Sunshine Valley

 Gettin’ Started

    Rebecca stood on her front porch inhaling deeply. The cool familiar morning air washed over her. It renewed and uplifted her spirits. She closed her eyes tighter as her body drank in the morning.

    It was so good to be home. She loved her mother but there is no bed in the world like your own. Her smile broadened. The sound of two small clanks filled her ears but she paid them no mind. Then she felt Simon’s warm, strong arms wrap around her waist. His breath on the back of her neck caused her to giggle and squirm. There was something healing about this small town. It was able to heal her and look what she got as a bonus prize. She snuggled against him, Purring, “good morning.”

    “It’s great to be home,” his voice vibrated through her soul. It still amazed her that they were married. Even now after two years. It didn’t matter how many times she looked at him; she still got weak in the knees.

    “Well lookie here,” his voice had a surprised yet questioning tone to it.

    She opened her eyes to see old man Rice’s beat up truck crunching up their driveway. At one point or another, everyone in town tried to get the old timer to get a new truck. He would always scoff at them. Rebecca smiled at the thought.

    Simultaneously they both reached for their cups. She cradled the warm cup to her lips allowing the liquid to fill her mouth before gliding down her throat.

    It took the old man a couple minutes to climb out of his truck. They watched him closely as he scuttled toward them.

    Simon was ready to run just in case the elderly gentleman fell. “Mornin’ sir.” His voice sounded like low-lying thunder.

   When the old man reached the bottom step, he spoke. “Mornin’.” He tipped his worn baseball style hat. Just like his truck, he would change his hat when and only when it completely fell apart. Even though he did wear a newer one to church.

   Rebecca noticed there was something different about him. During the twelve years she’d lived in Sunshine Valley, she’d never been afraid to talk to him. But for some reason this morning he just seemed plain detached. She finally asked in a loud yet nice voice, “what brings you out this mornin’?”

   They walked down the steps toward him. The look on his face confirmed her dread as it froze her heart.

    “I know you’re a busy man.” He took off his hat.

   Rebecca couldn’t help but notice how baby fine his pale gray hair looked. Part of her wanted to reach out and touch it in order to feel if it was as fine as it looked. She was even more amazed that there was still black in it. Mr. Rice had to be in his late 80’s. At least.

    “Will you help me fix up the house?”

Stuff

Trundle buggies

trundle trailers

we all have stuff

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We cart it here.

We cart it there.

We cart it everywhere.

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An RV the size of tour buss pulling full sized pick-up truck.

Vehicles with bikes

and kayaks.

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Hamburger boxes (aka luggage totes) on top of SUV’s.

Hard body or

soft body.

Full of stuff.

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What’s those little metal racks on the back?

Think they might be for motorized scooters?

Repurposed for coolers,

plastic storage totes,

cardboard boxes?

Hope it doesn’t rain.

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Four wheelers,

golf carts,

motorcycles,

An RV pulling an enclosed trailer and a car? Somehow I think that’s illegal.

More stuff.

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We have wagons

cart our stuff

buggies to push it around.

We need our stuff.

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Tote bags

backpacks

giant purses

beach bags

stuff

Where there’s smoke there’s fire?

What’s your definition of romantic?

My definition of romance has changed so much over the years. Dating has taught me the things entertainment deems romantic is actually a pile of red flags on fire. The heat you feel isn’t the flames of passion but the toxic waste chapping your butt on it’s way out of your body.

No one is coming to save you. No one is going to read between the lines. The only way you are going to get swept off your feet is if you try to cross a flooded creek. Or go dancing in a tornado. And that pressure in your chest is most likely heartburn.

Cynical? Who me?

Not romantic: one year for a gift giving occasion a star was named after me for 30 years. In the constellation of my zodiac sign. This was not romantic. It upset me greatly. I just kept thinking about how poor I was and how that money could be put to better use.

Surprising me with food. Are you kidding me, I just ate. But you brought me food and I’m expected to eat something.

Flowers. Flowers are nice, but buy me a living plant so it can grow year after year. Buy me a fruit tree. I can eat plums and think of you.

In a way, traditional romance is wasted on me. Talk to me. Give me your time. Listen to me. Help me. Take out the trash, wash the dishes, play with my dog. Let’s go on a picnic or watch a movie at home curled up on the couch. Let’s cook dinner together. Hold me when I cry. Let’s go on a walk. I have long since discovered I don’t need expensive extravagance things. I’m a simple woman.

It’s your mom’s birthday today, and you…

Finish the story; number 12 – It’s your mom’s birthday today, and you…

It’s your mom’s birthday today, and you… A friend invited us to his farm to pick veggies. While we were there, he offered us any of the flowers that were growing. His wife (now deceased) ordered flowers by the dozens. Many he had no idea what they were. I questioned one beautiful clump of greenery. The flowers had gone but he showed me a picture; Hellebore he called it.

