Disappointment

O’ thy light of happiness,

Do not leave me in a constant state of darkness. 

Linger on me a moment longer.

This! O’ this will not make me stronger. 

Stay! O’ thy pleasant light.

You do not have to be bright. 

Just light, so all things are not consumed.

Stay with me; light of life, do not leave me entombed.

I wish not to a labor a bemoan.

For the love you show can never be cloned. 

My soul cannot bear this separation.

I wish not to feel this station.

Petty? Never!

A state I wish never to sever.

Do not admonish the emotion.

Rise, fall, never leave such great potion.

Never greedy.

No! Not needy.

Wanting, longing, deepest insight.

Never leave me hanging for thy light. 

Detest not.

Disappoint not.

Walk with me.

Teach me. 

Shine on the dull recess of my soul,

joy, love, light, on me dole.

Let your mercy lay on my desire

Disappoint me not, light never expire.

http://livingpoetry.net/2025/03/24/monday-poetry-prompt-disappointment/

Sunshine Valley

The End

     Rebecca stared at the beautiful cake dumbfounded. She could smell the delight when a piece was set in front of her. That first bite was delicate and delicious. She just wanted to melt and become one with this dessert.  “This is homemade?”

     Evie blushed. “Yes. Mom would roll over in her grave if I made something from a box.”

     As the fork left her mouth, Rebecca sighed, “I have hated you for so long and it wasn’t you that I hated.” She laid her fork on the saucer. The hole she could feel being bore through her was all consuming. “Me being in Sunshine Valley was God’s will. I was such a mess. Honestly, I threw a dart at a map.” She made the throwing motion, giving a nervous laugh. “You and I never met but I thought I knew you. You were the greedy bitch that wouldn’t come up off the rest of the money Doug and Ante needed as seed. Doug thought that selling your horse would be enough. But it wasn’t.” She gave a weak smile. “That’s when Ante started selling off all we had. I hated it. I LOVED my life. I wanted more. And you were the reason I wasn’t getting it. Ante and I lived like homeless people. I couldn’t stand it. Our divorce got ugly in a hurry.” She poked at the cake with the fork. “I didn’t know. Didn’t want to believe that you were truly a victim in all this. I didn’t want to compete with ‘who was the worse injured spouse’.” She sighed, “think you won that prize.” She took a deep breath, “I’m sorry. I didn’t want to believe that the Doug I knew was a colossal asshole. Which meant, Ante was an even bigger asshole.” She sighed, “I can’t believe you are forgiving me.”

     “Jesus forgave me. I can forgive you. But this doesn’t mean that you and I will become besties anytime soon.”

     She sniffed, “I deserve that.”

     “And so much more.” Evie stood, making a motion with her hand. 

     While Evie waited, Rebecca asked, “how’s Simon?”

     “Sad but good.” 

     The guard poked his head in the door. “Mrs. Pace.”

     Evie handed him the rest of the cake. “Can she have one more piece tomorrow? Simon said tomorrow is your actual birthday. The rest y’all can have.”

     “I think that can be arranged.” The guard smiled. 

     “Bradley’s daughter Sarah started Capra’s Bounty on the farm. I had to leave it with the guards but you should have enough stuff to do you for a while.”

    Rebecca started crying, “thank you. Everything in here cost money and I have none at the moment. Will you send Simon a message for me?” She asked, “I love him.” Crying turned to sobbing, “I’m so sorry.”

*I would like to thank everyone for their love reading Sunshine Valley. 💕 Just a reminder; in honor of poetry awareness month, I’m gonna finish April out with poetry and start a new story in May.

Thank you 💕

Cock of the walk

This barn yard!  Is mine. 

This grass! Is mine. 

Watch me scratch off. 

This air! Is mine.

That feed! Is mine. 

Got my eyes on you. 

Get out!

Silly human.

Can’t you see my strut?

My dander is up.

Chest puffed out.

Talons a little wider. 

Standing a little taller.  

I’ll chase you into a rut.

These hens! Are mine.

Silly human. 

See my comb standing straight?

Don’t ruffle my feathers.

I’m flapping my wings just for you. 

Stare you down if I have too. 

These eggs! Are mine. 

Get out!

Silly human. 

This is my barn yard!

Feel my beak strike your flesh. 

Doesn’t taste very good. 

But I don’t care. 

Told you once.

No more warnings. 

Bawk! Bawk! Bawk! Bawk!

Silly human. 

IT’S CHASE TIME.

Get out!

Sunshine Valley

Corners report

     Dillon liked the feel; the smell of paper reports. He liked to make notes on them. Highlight areas of importance. He knew the final report from the corner concerning the explosion in Coal Town would be a bear. And he was right. There was at least 2 pages per person. Some had 3. 

