report, sir.”
Data was still staring into space. A point on the wall. He didn’t make eye contact with Picard. “Are you alright?”
“No sir. I am not.” Data got up and walked over to the window. “I will never be alright again.”
“Was their history that violent?”
“No, it affirmed a piece of mine.”
“Data?”
Data’s hands were shaking. The look on his face was one of dismay, “I am numb. I cannot feel anything.” He stuck his shaking hands in his arm pits. “I will write your report.”
Picard walked over to Data placing his hand on Data’s shoulder. “Data?” He whispered.
*Lal

This was my first post on WordPress/Jet pack, Sept. 14th, 2022.
Sleep is an amazing event in my life. My bed is soft and warm. Sleep wraps me in comfort. It erases the stress of the day. Oooh, if I get to dream, especially a good dream, sleep transports me to a whole new world. Sleep is my friend.
One night I am ripped from my warm, comfortable place by a noise that no human could make. Metallic screaming, suppressed hisses, the wildest banshee shrieking compressed into a science fiction writers dream noise.
I tore from my cocoon, with my heart pounding in my chest. A million bad thoughts running through my mind. My nerves on edge. Panic set in. Quickly, I grabbed a flash light to survey my propane tank. To make sure my house wasn’t about to explode. Taking me and my little doggy with it. The propane tank was secure.
The screaming continued, traveling desperately fast through the cold night.
Chico and I surveyed around the house. My overheated breath fogged up my glasses. What is that dreaded noise?
We found nothing out of place. All gas lines leak free. No power lines down. The grinder pump alarm wasn’t on. Nothing.
As I lay back in my cocoon; trying in vain to give a face to this caterwauling that filled my ears, it started to fade. As the minutes ticked by, it became softer, fainter, until it was gone.
Convinced that all was right with my surroundings; I had almost drifted back to sleep with my little doggy curled up at my back, when it hit me. As I was learning to drive, if you left the emergency break on and tried to move, the truck would scream in pain for release. That was what this sound reminded me of. Amplified a thousand times. Was it possible that the conductor of the train had left the break on as he flew down the tracks? Was that the noise I heard? An angry break screaming at the closest human (any human) for release?
Or could the train have connected with a car? Caught in the housing. Sparks flying. Metal tearing. Screaming as train and car became one speeding through the night?
The End
🛑 Adult content, language, drugs, abuse (multiple forms), please read with discretion. May be a trigger for some readers. Reader discretion advised.
This story has massive amounts of adult content. So much out of my wheel house, here’s to something different.
Job 16:16 My face is flushed from weeping, and on my eyelids is the shadow of death; (NKJV)
This verse is part of Job’s lamentation in which he describes the depth of his suffering and the physical toll it has taken on him. He is expressing the profound sorrow and despair he feels due to his afflictions and the perceived lack of understanding from his friends. Google AI overview
Where is god?
Goin’ home
I did go home.
Dad was waiting on me and he was mad as hell. He beat me until I couldn’t move because I embarrassed him with his friends. When he was through beating me, he threw me over the table again. Though he was a scrawny, drugged piece of shit; he was amazingly strong. I couldn’t fight him off.
Later that night his friends came back and it happened all over again. I waited until they passed out to slip out of the house. But no. One of his buddies caught me. I never want to relive that night. Three grown ass men took turns, all night.
Sometimes there was more. It depended on what kind of drug dad wanted.
Because he was afraid I’d run away, he would tie me to the leg of the table. I did try. Someone was always layin’ in wait for me. And the outcome was never pretty.
One day dad brought women to the house. He called it my birthday present. More and more people showed up. More and more drugs.
When I woke, the floor where I laid was covered in blood and shit. Dad was passed out on the couch. It took all the strength I could muster to get up. That same knife that I used to kill mom, where was it? Callin’ me. And I answered the call.
I fell back against the wall exhausted from the overexertion. If I stabbed him once, I stabbed him 50 times. There was blood and matter everywhere. Piece of trash! I screamed at him until my throat hurt. Honestly, none of that screaming was for mom. It was all for me. Why did I have to be subjected to such a life? Why? If they weren’t going to love and protect me, why even bother?
If I was ever found out, I would go to prison for murder. Nuttin’ would happen to him for what he did and what he allowed to happen to me. I smirked, ‘well now that doesn’t matter’.
Beside mom was a fitting place for him. They could abuse each other in death.
I hung out at Maggie’s for a couple days. Slept in the hammock on her carport. We talked and ate. Chico seemed to enjoy havin’ the extra company.
There was a war inside of me; should I go back to the trailer?
When I did, the smell knocked me on my ass. A sworm of flies raced out the door. While I had the foresight to burry the body, I didn’t clean up the mess. Not today either. The door swung in the breeze.
I woke to the bottom of my foot bein’ kicked. The figure was a total black silhouette in front of the blinding sun. It was a friggin’ sheriffs deputy. I had to shield my eyes in order to see him?
With a heavy authoritative voice she asked, “where’s your parents?”
“Last I saw mom, she was talkin’ about goin’ to the truck stop.”
