Now what? I’m in the car, now what? Should I start the motor? ~ Think I’ll just set here. What now? I would have gotten dressed for nothing. ~ Should I stay or should I go? What now? Start the motor. ~ Put it in drive. Pull up to the edge of the drive. NoContinue reading “Now what?”
Tag Archives: feelings
Quote for today; self
“There will always be those who mean to do us harm. To stop them, we risk awakening the same evil within ourselves.” Chris Pine as Captain James T. Kirk, Star Trek – Into Darkness
Shut it!
Keep your mouth shut. Stupid! Don’t say anything. Just go with the flow. Zip it! Shut it! Pipe down. Leave it alone, Shut it. Who do you think you are? Keep your mouth shut. Your thoughts are not important. Your feelings are not valid. Shut your hole. Don’t let your emotions grow. Shut up! KeepContinue reading “Shut it!”
Noise
Lungs burning Yelling Screaming ~ Fists pounding Yelling Screaming ~ Lungs burning Screaming Blood pumping ~ The voices in my heart Silenced by the voices in my head Screaming ~ Lungs burning Tears streaming Screaming ~ Curled up in a ball Stomach churning Screaming ~ Lungs burning Throat sore Screaming
Thank you
Red faced
“You got more gray hair than I do!”
I was sitting in my hotel room reading when, “You got more gray hair than I do!” Rang out loud and clear. Imagine, you arrive at your destination. High school, family reunion, see an old friend, you pick the reason. You are smacked right off the bat with, “you got more gray hair than IContinue reading ““You got more gray hair than I do!””
Not about me
I’ve been struggling of late. Emotions I hate. ~ I got invited to a wedding. Second try. My, oh my. ~ I attended the first. Maybe I’m the curse. ~ The struggle is this, single at a wedding is amiss. ~ Should I get over myself and support this bliss? Should I suck in theseContinue reading “Not about me”
Ready! Set! Fall!
400 feet, are you afraid of heights? What a sight? ~ Step right up to the edge, a mortal delight. No fright. ~ Close your eyes. Are you ready for this surprise? ~ Extend your arms. There is no harm. ~ Sun beats down on your face. The wind blows your hair out of place.Continue reading “Ready! Set! Fall!”
A spot
There is a spot on my heart. Not a hole. Not a blemish. Just a spot. ~ A dark spot. Dull. Black. Just there. ~ It exists to remind me of something. A failure. A missed opportunity. A something. ~ Something I can’t remember? Something I don’t want to remember? Something I choose not toContinue reading “A spot”
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