Gray, inside and out. Gray, the color of sorrow. Gray, without a doubt. ~ I wrote this as a response to one of Michael’s poems. Butt can’t remember which one.   https://sceadugenga.com/2025/02/12/one-rune-12feb25/
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The fight
Fought, clawing my way into the light. Fought to be introduced to the night. Fought to fill my lungs with their first air. Fought, screaming at things that weren’t there. Fought for my place. Fought for space. Fought to learn. Fought to earn. Fought for life, love, and the pursuit of happiness. Fought back theContinue reading “The fight”
Last night
Last night, as I lay in the bed lots of crazy notions filled my head. ~ I cried. And I cried. Into Chico’s fur, I tried to hide. ~ I considered e-mailing a friend. Into his in-box, my soul, spin. ~ More torment filled my mind. Making my vision blind. ~ ‘Nothing good is easy.’Continue reading “Last night”
If I …
If I died today, would anyone miss me? What would my eulogy be? ~ If I died tonight, would it give anyone a fright? ~ If I died tomorrow, would it give anyone pause for sorrow? ~ If I died this week, would it cause anyone to seek? ~ If I died this month, wouldContinue reading “If I …”
My last weight loss journey; 2025
Well, it could have been worse. All the amazing holiday food, plus a birthday, I’m back to where I started. Frustrating? A little. But I did it to myself. On the plus side, I didn’t go over my starting point. So there’s that I guess. Now that all the cookies, cakes and pies are outContinue reading “My last weight loss journey; 2025”
Clawing at heaven
As I kneel at your feet, fog clouds my mind. You left me here. The fullness of time achieved. The agony of remembering, my future. I pound the earth with clinched fists. Unable to feel its damp coolness. Consumed by the vast empty. The deafening silence left by your wake. My fists ache. But it’sContinue reading “Clawing at heaven”
Please play
The gentleness of your touch, my hearts delight. The softness of your soul, melts into the moon light. ~ Tranquility reaches deep inside. A touch, I cannot deny. ~ Play forever. Play ceasing never. ~ Each note, softer than the next. Each note, my soul doth vex. ~ A yearning for the past. AContinue reading “Please play”
Im-post-toray
I have been reading several posts about imposter syndrome. I watch these videos from Alux all the time. This post is not sponsored by Alux. They have a lot of great information and are entertaining at the same time. If you watch it, I pray you get some great information from it.
Walk with Me
Walk ~ Walk ~ Walk ~ Walk with me through the night ~ Walk with me let’s make it right ~ Walk with me talk about our sight ~ Walk with me through the day ~ Walk with me even if there’s nothing to say ~ Walk with me through the tears ~ Walk withContinue reading “Walk with Me “
berate
berate belittle talk down to sabotage absolute torment torture bemoan revile cut to the quick stupid idiot berate scold abuse defame condemn berate mock rage laughable nonsense berate complain not good enough bash blister scorch scold ridden down admonish chasten gaslight all the negativity berate really, that’s what you think badger beat up thrash lashContinue reading “berate”
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