Human Being

Part 3

He had arranged his nest so he could watch the creek. Flowers bloomed and died. Birds picked at worms. Chico became familiar to him. The dog no longer barked at him but seemed eager to receive the extra attention.

A sound brought him outside. The woman was pushing a red object back and forth in the yard. She would stop, unhook the back, take it to the creek bank to shake it out, replace it and walk some more. Every few days, she did this. Should he offer to help? So he did. Using hand gestures, he offered to help her and to his amazement she accepted. He learned how she liked her yard mowed. How to empty the bag. When the batteries died, he put them on the railing where she would find them to charge.

One afternoon across the creek, a blob was just standing there. He perceived this blob was watching him. The woman was gone. Chico was safe in the house. He crawled out of his nest to make sure no one was behind him. He was alone. When he looked back in the direction of this new blob. It was gone.

The leaves were changing. A plunking sound caused him to open his eyes. Right in front of his nest, a round green thing lay on the ground. It was hard. He squeezed it. Nothing happened. What was this? The temperature was falling. More of these round things were on the ground. Some of them were soft. He picked one up, squeezing it. The shell cracked exposing a gooey, thread like brown substance. He curled his nose and his lip. Soft laughter filled his ears. “Walnuts are the worst. Your hand will be stained brown for months.” He rubbed, pulling even harder at the center to get to the goo. Rubbing it around in his hands. Once the shock of this strange texture wore off, he liked how it felt.

Squirrels were racing across the yard collecting the fallen walnuts. If they were good enough for the squirrels, they were good enough for him. The woman taught him how to crack them. But she wore gloves. His hands were already a mess. He didn’t care.

His attention was pulled across the creek; two blobs were watching him now. He disappeared inside his nest until they went away.

“Hi,” the woman was sitting on the ground, all smiles. “I have you something.” She handed him some paper and pencils of all different colors. “Use them however you like.” She placed her hand on her chest, “Jaye.”

Should he respond? What he thought his name was; was right there on the tip of his tongue. Caught in his throat. But it wouldn’t come out.

For a long time, he didn’t. The gift lay in the corner of his nest. Snow came. Cold came. The woman appeared outside. “It’s supposed to get below 0 would you like to stay in the basement?”

She showed him the space. Let him look around. To him, she seemed concerned. He would accept this gift. He wasn’t able to light a fire in this space. Canned light had to be used. It didn’t have the warmth a real fire had. But the lady was nice. He would respect her.

He only spent the coldest part of the snow in her basement. He was eager to get back to his nest. Familiarity.

Waste not. Want not.

Are there things you try to practice daily to live a more sustainable lifestyle?

Is sustainable lifestyle the new term for frugal living? Or perhaps being poor? I’ve often read about people who are wealthy living a ‘poor’ lifestyle. The people around them perceive that they don’t have a ‘pot to pee in’; when in reality, they are richer than 10 feet up a bulls hind end.

I’m in no way knocking a sustainable lifestyle or frugal living. I’m all about it. So much so that I have written a collection of poems about the things I do that help my overall budget. And I would like to think helps our planet as well.

First one,

An extra

BlackBerry Dumplins

I had to share this. Cheekie has been so cute this morning. In this picture, he’s waiting on my blackberry dumplins. I was a little worried about giving him some but I read they shouldn’t hurt him.

When I was making them last night, I discovered he likes dough. 😂

1 quart of blackberries 2 cups of sugar ( I didn’t have 2 cups of sugar. There was only a cup and maybe a 1/4th in the container. So I added a teaspoon of brown sugar. 1 cup of water Splash of lemon juice Bring to a boil, lower to simmer for about an hour The blackberries I bought were about the size of your thumb. I used a potato masher to mash them a little. It helped make for a thicker sauce.
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I used canned biscuits for the dumplins. (I know I cheated.) Add the second cup of water, add biscuits boil on medium for 15 minutes. Dumplins were not quite done so I simmered them for another 5 minutes.
* Caution they might drive your dog crazy.
Enjoy. Cheekie sure did.

Human Being

Part 2

Caution! ⛔️ This section contains violence and abusive language.

He woke to the violence of a swift kick to the stomach. Three, no four red blobs were kicking at him. Maybe?

“Yeah!” Was followed by a swift kick. “Let’s get him boys.”

Three of them started kicking him at the same time. “Pussy, why are you just standin’ there?” One blog was just standin’ there.

“This is wrong. He’s a person. A human being.” This plea was met with disgust.

