The Snake and The Rabbit

Mrs. Mary Tarter

With each passing day, Lizzie was getting stronger. But she was far from being over her torture. I call it torture for there is no other way to describe what happened to her.

One day in early summer, I came into the parlor to find her sitting in the window. “Dear lady, how are you feeling today?” I smiled.

She sighed, “Good doctor, I fear you will never tire of asking me that question.”

“Should I?”

She sighed even longer this time, “I feel weak today, kind doctor.”

“Where is Holmes?”

“He tells me about as much as he tells you.” There was a moment of silence, “here comes the thunder cloud now.”

Was she ever right, Holmes was in an odious mood. He said not a word when he entered the room and began his usual pacing, arms clasped tightly behind his back.

“Holmes,” I asked. “Whatever is the matter?”

“A delightful meeting with Mr. Merryweather.”

“And?” Asked I.

“He informed me that he is giving up the search for his wife. Since I have been unable to find any leads as to her whereabouts, he is finished. He thinks she has returned to America.”

I was beyond confused, “this should make you happy. He is no longer a threat to her.”

“That is not it Watson.” She whispered.

“What then?” I almost shouted. She touched my arm. Her expression was soft, tired. She was calm. This part I could understand: the thought that her torturer had given up the fight.

There was a knock at the door, “What?” Holmes’ roared like a wild animal.

Mrs. Hudson timidly opened the door. “You have a visitor sir.”

Lizzie spoke, “give us a moment Mrs. Hudson then send her up.”

She smiled as she shut the door. Holmes’ just glared at Lizzie. “Would you like a pipe Sherlock? It might calm your nerves.”

“Indeed not.” He walked over and propped himself up on the fire place, staring into an empty grate.

Lizzie tighten her grip on my arm. As I looked up, she was staring out the window again. “All he wants is the property Sherlock. That’s all he’s ever wanted. When this good lady leaves, call your inspector and we shall discuss a solution.”

“Indeed not. There is much more to this and you know it.”

“If you will not call him, I shall.”

“You frustrate me beyond measure.”

She smiled a smile the little girl in the painting would have been proud of.

There was another knock at the door. I opened the it for a lady. Time had not been kind to her. The hair that I could see peeking out from under her bonnet was entirely gray. Her dress was clean; however, worn thread bare in some places the holes covered with patches.

Lizzie spoke, “my dear you could have worn your shoes.”

She blushed, “no. I dare not track mud.”

I guided her to the sofa, “I am Dr. Watson.” I pointed at Holmes still staring at an empty grate. “My friend and colleague Mr. Sherlock Holmes.”

“And I am Elizabeth Parker.” Lizzie smiled, “please tell us why you have come?”

Lizzie looked back out the window.

The lady looked at me, fear lay behind her eyes. “Where do I begin?”

I smiled, “with your name.”

“Of course,” she blushed. “I am Mrs. Mary Tarter.” She took a long breath. “I,” she stopped before she even started as a big tear rolled down her cheek. “When I was a little girl, not even ten; my brother took the Queen’s shillin’. When I was one and four, he returned home.” More tears flowed. I gave her a handkerchief. She wiped at her face then began to wring the material in her fingers. She sniffed, “he returned such a broken man both mind and body. He would wake us up at night screaming. About what, we never knew.” She snubbed again. “There were days he could not walk. We would have to carry him to and fro.” She began to cry again, “one day he killed himself. My brother, my strong, handsome brother, killed himself.” We waited while she composed herself. Holmes moved to his arm chair. I could tell that he was annoyed that the story was moving along rather slowly. “My oldest son told my husband and I that he wanted to fight as well.” She sobbed some more. “Imagine my horror. All I can see is my brother. I would die if the same thing happened to my boy.” She wiped some more at her tears. “The reason that I am here, my son has ran away. When I said no to his request, he ran away. Now my husband is ill toward me and my son is missing.” She sobbed more. I looked at Holmes to see his blank stare. “The local constable thinks I am being an irrational female.”