Her voice softened a little, “and your dad?”
“Jumped in the back of his buddies truck. I heard fishin’ and lake.”
She pointed her head in the direction of the trailer. “Why aren’t you inside?”
“Skunk.” She curled her nose. “I think a skunk got under the house last night. It smells powerful bad.”
I studied her face as she studied the house. Would she believe me?
“You got someplace to be?”
“Yeah.” Maggie’s. I would go to Maggie’s.
“Need a ride?”
“No, thank you. I’ll walk.”
She left. When I stood, watchin’ clouds of dust billow up from her car as she drove away. It was then I realized I had pissed myself. I sank back inside the car frame.
Watch the rain
Do you ever just watch the rain?
Does it make you sad?
Does it cause you pain?
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Are you filled with a longing?
A piece of the puzzle is missing?
Is your soul within you groaning?
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Does the gentle patter of each drop create calm?
Dragging you to sleep?
Or does its persistence leave you numb?
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Do you shiver from the cold?
Get lost in a memory?
Does the power of the storm make you bold?
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Where does the clouds take you?
Peace ever more?
Or just damp and soggy all the way through?
Paramount Global owns the Star Trek franchise. This is a piece of fan fiction based on Star Trek the Next Generation
You look familiar to me.
“Data, when you first met me,” Captain Dom paused. “You didn’t speak right away. Why?”
“You look familiar to me.”
“As you do to me. Not you really but your skin tone and those yellow eyes. I will never forget those eyes as long as I live.”
“You and I have never met.”
“I know. The one you saw like me, what was his appearance?”
“He was brown but his skin was spotted.”
“A soldier.”
“How would you know that?”
“We to are structured into class but not by holes in our ears but by the color of our skin. The color of your skin will determine what you do in life. Brown like mine, we make good leaders. We are captains, kings, and ambassadors. Blue, which is rare in my people, are painters, writers, and the like. Black is also rare. They are,” he paused. “The red,” he patted his head.
“Hair?” Data asked.
“Yes, red hair lady. What does she do? She has a different purpose than you?”
“Yes, she is a doctor.”
“Doctor. They help people?”
“Yes.”
“The black skin of my race helps people. Doctors if you will. The spotted skin, if you will, are protectors. They are naturally aggressive. We work with that aggression to achieve well-disciplined protectors. Some of them do stray for the lure of treasure.”
“What is treasure?”
“Treasure can be many things. In some cases, it is food.”
Data never said a word. They walked from the cargo bay back to the turbo lift. Finally he spoke, “where have you come across someone like me before?”
“On my home world, there is a statue of someone like you. It is a reminder of why our planet was almost destroyed.”
“Destroyed?”
“Yes. Our world went through a period of re-creation. Everything we knew changed. It is still our world but the trees are different. The water is different. Even the grasses are different.”
Once in the turbo lift “bridge” Data ordered. The lift started its upward motion. Data ushered Captain Dom to Picard’s office.
“Come,” came Picard’s voice from the other side of the door. “Captain, Mr. Data.”
“Preparations have been made sir.” Data reported.
“Good, good. Captain, is there anything else we can do for you?” Picard asked.
“Yes, one more thing. I need something from my ship. Will you show me how to get it?”
“Sure.”
Data left.
“Data,” came Picard’s voice over the com. “Join me in transporter room 2.”
“Yes sir.” When Data entered the transporter room, he found Picard and Dom deep in conversation.
“Mr. Data, I have a gift for you.” He handed Data 2 books. “Our language can be difficult to understand as it is written.” The biggest book that was given was the equivalent of a dictionary. “This one is our history over the last 100 years. Especially the re-creation will interest you.”
“Thank you Captain.”
“Thank you. If we meet again, I hope our meeting will be as prosperous.”
When Captain Dom was on the transporter pad Picard said, “Energize,” soon Dom was gone.
🛑 Adult content, language, drugs, abuse (multiple forms), please read with discretion. May be a trigger for some readers. Reader discretion advised.
This story has massive amounts of adult content. So much out of my wheel house, here’s to something different.
John 11:35 “Jesus wept.” (NKJV)
Where is god?
Consequences
Dad’s buddies staggered over and kicked dad in the stomach. He jumped to his feet, pissin’ himself, laughin’. I could see his mouth moving but couldn’t hear what they were saying.
They staggered into the trailer bringing the smell of fresh piss and sweat with them. “Whur’s that fuckin’ woman?” Dad asked. I simply shrugged my shoulders. He kicked a beer bottle at me. “Useless prick.”
His buddies tore into the beer. Dad stumbled over to the cabinet. “I had a can of beans in hur.” He farted pulling my attention to the now wet spot in the back of his underwear. “Whur them damn beans?” He jerked me up by the hair of my head. Again, I just shrugged. He threw me to the floor.
“Whur be that whore of yourn?” One buddy asked.
His second friend rubbed himself moanin’, “yeah, need some. Got smokes?”