I dug a piece for mom. She loves flowers. Always asking me to take pictures of her prizes. I also dug a piece for myself.

They didn’t endure the ride home well. Even in a bucket of wet earth, they sagged and begged for life.

Though the plant looked sad, I knew once it was planted it would thrive. With a light heart, I printed a picture of what the flower would look like and planting instructions.

Mom loves flowers.

I presented my present. Mom looks at me. Looks at the plant, ignoring the instructions and the picture of what it could be, “you gave me a dead plant?”

Every time I walk past my thriving plant, I look at it and say, “you gave me a dead plant.”

Finish the Story Writing Prompts

Finish the Story Writing Prompts Creative writing exercises will help you improve your skills and tap into your creative side, but sometimes it can …

Testimony Tuesday

Many years ago, I used to work with a person from a very different part of the world. I made terrible fun of this person because even on the hottest days of the year, person would spend lunch breaks in a HOT car. Windows up, asleep. For reasons I never understood and honestly, didn’t care to understand.

Now days I find myself doing something similar. Spending my lunch breaks sitting in a warm\hot-ish car, windows partially down; I need that cross breeze. On super hot days, I may only stay for 5 minutes. But here I am doing the same behavior I found odd enough to make fun of, in someone else.

The office I work in feels like a meat locker to me. We worked in an office together back then. So I’m sure while I was comfortable, the other person was freezing.

I have even set a timer just incase I fall asleep. On cool days when the temp inside my car hits that sweet spot, the tentacles of sleep wrap around me and pull me in. As I’m sure sleep seduced my former co-worker.

I’m thankful for the meat locker. It keeps a roof over my head.

I’m thankful for the car. It gets me from point A to point B. And is a warm place to thaw.

I’m thankful for the lessons. May I keep learning.

God is great all the time. Even when it takes years for the lesson to materialize.

Waste not. Want not: frustration

Purchased these indoor shutters back in September or October for $4.00 I think at a yard sale. Think I ended up buying 5 cans of spray paint from Ollies at $1.99 per can. Notice in the top left hand corner, Cheekie has to help. 😉
Had some old trim in the basement that I cut into strips and spray pained as well. The shutters were too short for the windows.
Before
After. I said in the title frustration. Oh yes. Nothing about this project was simple. Not even the spray painting process. I think I ran out of spray paint and had to buy 2 more cans. Sadly Ollies went up in price to $2.29 for the same paint. The original hinges I bought were wrong. When to Wal-Mart to buy more. WRONG! Got the right kind at Lowes but the only color that had was black. WRONG. When through my craft supplies to paint them. I was scrapping the bottle to get enough gold to make to work. One of the original strips I cut and painted was too short. Had to cut and paint another one. The strip between the windows isn’t wood. Had to buy glue. The hinges were $5.00 for a two (2) pack. And the glue was $7.99. Lowes had cheaper glue. I’ve used Gorilla glue in the past and it’s good stuff. Not counting the time it took to spray paint them, it took about 5 hours. 🫣

Human Being

Part 4

When brightness came again, she wanted to know if he was interested in taking a bath? Getting clean. If he wanted, she would figure out a way he could bathe in the creek or do a set up in the basement. He was taller than her basement. A shower was out of the question.

The blobs across the creek were back. Watching.

He finally picked up the paper she brought him. At first he was angry. There was nothing but scribbles on the paper. Scribbles and holes. Over time images formed. Flowers. Trees. Chico. He gave the page with Chico on it to her. She cried.

She brought him more paper and different pencils.

He started drawing things he didn’t know. Where did these come from? A baby boy and a baby girl. Buildings he had no idea where they were. Cars and trucks he’d never seen. Landscapes where he’d never been.

The blobs across the creek watched him.

He didn’t take the woman up on the offer of a bath. Water (other than rain) frightened him.

The woman was sitting outside his nest, looking at the paper. Chico sitting next to him. She laid the pages with the babies on the ground side by side. “Please don’t destroy these. They’re beautiful.”

He thought. Words filled his mind. His throat tickled. He squeaked in a hushed tone, “they – destroyed – me.” Each word was said with deliberate slowness.

The woman looked at him in shock.

Where did that come from? Silent tears rolled down his cheeks. Those few words made his throat and head hurt. He handed Chico to her. Scooped up the papers before retreating back into his nest.

The woman was gone. The blobs across the creek were back. Shrieking filled his head. He poked his head outside his nest. They were hurling objects at him. Several hit him before he could hide in the safety of his nest.

