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Thank you Stanley for a beautiful idea.
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My Jetpack notification goes off and someone has liked one of my posts. đ As Iâm reading their site, I come across this post. A lovely poem and a picture:


Thank you Stanley for a beautiful idea.
More tears
Dillon searched all over for Evie. He knew she knew he was here. But she wasnât answering the door. He could have used his code to get in the house. But he had this nagginâ feelinâ that she wasnât in there.
Evie was piled up on her motherâs grave sobbing.
Dillon thought he shouldnât be here. He should leave her alone. But he couldnât stand it. He knelt with her putting his hands on her shoulders. She fell into him, continuing to sob.
His Evie had been broken and it was more than he could bear.
She lunged out of his arms screaming, pounding at the hard earth. âYou lied to me. Everything you ever told me was a lie! LIER!â Dillon laid his hand on her back. âShe lied to me.â It came out a whisper among sobs.
She had on the nice outfit he assumed from church. Dillon knew he needed to get her in the house.
âWhat did your parentâs lie to you about?â Big tears glistened in the moon light.
âDad told me I was useless and lazy. One day he found out I could play the piano. He dared mom to feed me.â
She snubbed, âIâm sorry.â
âThere are a lot of things about my childhood I wish I could change but I wouldnât trade parts of it for all the gold in the world.â
âShe was always tellinâ me I wasnât feminine enough. No man would ever love me. In her eyes, women needed a man to be complete. And I was unloveable. Less than a woman. I should have had men and boys lined up from here to your house when I was 16. It was a great shame to her that I didnât. When I got married, late better than never, it would make me whole. Perfect. Life was mine for the taking. SHE LIED!â Evie started beating her grave again. âShe lied. Stuffing me in her damn lace. And those uncomfortable shoes. Stand up straight. Smile. Be attractive. Spend hours fixing your hair and putting on makeup. Useless. She lied. I ran away because of her.â
âSo, if Iâd got a couch or 5 and set them on fire in the middle of the road to stop you, you wouldâve plowed through them and left anyway?â
Evie sniffled, just staring at Dillon. âYou didnât want me to leave?â
He mashed his lips together, flatteninâ them out, âno.â
âWhy didnât you say something?â
âI was too scared.â
Winter Season
What feels like a month later. Here we are.

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0DJ18F4WV?ref_=pe_93986420_774957520
This has been such a learning process.
I saw that button there for create a cover with Kindle Cover Creator. Buttonâs make me nervous so I left it alone. As Iâm fighting with margins to use my own cover, over 2 hours later, I thought Iâd give cover creator a try.
With one picture I wanted to use, it was hard to adjust the size. But itâs cool overall. If I wanted to, I could have added an overview of the book on the back, a picture and brief bio. But it was midnight and I just wanted to get it finished. Added this information much later.
Also discovered, there is a minimum price KDP will let you charge. Thought it would be best to keep my book under $10.00. That didnât happen.
I wanted to leave my font Arial. To me, itâs clean and easy to read. With KDP, you have to embed fonts. And for whatever reason I had (at first) 20 pages with fonts that didnât embed. Even though I told Word to. After changing font to Garamond, surprise, fonts embedded. However, I felt like I had to make the text bigger to read. Which meant one more look through for widows and orphans. I read; having those, your manuscript doesnât look professional.
A big heart felt thank you to Ted for writing the forward.
And I want to thank cazzycoop for finding the uk link.
Thank you to everyone that read Winter Season giving me the courage to turn it into a book. đ
Choir
Pastor Sam was excited about this business meeting. He was going to pose to the community to hire Evie to be the choir director. He hadnât been this excited in a long time.
Once the regular business was over, he asked the body in front of him. Everyone was excited about the prospects of having regular music back at Sunday worship.
Widow Blake ooed and awed over Evieâs skills. âMaybe you can git the sheriff to play from time to time.â She gushed.
Light murmurs filled the room.
Rebecca voiced, âpastor, I take issue with this.â The room became deadly silent and all eyes were on Rebecca. Her hands began to shake.
âContinue.â Pastor Sam frowned.
âI canât count the number of days and nights since sheâs moved in that a vehicle has been parked at her house. As a single; I presume, Christian woman, shouldnât be entertaining guests after dark. Guests that spend the night. I mean,â she forced a giggle. âWhat message would we be sending to the rest of the church? We donât know what she does for a living? If sheâs paying her tithes? Or,â she looked dead at Evie. âAre you even a member of this church?â
Simon was appalled at this. If he could have, he would have crawled under a pew.
