Winter Season

Dinner

Chet and Bell pulled up. “Hello you two love birds.” Bell called to them. They got in the car and drove away to a celebration dinner. Chet and Bell were the first two people Oscar told, other than Esther. Who doesn’t tell their best friend about their bride to be?

Oscar was extremely happy that Cindy hadn’t said a word about his engagement. He wasn’t ready for everyone to know. He knew the day was coming when he’d get that phone call from his mother. She would find out. But he was hoping no time soon.

Over the course of the next couple weeks everyone treated him like he was made of glass; which in a way was nice, because people left him alone.

He and Esther had sat down for dinner. “Do you want to do anything special for Labor Day?” She asked.

“Did you have anything in mind?”

“No not really.”

“I’m boring Ess. My life isn’t exciting. I haven’t been out to the movies in years. Chet and I would go out to eat on occasion. We have to do five outside of the class room events. So I picked the boring ones that no one else wants to do.” He picked at his piece of chicken and didn’t make eye contact. He played with it but didn’t eat it, “and I’m so tired of eating chicken.” He put his head in his hands.

“So now, are you ready to tell me what’s really wrong?”

He looked up at her in defeat. She wasn’t mad. The look on her face was one of quiet concern. “That’s the problem Ess. I don’t know what’s wrong.” He took a deep breath, “everyone at school is treating me like I’m diseased. At first it was nice. But now it’s getting old. I can’t sleep.”

“Labor day is this coming Monday isn’t it?”

He sighed, “yeah.”

“What time do you think you’ll be home Friday?”

“Six at the latest.” He looked at her. “Why?”

“Pack you a little bag Thursday night, put it in the jeep and when you get off work Friday, we’ll roll.”

“Where are we going?”

“I’ll let you know Wednesday so you’ll know what to pack.”

The chill of fall had started biting the morning air. Fog lay on the ground as the light of day took it’s time heating up the Earth. Oscar knew that it wouldn’t be long until his beloved winter came back.

Winter Season

Tongue click

She rubbed her fingers through his hair, “feeling better?”

“Yes, I always feel better when I’m with you.” A car was approaching them. “Oh dear lord.” He thumped his forehead on her shoulder.

“Is that tongue click?”

“Good guess.”

“How do you want to handle this?”

“With as little interaction as possible.”

She slowly drove by, as she did she yelled out the window, “don’t jump.” Oscar hadn’t given her voice enough of an irritation value.  His version of her sounded better than the real thing ever would.

Cindy giggled as she approached them, tongue click, “I saw that in a movie once.” Tongue click, “I’ve always wanted to say it.” No tongue click, she was panting slightly. She held up her finger to indicate that she needed a moment.

Oscar was cold, “what brings you our way Cindy?”

Pant, “I needed to apologize for today.” Deep breath, “what I said today was totally out of line.”

“How much ah dressin’ down did you get from the superintendent?” One of Oscar’s hands was at the small of Esther’s back. The other was lying on her thigh.

Tongue click, “oh my. He was mad.” Tongue click, “if he said it once he said law suit ten times.” Tongue click, giggle, pant.

Oscar noted Cindy looking Esther up and down, her eyes resting on Oscar’s hand that was visible. “Cindy Morgan, Esther Morrison my fiancée.”

Cindy didn’t say a word. She just looked at Esther like a deer in the headlights. Esther hopped down off the rail and extended her hand to Cindy. Cindy finally remembered herself and accepted Esther’s hand.

“Wow! This is sudden isn’t it?” Cindy was blinking rapidly and there was no tongue clicking going on.

Esther looked at Oscar then said, “when you know it’s right, go with it.”

Oscar hid his face from Cindy. It was all he could do not to bust out laughing. He just grinned and winked at Esther.

Cindy turned red and giggled. “Okay.” She got in her car, backed off the bridge, turned and left.

“That was interesting.” Esther watched her car drive out of sight. “If I didn’t know better, I would think she had the hots for you.”

“Come on.”

“No, think about how she acted.”

“I really don’t want to.”

They started walking back to the house hand in hand.

Mac & cheese

Mac & cheese

This is me getting up to fix macaroni and cheese.
The stove seems so far away.
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This is me getting up to fix macaroni and cheese.
Fridge and pantry, you got this.
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This is me getting up to fix macaroni and cheese.
You need to clean the drip pan under the big eye. Nooooo!
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This is me getting up to fix macaroni and cheese.
It’s cold outside my comforter fort.
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This is me getting up to fix macaroni and cheese.
Real mac and cheese is too hard. Pout. Sigh. Maybe a tear or 2.
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This is me getting up to fix macaroni and cheese.
Will you even be able to enjoy it?
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This is me getting up to fix macaroni and cheese.
We got this.
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This is me getting up to fix macaroni and cheese.

Winter Season

No panic attack

“I’m sure they sit around and talk about everyone.”