They started jeering, taunting. “Pussy. Nancy. Chicken.” Their aggression was soon turned on him.

The soiled, well loved bunny was stomped from his clinched hand only to be crammed down the non aggressive blobs throat.

The familiar blob chased the upright blobs away. He perceived that the light from the running blobs trailed behind them for a split second in waves as they ran away into the surrounding darkness. There was a word for that but he couldn’t pull it out of his mind.

Two blobs were attending to the other blob on the ground.

He woke to a sharp pain in his hand. He drew it into his body. He stirred to see the woman very close to him. She held up bottles. “I’m sorry.” He looked at his hand. It was dirty. Nothing new there. Bleeding. This was new. It hurt. Was sore. With great effort, he tried to wiggle his fingers.

She was offering help. He recognized the shape of the bottles. But couldn’t remember what they were. It was okay. He extended his arm to her so she could treat his wounded hand.

It was only after squealing penetrated his brain, that he saw the familiar blob standing behind the woman. He understood her. But not the blob.

“Boys will be boys.”

“Don’t give me that load of horse crap. You know better Chuck. This was a hate crime.”

“Those are strong words Jaye.”

“What else would you call it?” She gently continued cleaning his hand. This was the first time in many snows that anyone had touched him out of kindness. Even with gloves on, it felt nice.

“They had just won their game. Jacked on adrenaline.”

“I guess beating your son to a pulp was ‘just boys being boys’?” She hissed.

Chuck sat beside her in the grass. “You know. We gotta move him.” He handed her a paper from his back pocket. She lowered his hand into the grass before taking the paper.

“So, old man Napier finally bought the property.” She paused, “30 days. Where is he going to go?”

A high pitched shriek bore through his skull. The pain caused him to hide his face. Though, he left his hand lying in the grass hoping she would continue.

He didn’t see the other blob. “Maybe you should take him home with you?!”

She looked at Chuck, then back at this other person. “What a spectacular idea.”

“What?” Chuck voiced in shock. “That’s a bad idea.”

“You got a better one?”

“Homeless shelter, park, anywhere but your house.”

“I have land. There’s no law saying I can’t let someone camp on my own property. You have a truck. You can take him and his belongings to my house.”

“Jaye.” Chuck pleaded.

She lifted his hand again. “Hi.” She spoke softly to him. “Do you understand me?”

His head hurt from all the squealing. How to say yes? Words had not flowed from his mouth in years. Could he even still speak? Did he want to speak? He needed to tell her that he understood her. All he could do was watch her.

Finally, she offered. “If you understand me, blink twice.” He did. “Fantastic. You can’t stay here.” She lowered his hand before offering him the letter Chuck had given her. Again, he understood a few simple words: you, fine, jail. “I have a big yard. Would you like to come and camp out in my yard?”

He thought about her words. Would he get beaten up again? Would dogs use the bathroom on him? Would blobs shriek at him? Once he watched a family of skunks walk in front of camp. He remained quiet and they kept on walking. All creatures were greater than him. Even the ants on the offerings. This was a trick. A trap. Had to be.

“When can you help us, Chuck?”

He took a deep breath, defeated he answered, “Saturday morning.”

“We will be back. You and everything you own is coming home with me.”

Home. God, home. Abstract concepts? What was home? Where was home? He had no memory of where he had been before this. Where did the word God come from? He thought he understood home. This pile of rags had been his home (he guessed) for so many snows. He lost count. He knew snow, cold, rain. But what of God and home. He could read the word God. Recognized it from the Bible tracks. But what of God? He prayed thanks when the familiar blob brought him coffee. Was that right?

He watched her talk to the familiar blob. She went one way. It the other.

A slight tremor woke him. The woman hopped out of the back of a truck. She was all smiles. Two blobs walked from either side of the vehicle. One was the familiar blob. The other was the blob that had gotten beaten up the other night. They put on gloves as she explained everything they were doing.

With his belongings pack, he rode in the back of the truck with her to a new place.

“This is my home.” She showed him a tree that flood waters from a small creek hadn’t touched. About 6 feet from the tree was a bush with pretty pink flowers. He slowly touched one. It didn’t wilt. Why would he think that the act of touching this flower would kill it? The flower just kept smiling at the sun. This is where he chose to pile his rags. She gave him 2 new tarps. Showed him where to put his trash. Pointed out where the neighbors were.

“I have a dog that I bring out on a leash. He will bark at you. Might even scare you. But I won’t let him hurt you.”