I was in shock, “he actually said that to you?”

She cried, “yes.” I let her cry a little more. “This is my story. I desperately need your help to find my son.” She sobbed.

Lizzie spoke, her voice was flat. “When you return home, you and your husband go down into the cellar and talk about your brother. He knows not the whole story.” Mrs. Tarter’s eyes grew large. “Talk about everything that happened to him. Talk about how this made you feel. Talk about how you worry that these things will happen to your son. Your son needs to know about his uncle.”

Mrs. Mary Tarter looked at Lizzie in shock. “I said nothing about a cellar.”

Lizzie was ghostly white. The speed of her breathing had increased. Holmes was sitting on the edge of his arm chair. “Ara.”

Mrs. Tarter and I both just stared at him.

“After you have this conversation,” Lizzie paused gasping.

Holmes scolded her again, “Ara.”

“Contact us to let us know the outcome.” She gasped again.

“Ara!”

“I look to hear back from you soon.” She hissed.

Mrs. Tarter jumped to her feet, running from the room. I closed the door behind her. Holmes was kneeling in the floor at Lizzies feet. “Ara stop. She left.” Rising slightly, he put a hand on each side of her head., “please stop.”

“Sherlock?” She whispered.

“Yes.”

Lizzie collapsed, cascading into Holmes’ arms. I rushed over to her.

“Ara!” Holmes called to her. “Ara!”

I went to the door calling to Mrs. Hudson for cold water and a cloth.

“Holmes,” I tried to comfort him. “She will be find. Look, see,” I pointed out. “She is breathing.” I took his hand and placed it on her chest so he could feel her breath. I could feel he was shaking. Mrs. Hudson brought what I had asked for and I began to pat her face with the cold water.

Holmes held her hand and kept calling to her again, “Ara.”

“Holmes, may I ask, why do you call her Ara?”

Holmes’ voice was cracking with emotion, “have you forgotten Watson, her first name?”

“Oh yes,” I spoke as I rung out the cloth again, “Araminta. Even as close as she appears to be with Mycroft, he calls her Lizzie.”

“Too soon Ara.” He scolded, “too soon.”

“Holmes?” I questioned.

“Watson, do you remember when you read her journal to me?”

“Of course, you were incredibly sick.”

“She had written, ‘Our paths will cross again. Though, I do not see the thread.’”

“Yes I remember that.”

“Do you remember what you said after reading that?”

“I think I commented about it either being a joke or an amazing mind that was writing to the future.”

She startled me when she reached up and touched Holmes’ face.

“I am alright.”

“This time,” his voice was stern. “A stunt like that could kill you right now.”

We helped her into a setting position leaning against the wall.. “You had no desire to help her. You hate missing persons. If I may quote, ‘they are a matter for the legitimate police.’”

“Ara,” he whispered.

“You never did tell Watson why you are the only one allowed to call me Ara.”

We helped her to the couch.

Monday School

Satan Lies, God Replies. How the devil lies to us and what the Bible says about that.

Lie #5: Everyone’s beliefs are true.

T2 Trainspotting

Paraphrasing “choose life quote”

This is the quote from the trailer from T2 Trainspotting was released in the United Kingdom on 27 January 2017 based on characters from two books by Irvine Welsh.

“Choose life.
Choose Facebook, Twitter, Instagram and hope that someone, somewhere cares.
Choose looking up old flames, wishing you’d done it all differently.
And choose watching history repeat itself
Choose your future.
Choose reality TV, slut shaming, revenge porn.
Choose a zero hour contract, a two hour journey to work.
And choose the same for your kids, only worse, and smother the pain with an unknown dose of an unknown drug made in somebody’s kitchen.
And then… take a deep breath
You’re an addict, so be addicted.
Just be addicted to something else.
Choose the ones you love.
Choose your future.
Choose life” Google for written word.

I’ve read this quote (monologue) several times making sure I read it right. And yes; according to the script on-line, I read it right.