“What is wrong with you?” The woman roared. Where did she come from? He thought she was gone. “Jesus is watching you!” She continued.

He heard a sound, leapt from his nest standing in front of the woman. Grabbing her by the shoulders. As he touched her she gasped. An explosion filled the void. He inhaled deeply as he sank to his knees. Jaye looked up to see her neighbors running back toward their house. The man was carrying a shotgun.

“Thank you,” he squeezed the words out. Patted his chest as he sank to the ground,“Mac.”

The End

The voice

Leonard cocked his head; at first looking confused. Searching desperately around the deck looking for that beloved voice.

“Leonard.” The voice sang to him.

With his nose, tail wagging fiercely, he scanned at the French door. The voice, he knew was real. Calling his name. “Leonard.”

He backed away from the door, cocked his head again. “Leonard. Where’s your sister?”

With excitement, he danced back and forth, staring at the brick wall. Yes, he knew that voice.

“I love you Leonard.”

His sister could be heard barking in the background. He was torn. Stay here and listen to the voice he loved or help his sister. Finally, he ran to help her defend their border at all cost. After the threat had passed, in a language only they understood, he told her about hearing the voice.

Lazy hours later, a familiar sound filled their ears. They raced to the back door. As the door opened, they almost knocked their aunt and uncle over to get inside. They searched every room. Sniffed every baseboard. Nothing.

His sister snarled her nose. Leonard was defeated. He knew he heard the voice. Lucy sundered out of the house, thumbing her tail in Leonard’s face. Before picking disappointedly at dinner.

Leonard drank greedily at the cool fresh water before plopping down on the deck. He knew the voice was real.

Human Being

Part 3

He had arranged his nest so he could watch the creek. Flowers bloomed and died. Birds picked at worms. Chico became familiar to him. The dog no longer barked at him but seemed eager to receive the extra attention.

A sound brought him outside. The woman was pushing a red object back and forth in the yard. She would stop, unhook the back, take it to the creek bank to shake it out, replace it and walk some more. Every few days, she did this. Should he offer to help? So he did. Using hand gestures, he offered to help her and to his amazement she accepted. He learned how she liked her yard mowed. How to empty the bag. When the batteries died, he put them on the railing where she would find them to charge.

One afternoon across the creek, a blob was just standing there. He perceived this blob was watching him. The woman was gone. Chico was safe in the house. He crawled out of his nest to make sure no one was behind him. He was alone. When he looked back in the direction of this new blob. It was gone.

The leaves were changing. A plunking sound caused him to open his eyes. Right in front of his nest, a round green thing lay on the ground. It was hard. He squeezed it. Nothing happened. What was this? The temperature was falling. More of these round things were on the ground. Some of them were soft. He picked one up, squeezing it. The shell cracked exposing a gooey, thread like brown substance. He curled his nose and his lip. Soft laughter filled his ears. “Walnuts are the worst. Your hand will be stained brown for months.” He rubbed, pulling even harder at the center to get to the goo. Rubbing it around in his hands. Once the shock of this strange texture wore off, he liked how it felt.

Squirrels were racing across the yard collecting the fallen walnuts. If they were good enough for the squirrels, they were good enough for him. The woman taught him how to crack them. But she wore gloves. His hands were already a mess. He didn’t care.

His attention was pulled across the creek; two blobs were watching him now. He disappeared inside his nest until they went away.

“Hi,” the woman was sitting on the ground, all smiles. “I have you something.” She handed him some paper and pencils of all different colors. “Use them however you like.” She placed her hand on her chest, “Jaye.”

Should he respond? What he thought his name was; was right there on the tip of his tongue. Caught in his throat. But it wouldn’t come out.

For a long time, he didn’t. The gift lay in the corner of his nest. Snow came. Cold came. The woman appeared outside. “It’s supposed to get below 0 would you like to stay in the basement?”

She showed him the space. Let him look around. To him, she seemed concerned. He would accept this gift. He wasn’t able to light a fire in this space. Canned light had to be used. It didn’t have the warmth a real fire had. But the lady was nice. He would respect her.

He only spent the coldest part of the snow in her basement. He was eager to get back to his nest. Familiarity.

Waste not. Want not.

Are there things you try to practice daily to live a more sustainable lifestyle?

Is sustainable lifestyle the new term for frugal living? Or perhaps being poor? I’ve often read about people who are wealthy living a ‘poor’ lifestyle. The people around them perceive that they don’t have a ‘pot to pee in’; when in reality, they are richer than 10 feet up a bulls hind end.

I’m in no way knocking a sustainable lifestyle or frugal living. I’m all about it. So much so that I have written a collection of poems about the things I do that help my overall budget. And I would like to think helps our planet as well.

First one,

An extra