Well, it could have been worse. All the amazing holiday food, plus a birthday, I’m back to where I started. Frustrating? A little. But I did it to myself. On the plus side, I didn’t go over my starting point. So there’s that I guess. Now that all the cookies, cakes and pies are outContinue reading “My last weight loss journey; 2025”
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Clawing at heaven
As I kneel at your feet, fog clouds my mind. You left me here. The fullness of time achieved. The agony of remembering, my future. I pound the earth with clinched fists. Unable to feel its damp coolness. Consumed by the vast empty. The deafening silence left by your wake. My fists ache. But it’sContinue reading “Clawing at heaven”
Please play
The gentleness of your touch, my hearts delight. The softness of your soul, melts into the moon light. ~ Tranquility reaches deep inside. A touch, I cannot deny. ~ Play forever. Play ceasing never. ~ Each note, softer than the next. Each note, my soul doth vex. ~ A yearning for the past. AContinue reading “Please play”
Im-post-toray
I have been reading several posts about imposter syndrome. I watch these videos from Alux all the time. This post is not sponsored by Alux. They have a lot of great information and are entertaining at the same time. If you watch it, I pray you get some great information from it.
Walk with Me
Walk ~ Walk ~ Walk ~ Walk with me through the night ~ Walk with me let’s make it right ~ Walk with me talk about our sight ~ Walk with me through the day ~ Walk with me even if there’s nothing to say ~ Walk with me through the tears ~ Walk withContinue reading “Walk with Me “
berate
berate belittle talk down to sabotage absolute torment torture bemoan revile cut to the quick stupid idiot berate scold abuse defame condemn berate mock rage laughable nonsense berate complain not good enough bash blister scorch scold ridden down admonish chasten gaslight all the negativity berate really, that’s what you think badger beat up thrash lashContinue reading “berate”
Exposure
Dirty, covered from head to toe. Anxiety, should I let it show? Dirty rags pouring out of my soul. Expose the contents of my bowl. ~ Anxiety, nerves galore. Emotions raw and sore. Exposed like a new born. Butt naked for you to scorn. ~ This is me. Here I am. Filthy. Dirty, not readyContinue reading “Exposure”
Why can’t you hear me?
The poem above spawned images in my head. Why can’t you hear me?
At this stage
Blood on the page At this stage ~ Seeping from a wound never healed Rivers flowing from a bandaged peeled ~ Drops trail behind me like bread crumbs Leaving limbs numb ~ Can’t you see this How can you miss ~ This can’t be visible only to me From sea to shining see ~ AContinue reading “At this stage”
Is this it
Is this it? As I sit; gazing at the heavens above, I often wonder – is this it? My body is trapped, gravity bound, to the soil beneath me. My mind soars to the stars; the possibilities beyond. Is this it? But here I stay, heavy hearted. Not belonging, gazing at the heavens above. IContinue reading “Is this it”
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