The quote from the book is much much more – – – interesting. For lack of a better word. But still nothing about choosing God.

Choosing life is the start of a long road. Choosing life can become choosing God but isn’t the same.

Why would I open a Monday School about ‘Everyone’s beliefs are true’, in such a manner? Many people think of a belief structure would be: Christianity, Hindu, Buddhist, Muslim, Jewish. These ARE religious beliefs structures.

The secular world wants humanity to just believe.

Believe in: yourself

Your spouse

Your job

Your dog

Your best friend

Your car

Your house

Your parents

Your siblings

Your children

Your cat

A drug

The order of nature

Just believe!

“It doesn’t matter what you believe just so long as you’re sincere.”

Charles M. Schulz

When you believe in something so much that it takes the place of God it becomes an idol. Exodus 20 “And God spake all these words, saying,

2 I am the Lord thy God, which have brought thee out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage.

3 Thou shalt have no other gods before me.

4 Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth.

5 Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the Lord thy God am a jealous God,”

Society is eager to believe in anything. Everything. But so few are eager to believe in Jesus. Satan is encouraging us to believe in all the wrong things when the Bible plainly says:

John 14:6 (ESV)

6 Jesus said to him, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.”

Trainspotting by Irvin Welsh is a cautionary story about heroin use. According to Wikipedia, Welsh was an addict in his early life.

The Bible

T2 Trainspotting: TriStar, Sony

SAMHSA National Helpline (USA)

1-800-662-4357

Author’s note: I worked for a year and a half in a faith based female treatment facility. I saw the hard work, after the fact. After detox. After (some of) the women realized that this was it. Some (not all) had lost everything except their life. And it starts with choosing life. That’s when the hard work starts of rebuilding. If possible, working to get back all the things they lost: parents, spouses, children, jobs, health, careers.

Information about Casey’s Law.

In all fairness, I haven’t read any of Mr. Welsh’s work. My Monday School lesson was based solely on the monologue.

Once there was Darkness

Chapter 54

Kessa was sitting in the bed reading when Max entered their chamber all but carrying Kol. Max made sure he was sitting on the bed; Kol curled up in a ball.

When she touched Kol’s arm, he flinched. “Max?” She questioned. He just shook his head. “Thank you, Max.”

Max bowed his head and left.

She gently ran her fingers through his hair. Traced the side of his face that was exposed.

His voice wobbled and cracked when he spoke, “take me away.”

She continued caressing his face, “I can do that.”

Kessa made arrangements for Frego and Abraham to watch over things while she got Kol away.

They were standing behind her house going through packs to make sure they were ready. She was. Kol was lost in the distance. Somewhere other than this moment. “No,” he mumbled. “Give me the heavy one.”

“You are paying attention.” She smiled.

“Where are you taking me?” He finally asked.

She smiled, “some place I know you’ve never been.” She whistled, patting her hands together, “Chico,” she called. He came running out of the house, down one of the well marked trails leading from Kessa’s.

They walked for hours without speaking. Kessa was right, Kol had not been here before. The trail led from her house, through the cliffs following the ocean. They took a break at the mouth of a cave. Below, the waves beat at the rocks. He lay on his stomach, watching, knowing the beating those rocks was taking. Those rocks didn’t stand a chance. Much like he was feeling. He didn’t stand a chance. Kessa lay down beside of him.

He laid his head on his hands. The crashing of the waves lulled him to sleep. A fire was crackling when he woke. It was dark. Chico was laying beside Kessa. A rabbit was roasting over the fire.

She noticed him watching her. “Husband.” She smiled.

“If I haven’t told you lately, I’m sorry. You are beautiful.”

“Thank you.” She patted the ground next to her. “Join me?”

She offered him food but he wouldn’t accept it.

Their fire crackled. The waves crashed against the rocks below them. “Have…” he trailed off. She watched him as he composed his thoughts, “have you ever wanted to just run with all your might and jump?”

