I will not do it.

Many nights have I wondered

As I lay awake and pondered

This night I did dream

In the visions did stream

I am an outsider looking in 

On two marriages that can not win 

saw two families in this vision 

And a simple line of division

A woman married to a man 

On both their fingers a band

A young woman married to an older man Unhappy that in her life, there was never a plan, 

a man knocking on deaths door 

A family, all he has to live for 

A husband and two children needing a mother 

A mother needing a lover 

So to find happiness and fun

She does run

A man married to a woman 

On both their fingers a band

His wife about to die 

In him a need to fly

Though the children are grown

Grandchildren have come along

A wife fighting for life 

All she knows is strife

So to find happiness and fun

He does run

In each other’s arms they can be found 

In a secret place just outside of town

Of this act I did not want to know 

The need to tell did grow 

The secret that hurts much

There are so many lives this could touch

The greatest insult has been given

While you are about to die, a stake has been driven 

Into weak and feeble hearts 

With the pain of a thousand darts 

When the story does unfold 

And when the lies are told 

When will I stop crying?

Will a piece of me stop dying?