Dad yanked me up by my hair. “Earn your keep.” He threw me across the table like a rag doll. His buddies tore at my clothes without question. It hurt. I knew that didn’t belong inside me. I bit at my lip. I would not give them the pleasure of hearin’ me scream. Tears gathered in a puddle on the table. Then it hit me, I knew how to hurt him.
He screamed, “let go of me you little fuck.” He yanked, and yanked. “Let go.”
I was celebratin’ in my head. Dad walked around the table. His smelly dirty dick surrounded by matted pubic hair wiggled in my face. A tick. There was a ticks butt sicking out of his pubes. It had been there for a while. Fucker was fat.
With a hand full of hair, he picked up my head slammin’ it on the table. “Let go.” I could feel warmth run down my nose. I screamed in my head. I would not. He slammed my head into the table again. Everything became blurry as I passed out.
When I came to, I was still lying across the table. It hurt to move. My underwear hurt against my skin. Pulling up my jeans caused me to inhale sharply. Walking wasn’t fun either. Somehow I made it to the creek. The cold water soaking my clothes felt amazing against my raw skin. Now; in the dark, it was okay to cry.
When I woke, Maggie and Chico were sitting on the creek bank watchin’ me. As I stood, she stood holdin’ up the biggest towel I’d ever seen. I was still raw. It caused me to flinch as I stood. She never asked me what happened. Just wrapped me in the towel, leading me to the carport. Chico followin’ her every step.
It was all I could do not to scream when I used the bathroom. There was a cream in her medicine cabinet that I used. It had an amazing coolin’ effect. But nothing could heal the damage inside.
She made a fabulous meal. I sat down gingerly when she wasn’t lookin’.
We ate. We talked. Chico begged for scraps. He did the cutest little begger pose. It was too cute and irresistible. Maggie smiled as I pretended to slip him scraps.
She knew something was wrong. When I didn’t want to go home, I slept in a hammock on the carport. We would eat breakfast. Then; eventually, I’d go home.
I have been asked to do a nightly prayer for our prayer group. It is a Christian group for those that are new to my blog/work. Do you have a favorite bedtime prayer that you pray? Or one that you were taught? One you’ve taught your children? I would be honored if you’d share your prayer. I’d like to share them with our prayer group.
Paramount Global owns the Star Trek franchise. This is a piece of fan fiction based on Star Trek the Next Generation
The bodies
Captain Dom appeared at Picard’s door, “come” Picard motioned the captain in, offering him a handshake. “Did you find what you were looking for?”
“Sadly yes, it was our ship. Your officer was very helpful. I find your crew most obedient.”
“I am very proud of my crew. Sit please.” Picard motioned him to a chair.
“I have questions Captain. How was the attack started?”
“We have been unable to determine that. We know that the Jormungand was stolen from port. It will defend itself against all attackers. Come.” The two Captain’s walked to a nearby turbo lift. Picard tapped his communicator. “Data join me in cargo bay 4.”
“Yes sir.” Came his reply.
Data was waiting in cargo bay 4 when the Captain’s arrived. He was standing next to 5 body bags. “We are sure the Jormungand was stolen because we found these creatures aboard, dead. We have been unable to determine if the Jormungand fired on your ship by force or willingly.”
“How do you know the ship was stolen?”
“What is the atmosphere on your planet?” Data asked.
“Much like here. Only here, it is a little thin. It’s hard to breathe at times.”
“When we found the Jormungand the atmosphere in the ship was methane.” Picard answered.
“Oh, I see.”
Data uncovered the bodies.
“HaBlich.” Captain Dom announced. “A race we have been enemies with for hundreds of years. It wouldn’t surprise me if they didn’t fire upon the Addo.”
“Why have you been enemies?” Data asked.
“The Emperor of the HaBlich chose a female of our race to marry. It was totally political. An attempt to smooth over the bitter feud between our peoples. The lady he chose was to bear an heir to further ease the tension between us. However, the elders refused to allow him to father an offspring with her. His other wise bore children in numbers but never my distant relative. That left a bitter taste in the Sheno mouth. What do we have here?” Dom leaned over the bodies. “The HaBlich society is a hierarchy. The more holes you have in your ear, the more power you have.”
“Why holes?” Data asked.
“It is a tribute to the amount of pain you can withstand. This male was a common member of society. There are no holes in his ears. A servant perhaps. It may have been he that stole the ship in the first place trying to prove to the others that he was worthy of his first hole. This one has three holes.” He turned the head so Picard and Data could see the holes. “A soldier.” He examined the next body. “As is this one.” At the next body he explained, “This one is a Duke. He has 5 holes.” When he got to the last body he paused, “I want to take this one with me. I want to try to attempt an explanation for my people about the destruction that has happened here.”
Picard looked at Data, “I don’t see that it will create a problem.” Data nodded in agreement.
“Who is that one?” Picard asked.
“A prince. There is room in his ear for one more hole. Only the Emperor has all of his ear covered.”
“What if you are an off-worlder, such as your relative?”
They have a special ornament that is to be worn around the ear. It has jewels in it to show your status.”
“Very well. Data you will see to the arrangements.”
“Yes sir.”
Captain Picard left.