She smiled knowing exactly how he felt. “Yes.”

“Can we?”

“I didn’t bring any rope this trip.”

His expression was heavy as he turned to face her. “Have you?”

“I can’t fly. God didn’t give me wings. But yes, I have jumped.”

“How did it feel?” His voice cracked.

“It was exciting. Thrilling. I wanted to close my eyes and let the air rush past me. One can only do that for the briefest of moments. You have to remain focused. You can’t loose control or you die.”

He thought about what she had said as he returned his gaze to the fire. “It will not ease how I feel.”

“For a moment, I’m afraid that what you feel will come crashing back around you harder than before.”

At some point he knew he had fallen asleep, the sound of her steps on the path woke him. She had been somewhere and found apples. After breakfast, he followed her into the cave, torches in hand.

Being inside this cave caused all the turmoil he was filling on the inside to bubble to the surface. He fought hard to make sure she couldn’t sense he was struggling. After a few hours of walking, light filled their path. So much so that Kessa put her torch out. When she took his, he knew she knew he was loosing his battle but she said nothing.

The light was coming from a large opening in the rock face. It made an egg shaped window that formed a breath taking view of the rugged wild ocean. He leaned up against the cave wall, taking in the beauty wrapped in loneliness. It didn’t take long for these feelings to overwhelm him. He sank to his knees. She wrapped her arms around him whispering, “do we need to go back?”

He couldn’t speak, merely shaking his head ‘no.’

She kissed his cheek. Leaving him alone to set up camp.

As the sun set, he was still on his knees. Watching the sky turn from blue to red. Hints of orange, yellow, purple, pink took their turn painting their stories across the sky. No matter how hard they tried, they couldn’t fight the blackness of night. Even it, with it’s all consuming depth couldn’t hold back the stars.

“I read the book.” Did he say it out loud? He had been fighting not to. He flickered a smile. “Took me long enough.”

Kessa was watching his chest. With each breath he took, it looked like his chest was going to cave in. “The one Max found in the floor?”

He was able to say it out loud. “It’s bad Kes. I know what I have to do but I can’t do it.” She didn’t say anything. “It’s going to hurt.” His voice cracked. His lips were trembling. When he turned to face her, tears were streaming down. “I can’t do this.” He reached a shaking hand toward her. She went to him. “Just when I think this job can’t get any harder. I hate this job. You and Frego are the only good things to come of it.”

“Don’t forget my husband; no matter what life throws at you, I’m right here.”

He kissed her on top of the head. Through sobs he spoke, “Kes, I’m sorry. I’m so very sorry.”

He hugged her up. The more he tried to stop crying the harder he cried, breaking her heart.

“K,” Kol fought to catch his breath. “Kessa, call me by my birth name.”

His body became tense as air fill her lungs, “David.”

His muscles contracted releasing her from his grip. “Again.”

She kept her voice low and gentle, “David.”

He visibly flenched. She held his face. “I can’t.”

My interview with Red Box

Interview someone — a friend, another blogger, your mother, the mailman — and write a post based on their responses.

Photo; screen shot of Red Box app.

I haven’t rented a movie in a long time. So as I sit here: A. thinking about todays writing prompt. And B. what to do on this lazy Saturday! That by the way, I’m truly enjoying. I decided to see what Mr. Red Box had to offer.

Open app

Me: Mr. Red Box what do you have to offer me?

Mr. Red Box:

John Wick 4

Dungeons and Dragons: Honor Among Thieves

Renfield

Supercell

The Lair

The Unbearable Weight of Massive Talent

What do you think of these selections?

Me: I’ve watched the first 3 John Wick movies. I almost cried when they killed his dog. 😢 Dean Winters was in the first movie; added bonus.

D&D, I am a fan of Chris Pine.

Renfield, sounds interesting.

Supercell, massive fan of natural disaster movies, regardless of the story line.

The Lair, sounds like something I’d like.

A co-worker told me she really enjoyed The Unbearable Weight of Massive Talent.