“And the most humiliating part was the superintendent was sitting beside me.” He paused talking but not pacing. “Gay!”

“What did the superintendent say?”

“Nothing, I can only speculate that he was too shocked to say anything.”

Oscar finally sat on the couch, “what did you do?”

“I left.”

“I’m very proud of you.”

He wrinkled his eyebrows. “Why?”

“No panic attack.” She smiled.

“I’ve been too pissed to have a panic attack.” He laid his head on the back of the couch.

“So what are you gonna to do?”

“What can I do?”

“You could file a grievance with the school board. You do have a room full of witnesses.”

“Yeah, but there were other teachers involved than just Cindy. If I get one, I want them all.” He looked at Esther, “let’s go for a walk. I need to get rid of this energy.”

She smiled, “sure.”

This time they went walking toward town. They lived about twenty minutes from the city limits and another fifth teen minutes to the school. Once you got past their property lines, Mr. Cox owned cattle. He was getting along in years but his daughter was interested in keeping up the family tradition that went back to his great grandfather. Past the farm, there was a bridge. Esther sat on the rail of the bridge. The view all around was amazing.

He moved to where he was standing between her legs, “a penny for your thoughts.” He smiled.

“I just can’t get over how beautiful it is here.”

“The last time you were in Kentucky; where were you?”

“Richmond, Lexington area. I know Kentucky has amazing scenery. But I never saw anything like this.” She paused for a moment. “This is just gorgeous and peaceful.”

He put his hands around her waist. “You’ve lost some weight.”

“A little. It’s this diet of yours. We have to keep you from being in pain.” She smiled, and touched his nose with her finger. “If you’re gonna be in pain, at least it should be fun.”

He had to look up to see into her eyes, the way they were positioned, his forehead was at her chin. “How come you never made it down to this part of the state?”

“Too much going on.”

“We might have met sooner.”

“I would wager not. Everyone I knew was either a cop or a criminal.”

He nodded, “good point.”

Waste not. Want not; productive?

When do you feel most productive?

Spring. How I love you. The Earth is waking up. Trees and flowers are blooming. Gray, depressing days move out for days full of birds and sunshine. *deep breath* Beautiful.

Tuesday, I’m sitting in the doctor’s office, my sinuses full of “love dust” aka pollen. The doctor puts his hand and his hip and say, “it’s beautiful outside. The sun is shining. Weather is getting warmer. You want to sit out there and soak it up. Don’t. Don’t go out there.” As hard as it is, he has a point. My black car looks dirty yellow it has so much “love dust” on it.

How to be productive when the pollen count is 10.6 and the doctor said “no, don’t go?”

I did the one outside thing that ‘had’ to be done, early. Before the 82 degree day gets into full swing. Made 2 little strawberry beds for the plants I bought at Wal-Mart yesterday.

🙏🏻 to healthy strawberries plants and me not being stupid for being outside.

How does this qualify for my Waste not. Want not series? The wood I used for the beds I already had at the house.

Pollen referred to as “love dust”, I heard from Southern comic Matt Mitchell.

Waste not. Want not: apple cider vinegar

This poem is being written in stages to highlight the things I do toward frugal living.

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First it was Covid mouth. Yeah, it’s a thing.

Mouth wash to the rescue. Sadly, none did I bring.

Then it was mucus build up in the back of my throat. Gross, I know.

What can I do? Makes my throat hurt. It just won’t go.

2 parts water, 1 part apple cider vinegar. Rinse, gargle; might puke if you swallow.

Didn’t have to trudge to the store. Got results similar.

*This is not medical advise.

Winter Season

Not gonna eat that

Oscar came home about 3 o’clock. She thought it was odd but then again, school hadn’t started yet. When she opened the door, she didn’t see him, she saw a thunder cloud. “What’s wrong?”

When he came in, he started pacing around the living room. “Let me tell you about these amazin’ people that I work with. Traditionally today, we have lunch catered in, cake and ice cream to celebrate everyone’s birthday. Things get too wild throughout the year so we all just decided to do it on the first day of in-service. Lunch was Mexican. Not much there I can eat. Cake and ice cream were chocolate, I wouldn’t eat it. My ulcer is doing better but I’m in no mood to test it. One of the teachers,” he threw his hands up in the air. “Cindy. In front of God and everybody walks over to me with a piece of cake and says,” he put his hands on his hips and changed the tone of his voice to an irritating squeak like register and every tenth word, sometime less, clicked his tongue on the roof of his mouth. Beginning with the clicking noise, “Oscar, ain’t you gonna eat,” tongue click, “your piece of cake?” Tongue click. “No, I said. I don’t want any cake.” Tongue click, “well you only picked at lunch and now no cake,” tongue click. “You might offend someone.” I replied, “It’s not my intention to offend anybody, but I don’t want the cake.” Tongue click, “well, I think your just being rude. I mean after all,” tongue click. “This is for us all.” Tongue click, “and seems to me you’re not being a team player.” Tongue click. He pointed at Esther, “I tell you never in my life have I ever wanted to shove a piece of cake into anyones face as I did that cow.” He started pacing again, “Cindy, I have an ulcer. Chocolate aggravates my ulcer. I’m not gonna eat that. She lets out a long sigh and holds her chest.” He held his chest like she did. His hand was palm down in the center of his chest. Tongue click. “Oh my stars, she giggled!” He hissed. “She turns and looks at some of the other teachers in the room, giggling!” Tongue click, “You know some of us have had several conversations about you,” tongue click. “We’ve speculated that you were gay.” Tongue click, “until you brought the new lady in town to the Christmas Bizarre.” Tongue click, “Oh and the prom. She giggled again.” Tongue click. “Then we thought maybe you had A.I.D.’s, that was why you are so skinny.” Tongue click. “Another thought was an eating disorder.” Tongue click. He started pacing again. Tongue click, “I am so thrilled that it’s just an ulcer.” Tongue click. “Why didn’t you tell us,” tongue click, “that you had an ulcer? We would have made a white cake too.” Tongue click.