Pastor Sam felt like heâd been punched in the gut.
Evie worked hard to hold back her tears. Her dad laid a gentle hand on top of hers.
Bradley wanted to get up and snack Rebecca. She had no idea. He only had an inkling of that idea. What Dillon had shared with him. The nerve.
Evie reached over and kissed her dad on the cheek before walking out.
This winter I say, âI just wanted to be warm.âThis summer I say, âI just want to be cool.â
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This winter I say, âgive me another layer.â
This summer I say, âthereâs only so much Iâm willinâ to take off.â
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This winter I say, âthe first snow of the season is so pretty and festive.â
This summer I say, âIâm so tired of mowing.â
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This winter I say, âthank God for heat.â
This summer I say, âthank God for air.â
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No matter which season, I never want to get out of the bed.
Lying all warm and cozy, ânough said.
Show off
Rebecca and Simon were sitting in a corner booth enjoying a quiet lunch when Evie and her dad walked in. They were seated. A strange lady joined them. Then Della. Followed by the sheriff.
Stella walked over to their table. âStella,â Rebecca asked who is the lady sitting with Della?â
âMiss Evelyn?â
âNo, the other one.â
âWell shoot. If you hadnât asked me. I codda told you.â Stella curled her lip, â sheâs not from âround here. Itâll come to me.â When Stella came back with their food, she explained who Povol was.
âThank you.â
Della giggled as she got up from their table. Almost dancing over to a huge wall calendar. Rebecca could hear her hum. She wrote Evelynâs name on Thanksgiving, October, and / Christmas.
Rebecca took an angry bite from her sandwich eyeing Simon, whispering, âshow off.â
âHoney, thatâs all thatâs left.â
She just rolled her eyes.
âDella,â Evelyn called after her. âIâd like to do something in the spring. To thank the community for helping with the house.â
Della flipped through the pages, âhow about Easter?â
âI figured Easter would get gobbled up first thing.â
âNot really.â
She, Dillon, and her dad talked for a few minutes. âWeâll take it.â She wiggled in her chair as she patted Dillon on the shoulder, âyou could be the Easter Bunny?â
Jack laughed.
âFind a suit big enough and youâll have your bunny.â He answered playfully.
Rebecca smirked quietly at Simon, âIâll be your bunny.â
âMaybe we should volunteer to do something. Easter is fantastic.â
She waved her fork at him, âdonât you dare.â
Mesonoxian
Midnight
Ancient
Constant
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Midnight
Depth
Calm
Constant
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Antiquated
Reliable
Peaceful
Mesonoxian
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Old
Comfortable
Unnoticed
Midnight
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Depth
Delight
Constant
Midnight
Della
Dillon noticed on Evieâs calendar that she had scheduled a lunch meeting with Della. Beside of it she had put a badge with a question mark. He smiled all over himself as he played with the idea of how he was gonna answer her. Then it hit him; a bell. Heâd be there with bells on. His calendar was simple, work. With a shaky finger he put on his; the emoji of a bell, lunch – Dellaâs. A yellow box appeared under his schedule containing đ. He didnât know how to take that. Perhaps someday heâd ask. But at the moment, he was going to enjoy her two hearts.
Della wasnât very busy, yet. 11 oâclock was a little early for most folks. Evie was already sitting at a table with Della, her dad, and another woman. Dillon sat down in the empty chair beside her, removing his hat. He recognized the other woman but couldnât have told anyone anything about her.
Evie smiled at him and as soon as his butt hit the chair, she and Della launched into planning mode. With the summer almost over, the 3 big dates that no one had taken were Thanksgiving and Christmas at Coal Town and one random date in October.
Della spoke, âI know the sheriffâs department always covers Christmas. Iâm just puttinâ it out there.â
âThat one is important to me. We would appreciate any help we can get. But Iâd like my department to keep that one.â Dillon answered.
âThen help I will give.â Evie smiled. âWhatâs this date in October?â
âThat one is us.â This lady had a thick accent. She spoke slowly and enunciated carefully.
Della introduced Irana Povol; director of the domestic violence shelter.
Suddenly Dillon knew why she looked familiar.
âSo why does no one want October and November?â
âNo one wants October because domestic violence is not popular.â Povol answered. âIt is not pretty. You cannot put it in a box or wrap it with a bow.â
âOkay,â Evie smiled. âIâll take October and November and co-sponsor December.â
Dillon was worried about Evie and domestic violence. He shot her dad a glance; who seemed to understand his silent concern.
