I was a large baby. If memories serves me correctly, I weighed 10 pounds at birth. Pictures of me show a normal child up until I hit puberty. I’ve never been a normal weight since. The lowest I’ve been in my adult life, I could wear a size 12 jeans. My heaviest, I wore aContinue reading “My last weight loss journey; maybe”
Tag Archives: emotions
What lies at your door..
I got your message from this phone number in March. My heart, it did not parch. I prayed. And I prayed. My emotions, it did not stray. This has been building since I was 10. Do you remember what happened then? I tried to tell you about ‘Cinderella Syndrome’. But it went over your dome.Continue reading “What lies at your door..”
I can relate-
Found this pic on- line.
Down the rabbit hole
I stand on the edge. Knowing. Seeing, down the rabbit hole. ~ My emotions. My life. My current state of being, looking down the rabbit hole. ~ I know it’s dark. I know it’s dangerous. Damaging to my body and mind, inside the rabbit hole. ~ The darkness is deceiving. The darkness is inviting. AContinue reading “Down the rabbit hole”
No name for you
I have this feeling I can not name. Anticipation? ~ Something is waiting just over there. But I can not see it. ~ Something is just out of reach. Right there. But I can not touch it. ~ Something is lurking in the shadows. Nothing dreadful. I can just taste it. ~ Something is closerContinue reading “No name for you”
Quote: judge
“We judge other by their actions. Yet, we judge ourselves by our intent.” Alux.com
Now what?
Now what? I’m in the car, now what? Should I start the motor? ~ Think I’ll just set here. What now? I would have gotten dressed for nothing. ~ Should I stay or should I go? What now? Start the motor. ~ Put it in drive. Pull up to the edge of the drive. NoContinue reading “Now what?”
The Playground
Quote for today; self
“There will always be those who mean to do us harm. To stop them, we risk awakening the same evil within ourselves.” Chris Pine as Captain James T. Kirk, Star Trek – Into Darkness
For the love of people
People are amazing. A small part of my job is interacting with the public that comes to our office. Deliveries, mail, clients, and yes even folks that are lost. Edwin McCain is performing in our town tonight. You might remember his romantic hit “I’ll be”. Our office had a discussion about this song earlier. ItContinue reading “For the love of people”