Lungs burning Yelling Screaming ~ Fists pounding Yelling Screaming ~ Lungs burning Screaming Blood pumping ~ The voices in my heart Silenced by the voices in my head Screaming ~ Lungs burning Tears streaming Screaming ~ Curled up in a ball Stomach churning Screaming ~ Lungs burning Throat sore Screaming
Tag Archives: feelings
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Red faced
“You got more gray hair than I do!”
I was sitting in my hotel room reading when, “You got more gray hair than I do!” Rang out loud and clear. Imagine, you arrive at your destination. High school, family reunion, see an old friend, you pick the reason. You are smacked right off the bat with, “you got more gray hair than IContinue reading ““You got more gray hair than I do!””
Not about me
I’ve been struggling of late. Emotions I hate. ~ I got invited to a wedding. Second try. My, oh my. ~ I attended the first. Maybe I’m the curse. ~ The struggle is this, single at a wedding is amiss. ~ Should I get over myself and support this bliss? Should I suck in theseContinue reading “Not about me”
Ready! Set! Fall!
400 feet, are you afraid of heights? What a sight? ~ Step right up to the edge, a mortal delight. No fright. ~ Close your eyes. Are you ready for this surprise? ~ Extend your arms. There is no harm. ~ Sun beats down on your face. The wind blows your hair out of place.Continue reading “Ready! Set! Fall!”
A spot
There is a spot on my heart. Not a hole. Not a blemish. Just a spot. ~ A dark spot. Dull. Black. Just there. ~ It exists to remind me of something. A failure. A missed opportunity. A something. ~ Something I can’t remember? Something I don’t want to remember? Something I choose not toContinue reading “A spot”
The Science Fiction Equation
Think of the irony of this picture. I’m currently reading ‘Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy’. What took me so long? Who knows? I guess I didn’t fully realize just what it was. Better late than never. I’m a big fan of science fiction. It fuels my imagination and makes me think. Some devout Christians dismissContinue reading “The Science Fiction Equation”
The Enemy Inside
How do you fight an enemy you can’t see? How do you let IT be? ~ Why do I have to be on guard 24/7? Sometimes I think I’m ready to go to heaven. ~ The enemy inside is strong. Sometimes, the fight goes all wrong. ~ Cookies, cakes and pies – oh my. ~Continue reading “The Enemy Inside”
Run Away
I want to run away but where would I go? Maybe that way, in the direction of the crow? Will Chico come with me? Does he want to flee? Should I chase the moon and stars? Do you think I’d really get far?