Della giggled as she got up from the table. Almost dancing over to a huge wall calendar.
âSticks and stones break one’s bones, but names will never hurt me.â
Lies! All lies!
Lies we tell ourselves
Lies! All lies!
Iâm fantastic.
When everything in my brain is spastic.
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Iâm on top of the world.
When all I really want to do is stay in the bed, curled.
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âPut your big girl panties on and deal with itâ.
At the end of the day, no one cares about your s,!t.
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Suck it up buttercup,
Get up,
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get it done.
Your clouds canât stop the sun.
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Whatâs wrong with you?
What reason do you have to be blue?
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Tired? Why? You donât do anything?
What labors did you bring?
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Youâre whatâs wrong with the world.
You and you alone bring destruction unfurled.
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Itâs fine.
Itâs fine?
Itâs FINE!
No, itâs not fine!
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Youâre not important enough to be significant.
Youâre not significant enough to be important.
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Oh, someoneâs words hurt your little feels!?
Suck it up. Those are your deals.
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No one will respect you, until you respect yourself.
How can you respect yourself when no one respects you?
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People only treat you the way you let them treat you.
What a concept?
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Lies. All lies.
All the things that make us cry.
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Physical wounds heal. Leaving scars and the memory of what created that scar. Emotional scars. Hmmmm, some never heal.
*Sticks and stones break one’s bones, but names will never hurt one. It appeared in The Christian Recorder, a publication of the African Methodist Episcopal Church, on March 22, 1862, where it was presented as an “old adage” in this form: Sticks and stones will break my bones, but words will never harm me.
Great place to collapse continued
The ride up the mountain was a quiet one. Evie was enjoying the scenery and reminiscing. Dillon was enjoying watching her.
The house was just as Evie remembered it. It was small, just like hers, but with a high porch. The structure was covered with tar paper. There was no grass in front of the house. Chickens, ducks and turkeys roamed freely.
Dillon looked around without seeing anyone. He walked over to what looked like a clearing. Even with heat radiating off the trees, this scene was breathtaking. He could see for miles. Toward the middle of the landscape, God had thrown a hand full of blue paint; Elkhorn Lake. Beautiful. He wondered if Smith would allow him to propose to Evie here. It would be perfect. He inhaled a deep breath before his world turned to black.
Evie jumped from the suv, screaming his name. Fowl scattered in every direction. His skin was hot to the touch. âDillon.â She called his name in a panic.
Time had not been kind to Smithâs voice. She sounded like she had smoked a carton of cigarettes a day, âget him out of the sun.â
On the side of the house where he fell was a tree. Together, they drug him into the shade. âDillon Jackson Pace when I get you off this mountain, youâre going to the hospital.â She ran to the suv retrieving the bag she had brought. A few bottles of water and the nasty stuff.
Smith came round the house packing a 5 gallon bucket and some towels. âThank you.â Evie took off his uniform shirt before laying a wet towel on his chest. Then she tried cooling his face.
Smith sat up against the house, âyouâre Jackâs daughter?â She growled.
âYes. Evelyn.â
âYour mom was a bitch.â
She continued dipping the cloth when it got warm and dabbing Dillonâs face. âYouâll get no argument from me.â
âYou move back home?â
âYou know this.â Evie rose to her knees with her hands on Dillonâs chest as she looked directly at the old woman. âI have heard rumors that you have been talkinâ about my return. And not in a pleasant manner.â
She spat on the ground, âno shame I guess in tryinâ.â
âNot that itâs any of your business,â
Dillon touched her arm, âEvie.â He moaned.
She worked quickly to get the nasty stuff in his mouth. Followed by a small amount of water.
He woke as dusk was approaching. The grill of the suv shimmered in the setting sun. A wolf sat, panting at his feet. Panic ran through his already stressed body. He tried to move his legs. Evie could feel his breathing increase. âDillon?â
It took him several tries to sputter out, âw w wa, wolf.â
She saw that his eyes were fixed on his shoes. There was no wolf. But in his head, it walked up the length of his legs, sniffed of his hand, before sittinâ beside Smith.
âSeeinâ things.â Smith hissed and spat again. Evie wiped again at Dillonâs face before rewetting the towel she had covering his chest.
Dillon woke shivering. The sound of crickets filled his ears. Evie had her head lying on his shoulder curled up at his side. He liked this. He placed a gentle kiss on top of her head, before pulling her in closer. âI love youâ poured from his lips.