     John Doe number 5 got his attention. Gunshot wound to the left leg. Believe it or not, the bullet was still in his leg. This would need to have ballistics testing done. Was it possible John Doe number 5 was the same man that he shot in Evie’s house? His mind started filling with questions. He flipped John Doe number 5 over and started writing. Was this the man that broke into Evie’s house? Who was he? Why was he in Sunshine Valley? Who or what brought him here? Money? From whom? Was he the same person that tried to run Evie off the road? That suv was so clean you could eat out of it. The only thing forensics found was traces of cleaning supplies. Stuff you could buy anywhere. It ended up being stolen from London. Random theft from random people. Did Calvin know this man? Through Connie? In Coal Town? Was he a drug smuggler? Just a random homeless man trying to make a fast buck? No connection at all? 

     Report number 93: female remains. Dental records sent to Frankfort. His heart fell to his feet reading the corners notes; possible victim Connie Marie Sutton. ‘Dear God, no.’ He hung his head. Delivering this news to her grandma and mother would be gut wrenching. No one had filed a missing persons report. It was common for her not to have contact with her family for months at a time. Calvin was already on 24 hour suicide watch. 

     The fire marshal had called in help from D.C. via Frankfort. The explosion had been a number of bad things happening all at once. There wasn’t one single cause. The people of Sunshine Valley wanted someone to blame. Someone to point a finger at. Right now, that finger was being pointed at his office, gross mishandling. Had it been? Was his thinkin’ that the homeless needed a place to be. Even if it had been abandoned? He knew there were drugs in Coal Town. Should he have done a giant sweep? He knew that if he had, they would be other places. The average citizen of Sunshine Valley didn’t want to share their streets with drug addicts, prostitutes, or the homeless. Out of sight out of mind in Coal Town. Until they needed a scapegoat for their own guilt. His guilt?

     Maybe this was his call to retire? Maybe this was God’s way of saying he’d been doin’ this job way too long? Porter was trying to get him to buy him out. Maybe this was his dream come true? And Evie. His beautiful Evie. Retire from being a sheriff and be Mr. Evie. She was doin’ amazin’ things with the farm. From Hillbilly Yoga to FFA. The art club from high school was holding random classes on the farm. He glanced at the bottle of goat milk lotion on his desk. Sarah wasn’t able to leave teaching yet but he figured it wouldn’t be much longer. Bradley was so happy that his baby wouldn’t be driving that road 5 days a week soon. He had already told the whole department “cookout at my house”, when it was official. As it turned out Chris’s wife Kim had ran a similar business before Covid and was, on occasion, working with Sarah. Dillon felt in his heart, this was going places. Evie was one hell of a woman. He gave a brief smile at that. He still couldn’t believe she had agreed to marry him. He patted the pile of papers, even with this, he was still the luckiest man in Sunshine Valley. He was truly learning what it meant to ‘let go and let God’.

Oh wow!

Thanks! 💕

Wow! I am amazed y’all. Thank you, Heather, for the nomination. I am floored.

Visit Heather blog:

Rules for the Sunshine Blogger Award are as follows:
Display the award’s official logo somewhere on your blog.
Thank the person who nominated you.
Provide a link to your nominator’s blog.
Answer your nominator’s questions.
Nominate up to 11 bloggers.
Ask your nominees 11 questions.
Notify your nominees by commenting on at least one of their blog posts.
Now that we’ve got all the rules down. Let’s dive right into these really fun questions!

Heather’s questions:

1.  What is your favorite book? I have 2 favorite books. The Bible and The Complete Works of Sherlock Holmes by Arthor Cannon Doyle.

2. What is your favorite ocean animal? Star fish. I got to see thousands of Star fish one vacation. It was beautiful. All of my life I hadn’t seen one Star fish, now all of sudden here were thousands.

3. What is your favorite breakfast? Cracker Barrel has a hashbrown, egg, cheese and ham casserole. All salsa on top and I’m in hog heaven.

4 . What is your most favorite childhood memory? Honestly, I don’t remember a lot about my childhood before the age of 10. And what I do remember, I wouldn’t consider a ‘favorite’ memory.

5. What is your favorite plant? There are so many to choose from: tulips, honeysuckle, sage, poke sallet, Granny Smith apples, plums. I mean the list could go on and on.

