Clawing at heaven

As I kneel at your feet, fog clouds my mind.  You left me here.  The fullness of time achieved. The agony of remembering, my future. I pound the earth with clinched fists. Unable to feel its damp coolness.  Consumed by the vast empty.  The deafening silence left by your wake. My fists ache. But it’sContinue reading “Clawing at heaven”

Please play

The gentleness of your touch, my hearts delight. The softness of your soul, melts into the moon light. ~ Tranquility reaches deep inside. A touch, I cannot deny.  ~ Play forever. Play ceasing never. ~ Each note, softer than the next. Each note, my soul doth vex.   ~ A yearning for the past. AContinue reading “Please play”

Im-post-toray

I have been reading several posts about imposter syndrome. I watch these videos from Alux all the time. This post is not sponsored by Alux. They have a lot of great information and are entertaining at the same time.  If you watch it, I pray you get some great information from it. 

berate

berate belittle talk down to sabotage  absolute torment torture bemoan revile cut to the quick stupid idiot berate scold abuse defame condemn  berate mock rage laughable nonsense  berate complain not good enough bash blister scorch scold  ridden down admonish  chasten gaslight all the negativity  berate really, that’s what you think badger beat up thrash lashContinue reading “berate”

You’re the problem with the world

“Sticks and stones break one’s bones, but names will never hurt me.” Lies! All lies! Lies we tell ourselves Lies! All lies! I’m fantastic.  When everything in my brain is spastic. ~ I’m on top of the world. When all I really want to do is stay in the bed, curled.  ~ ‘Put your bigContinue reading “You’re the problem with the world”