Again he was alone. He fixed his nest, using the 2 new tarps. A moment of panic raced through him. He thought he had lost his prize possession, that small stuffed rabbit.

Wardrobe malfunction

How important is spirituality in your life?

I’m gonna veer off topic – ish. Part of my spirituality is being grateful. It is easy to be grateful when things are good. Got a raise. Made it home safely on a bad weather day. What about the bad things? How do you find that silver lining in a pile of poo?

Today, I had a wardrobe malfunction on a brand new pair of pants. They have come apart from the crotch to the knee. They are palazzo pants. Palazzo pants are a style of roomy, broad-legged trousers. Thank God for that. The legs are wide enough that you can’t tell the seam is gone. Thought I had a sewing kit in the car but sadly I don’t.

Had an appointment this morning, so no going home to change on my lunch break.

Thank God for Palazzo pants. 🙌🏻 It’s a good thing I set for my job.

Know what I’ll be doing tonight. 🪡

Human Being

Part 1

All he could hear was distorted sounds. Sounds like nails on a chalkboard. Scraping, squealing sounds. If these noise was words, not one syllable was recognizable. And they hurt. He thought his ears were bleeding but they never were.

He uncovered one eye to see two figures standing before him. Tall creatures. Most of them were tall when you’re lying on the ground. Red skin. Red glowing eyes. Out of fear, he covered his eye.

The big one was familiar. The big one brought him coffee. Coffee kept him warm. Alive.

That simple act of uncovering his eye lowered his body temperature, he estimated 2%. Shivering, he wrapped himself back in his nest.

“I don’t understand.”

With a huff; instead of saying, ‘you’re an idiot child’. Chuck softly said, “Wayne, he’s a human being.”

“But he stinks. In the heat of summer you can smell him ah mile away.”

“Wayne.” Chuck scolded. He bent over and placed a cup of hot coffee close to the bundle of rags under a weather beaten tarp.

“Why do you do that?” Wayne pointed at the cup.

“Why not?”

“Ah good cup of joe will cost you at least $3.00.”

“We’re cops. Coffee’s free.”

“But why waste good joe on,” he hesitated, pointing, “that?”

“Son, you’re young. You’ve gotta lot to learn.”

He could smell the coffee. He waited until they had left before he pulled it inside his rag cocoon. Ahhhh, coffee. Despite the bitter cold, it was still warm. Delicious coffee. He thanked God for the coffee. And asked him to take care of this nice blob. Was that right? It felt right.

He didn’t understand where all the blobs came from. There were small ones. Tall ones. Big ones. Little ones. Slender ones. But they all shrieked. They all were red with glowing red eyes. When he looked at his hands or feet, he didn’t look red. Why was he different? Is that why the blobs were mean to him?

Winter came and went. He was still alive. How? Why? Had he not paid for his sins, yet? Sin? What was sin?

Spring brought rain, storms, and wetness. Birds were singing. He opened his eye to see a woman sitting on the ground not far from him.

A WOMAN! Not a red blob with red eyes. A woman. He was numb. His mind recognized another person? This was a person? She was smiling.

“Hi.” With gentle motion, she placed a styrofoam box close to him. “Happy Easter.”

He looked at the box. When he looked back in her direction, she was gone.

The box was real. His stomach did summersaults as he inhaled deeply at its contents: ham, potato salad, broccoli casserole, rolls. A little bag of jelly beans. A couple decorated Easter eggs. A small stuffed rabbit. And a hand full of Bible tracks. He cried. Real tears. He couldn’t stop crying.

Blobs brought him offerings from time to time. He was a little afraid of the blobs. Many times he would let natures creatures taste it before he did. If the ants didn’t die; then he theorized, it wouldn’t kill him. He would brush the insects off in a pile, give them a hunk of whatever he had before consuming the rest.

But this offering was different. He wasn’t afraid of it. Plastic utensils were in the box for an Easter feast. What was Easter?

There were 4 Bible tracks. The pictures, he thought he understood. After opening one; a handful of the words were recognizable . The, I, Jesus, a, God. Words a child could read. The rest of the words were a mixed up mess of scribbles and symbols.

Every night he cuddled with the small rabbit. It reminded him of her.

Winter Season

“Parents remember your childhood better than what it was. Children remember their childhood worse than what it was. The truth is somewhere in the middle.”

Chico’s Mom

Thank y’all 💕 so very much for your love. For reading a story that is very close to my heart.

From the beginning if you are interested: Winter Season – Poetry & More