“Gay, A.I.D.’s, an eating disorder. So they sit and talk about me?”

Let’s talk

What topics do you like to discuss?

Let’s talk about life?

Too stressful.

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Let’s talk about the weather?

Same as yesterday.

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Let’s talk about work?

Dear heavens no!

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Let’s talk about the movies?

I haven’t been to a movie since 1943.

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Let’s talk about politics? 🤢

We’ll be fighting in 10 minutes.

True.

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Let’s talk about music?

It all sounds the same.

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Let’s talk about: Sherlock Holmes, science, art, science fiction, climate change, nature, photography, crime novels (Wallander in particular), geography, pets. I don’t care as long as I get to talk to you.

What dreams may come?

Welcome. For those of you that read my work often, you have read about some of my dreams. I try to write down the more interesting ones. Sometimes it takes a minute or two to get them down. The really good ones stick around. They are fuel for my pen.

I have been listening to the audio book Metamorphoses by Ovid. And watched Troy with Brad Pitt the other day.

Here is my latest weirdness.

Everything in this dream world is white. A completely blank space. The air of confusion is thick. Easily understood without seeing anyones face.

“Why is everything blank?” An unknown voice laden with frustration asks from behind me.

It took energy, thought, sheer will to follow the urge building within me to bend over. Scattered on the bottom were puzzle pieces, completely white. One could assumed this was ground (this bottom) because this was where our feet were planted.

The completely white puzzle pieces only added to our frustration. One by one, we started hanging them. When we got one right, an outline would form.

Area one was complete. It was the outline of a beautiful garden. What we thought was the logical exit, a doorway of flowering vines at the back of our puzzle. A child, maybe 10, went skipping toward the exit. We marveled at her energy. Exhaustion had overtaken us.

A whisper cracked the silence like thunder, “this was the home of the gods?”

Realization hit me, I was holding a puzzle piece. A room would not show us the exit until it was complete. We had completed 3 more rooms. Something was written on this one. To this point none of them had words, ‘grandma’s ceiling’.

Tired, frustrated, ‘grandma ceiling’ meant nothing to me. ‘Grandma ceiling’?

The little girl pleaded, “one more.”

“No,” I answered. “We all need rest.”

“One more.” The persuasion of a child pulled a weary group of adults to work on ‘one more’.

This room was different. Imagine my shock to find the outline of a doorway. Slightly to the left of where I was standing. Still holding the ‘grandma’s ceiling’ random puzzle piece, now the door frame to nowhere?

While in the midst of struggling with the random door frame. The low growl of a bear can be heard before it lumbered; in all its simple graphite glory, toward the frame. No one felt it necessary to be afraid. Curiosity was paramount if not paralyzing.

The bear sniffed the frame for what felt like an eternity. And I became aware, again, of the puzzle piece I was holding, ‘grandma ceiling’.

My attention was pulled back to the bear as it began its ’back scratching dance’. Up and down the frame with sure delight. Side to side expressing groans of relief. Its back needed a good scratching. Up, down, side, to side. The bear did this until it exhausted itself. Sliding down the frame into an instant sleep stuper.

A sudden urge filled me to place my homeless puzzle piece above the sleeping bear. I stepped away as quickly as my tired body would allow me. To my surprise, the piece stayed. The little girl bounced over to the groggy bear, looked up at the puzzle piece and began to read.

There was a story hidden on the piece. As she read, she stepped backwards gracefully sitting next to the now fully asleep bear.

A vine started growing from the far corner of the frame. It grew, wrapping its way around the frame. Leaves formed. Then flowers. It wrapped around the bear. Then, as if to say, ‘job well done’, it delicately grew a single flower lying calmly on the child’s shoulder.

The flowers slowly turned purple. Color, the only color in a totally white and graphite world.