6. what is your favorite juice? Cranberry

7. If you had an all expense paid vacation, where would you go? I would like to take an Alaskan cruise.

8. If you could do something to make a huge impact what would you do? If I had the ability, I would like to have a homeless shelter that really helped people. Be more than a place to stay but a place to help you get back to life (if that is what the person wanted). Second, I’d like to open a facility where people with mental health issue could go and get the help the needed without worrying when their insurance is going to kick them out. Or people who have no insurance at all.

9. Books or movies? Depends on my mood. I like both.

10. What knowledge do you wish you had? Sometimes I think saying ‘ignorance is bliss’ really is true.

Questions for Nominees:

  1. What is your favorite season?
  2. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?
  3. How do you feel about A.I.?
  4. Why do you write?
  5. What is your best method of communicating with other people?
  6. What are you most passionate about?
  7. Do you live to eat or eat to live?
  8. If you could share one word with the entire world, what would it be?
  9. Who do you respect the most?
  10. If you could go back in time in your life and change one thing, what would you change?
  11. Day or night?

Here are my nominees for the Sunshine Blogger Award:

I tried not to nominate folks I knew had already been nominated.

https://ozarkwaterpal.com

https://violetslentz.home.blog

https://utahan15.wordpress.com

https://ravensweald.com

https://momof5cats.wordpress.com

https://navagra.co.in

Sunshine Valley

“I didn’t do anything wrong!”

     Rebecca stared out the window at the little White House thinking about the happy family that now lives inside. “I didn’t do anything wrong.” She whispered. 

     “I’m sorry?” Simon asked, happily cutting into his steak. 

     “I did the right thing.” 

     He was confused, “‘bout?” His mood slowly changing. 

     She took a deep breath, “I called Frankfort and lodged an interference complaint against him.”

     “Him?” Simon asked slowly. 

     “I called DCBS and told them about the homeless couple with the baby. I heard through the rumor mill that the mother and child disappeared.” She shrugged, “so I filed a complaint higher up the ladder.” She pointed her fork at Simon. “You know the sheriff had to have been involved.” She stabbed a piece of lettuce, “I mean, how else does one just ‘disappear’?” She used air quotes on disappear. 

     Simon laid his knife down. “The very people that have been feeding us.” He shook his head, “is that why Sunshine Sue left here awhile back?”

     “No, she was following up on the harassment comment I made about the sheriff’s department back in October. At least someone is paying attention.” Simon didn’t know what to say. The air had been knocked out of his lungs. Rebecca sliced into her steak. “When I call Frankfort, I might have went on a rant and called the sheriff a pedophile.” When she finally looked up, Simon’s expression was blank. “Well, say something?” 

     He didn’t, he got up from the table, leaving. His truck roared to life. Instead of going toward town, he pointed his truck in the other direction. Bile rose to her mouth at the thought of him running to the sheriff to rat her out. 

     She cleaned up the kitchen with a heavy heart. When she turned, Simon was standing in the door. “Did you have anythin’ to do with the person that ran Ms. Evelyn off the road?”

     She turned to the sink. “Why do you have to make everything about her?”

     “What about the person that shot at me while I was being a good neighbor?”

     She turned to face him, “I got laid off for a month today. Without pay.” Simon’s knees buckled under him. 

     He had to catch himself on the door frame. “What the fuck for?” The cuss word flowed from his mouth without hesitation. With force. 

     “Sara thinks I threw something at her during the revival. I can’t work until they figure it out.”

     “You’ve been suspended.” 

     “Laid off, suspended,” she shrugged. “Same difference.”

     Through gritted teeth he asked, “did you throw something at her?”

     “If I did, she’s gotta prove it.”

     Simon was gone. 

Little Girl; a guest post

By Heather Congrove

Note from me; Sadly, I think we all feel like the little girl in the poem sometimes. Not having a male point of view, I’m sure it happens to them as well. We are pushed out of innocence. Sometimes I don’t want to put away childish things. I don’t want the stresses of ‘adulting’. I just want to play. 

Enjoy, Little Girl. Can you relate? Visit Heather’s blog to read more poetry as well as lots of Bible lessons. Thank you Heather for sharing your talent.

Meet Heather:

Hi, I’m Heather Congrove, an author and writer with a love for poetry and fiction. When I’m not weaving stories you can find me with my family. I wrote the following poem about the inner child of us all that is often forgotten. Follow me at https://hcongrove2.com/  for more great content.

Little Girl;

Tucked away and out of sight.
Hush little girl, don’t put up a fight. 

Be mindful and listen, stay in your place. 
Soon your thoughts I will erase. 

Say goodbye to fairy tales and great castles with kings.
Say farewell to witches and goblins and creatures with wings. 

I will soon replace it with broken hearts and shattered dreams. 
I will fill you with self doubt and insecurities. 

One day you’ll wake up and see. 
That the little girl you used to know
was no more than make believe 
now covered by a different reality. 

Little by little I’ll take it all away. 
Oh what a price to pay.

Once she is gone she is hard to find 
Maybe even impossible for you to remind. 
Even harder for time to rewind. 

Some never find her,a version of their self long since erased 
Oh my what a waste. 
So much joy has been displaced. 

What if she felt safe and secure? 
What if she could be your cure? 

Skyscrapers built higher than they eye can see. 
What if I could show you there’s no need.

The walls built to keep people out 
Can turn into a prison of self doubt. 

Walls made for protection and peace, 
can cause inner turmoil to increase. 

So don’t tuck her away deep inside. 
Don’t tell her she has a million reasons to hide. 

Rid yourself of self destruction. 
Treat yourself to a new construction. 

Let her loose and let her be free. 
You may just see, 
How wonderful life can be.

A special thank you to Chico’s Mom for allowing me to guest post. Thank you all and God bless.

Sunshine Valley

Beautiful gift

     Rebecca sat in the car a few minutes to let the stress of the day evaporate. She just stared at the house almost hesitant to go in. Simon was home. How was she going to tell him her news? The first thing to hit her when she walked through the door was the smell of food. Her stomach let out a low embarrassing growl. As she laid her stuff on the edge of the couch. She saw a beautiful arrangement of blue roses on the table. Blue roses. She touched one of the soft flowers, marveling at how delicate the petals were. Blue was her favorite color. Roses her favorite flower. Where did Simon find blue roses? This was going to make her news even harder. 

     He walked into the room, grinin’ from ear to ear, holding 2 salads. “You’re home.” He kissed her. “Sit,” he almost sang. 

     Next was a pitcher of tea and glasses on a tray. He poured. She was still too shocked to say anything. The sizzle and smell  of steak filled her ears. Her stomach almost lept out of her mouth to get to the plate. Simon was happy. Joyful. He had cooked for her many times. This felt different. 

     She sliced off a piece of the meat. It melted in her mouth. There was no stifling the moan that escaped her.

     Simon couldn’t smile any wider, “good?”

     “You have outdone yourself. This is amazing. What is the occasion?”

     “For doin’ something I know was really hard.”

     It took her a minute to connect the dots. They were celebrating that she called 911 for Evelyn. Simon was right. It took everything she had not to be mean. Not to just leave her standing there. Doing the right thing had left her feeling empty. 

     Simon spoke, bringing her back around. “If you like the steak, I have a chance to go in on a cow.”

     “This is the best steak ever.” She marveled, sopin’ her baked potato in the steak juice.

     “D & E Farm was an error on my part. It’s D & E Enterprise.” He watched her face as he spoke to see how she was going to react. “Dillon and Evelyn. D & E.”

    The potato hit her stomach like a rock. “When all your other clients canceled on you, you’ve been workin’ for them?” Her mouth was super dry. He shook his head yes. “I guess that is the cow in question?” Again, he shook his head, yes. “And this is where the steaks came from?” Again, yes. “He can sure raise beef.”

     Simon laughed, “yes he can. If you feel up to it, we have been invited up for dessert sometime.”

     She couldn’t speak. Simply nodded her head yes. While they were talking, she just asked, “Chris,” was all she got out of her mouth. 

     Simon smiled, happily tearing into his steak. “Chris is workin’ out great. When he’s not at the mill of course.”

     She squeaked, “mill?”

    “Chris,” he used his knife to point out the window toward the little house across the road. “The homeless couple from church. They are not homeless anymore. Thanks to the love of neighbors.”

     She looked out the window toward the house. Her gut reaction was to be mad. But she wasn’t upset for very long. More confused than anything. 

Shared world

I’m different. You’re different. 

We both need air to breathe. 

I’m different. You’re different. 

We both need water to drink. 

I’m different. You’re different. 

We both need food to eat.

I’m different. You’re different. 

We both need shelter from the storm. 

I’m different. You’re different. 

We both need to protect our bodies with coverings. 

I’m different. You’re different. 

We both need rest. 

I’m different. You’re different. 

We both need to feel a sense of community, belonging and love. 

I’m different. You’re different. 

We worship differently. 

We eat different foods. 

Our homes don’t all look the same. 

I’m different. You’re different. 

We breathe the same air. 

We drink the same water. 

Live on the same planet. 

Bask in the same sun. 

We allow our differences to divide us.

Why can’t our differences unite us?

I’m different. You’re different. 

http://livingpoetry.net/2025/03/31/april-visual-poetry-prompt-5/