You know me Mr. Red Box, I like options. Wait! Mr. Red Box, when did you go to $1.85? You used to be $1.25.

Mr. Red Box: it really has been a long time since you logged in. Even I am subject to inflation. Check you e-mail, I sent you a coupon. Happy Labor Day weekend.

The Snake and The Rabbit

Healing – Body and Mind

“The bankers missing wife?” He gasped.

“The same. Hopkins, you can tell no one that she is here. Whatever persons that did this to her may still be looking for her.”

‘Whatever persons?!’ I screamed in my head; as I shot Holmes a startled look.

Hopkins went over to the small window that was in this room, “dear Lord.”

“Whom do you suspect?”

Holmes only shook his head.

The good inspector left.

Holmes tried to keep himself busy. I think it was his way of dealing with the pain. Though, I could be incorrect. I have been before. He stayed gone a lot. I found myself reading to Elizabeth. I read to her the newspaper mostly. One evening I was reading a story about Princess Beatrice.

She moaned a little, “Bea.”

I was unsure if I should stop reading or continue with the story. As confusing as it was, I said nothing to Holmes about it.

We sat at the table for dinner some days later, Holmes not saying a word.

“Your appetite is failing you Watson.”

I slammed my napkin down on the table and rose. “Holmes, I must talk about this. I am going mad.” I was exhausted both mentally and physically. “Help me.” I implored.

“Talk,” he raised an eyebrow at me.

“Will you respond? Will you help me figure out answers to my questions?” Holmes stared at me with an indifference that added to my frustration. I pointed toward our patiences room. When I followed my own out stretched arm with my eyes, she was sitting on the couch.

She looked at me with sad eyes, “sit with me kind doctor.” Her voice was soft. Her hands that of a skeleton. Holmes regarded her with the reverence of a queen as he walked past us to his arm chair.

She turned to face Holmes, “I prayed that you would befriend a kind doctor.”

“So you did write the journal?” I asked. Her hand placed atop mine.

“Indeed I did, doctor.” She was smiling as she turned back toward me.

“I really think it would be best if you returned to bed.”

“Doctor, I have laid too long.”

“How do you feel?”

“I am tired, sore,” with the movements of a drunkard she put her other hand uh-top her head. “And long for my hair to grow back.”

At first it was like this. However, she rekindled my energy, the little changes in her. After three months she was almost able to dress herself. Mrs. Hudson had to do very little to help her. She was able to make it to the parlor door without help.

Holmes and I had been out one bitter spring day. When we returned, she was sitting by the window looking out onto Bakers Street. Holmes just stood by the door watching her. Her hair was growing nicely. It was now the cut of a military man. Short. Holmes said nothing to her, only watched.

Finally, I could take it no longer. I walked over to her. “Good afternoon. May I call you Elizabeth?”

She smiled a weak smile, “my dear doctor, please call me Lizzie.”

It made my heart sing that she would allow me to call her an abbreviation of her name. “How are you feeling today Lizzie?”

She laid her hand uh-top mine. “You tell me doctor. I know Sherlock has been training you. Plus, you are a very talented doctor regardless of what he says.” She turned and winked at Holmes.

“Posh,” Holmes threw up his hand as he walked to the fire place.

She followed him with her eyes, giving a wicked little grin.

“I shall not toy with you. As your doctor, I need to hear these things from you.”

“Understood.” She looked out the window, took a deeper breath than she had been, “my head is pounding. Everything hurts. Every muscle in my body.”

“Do you need medicine?”

“No, this too shall pass.”

Mrs. Hudson came into the room holding a tray and humming. “Here you go sweet child.” She laid out…

“What is that?” I asked in shock. For I was unsure I knew what the white fluffy stuff could be.

“At least it is more than broth.” Holmes scoffed.

Mrs. Hudson frowned, “you care not for my broth.”

Holmes rolled his eyes.

Elizabeth said, “My good lady, one can only eat broth for so long.”

She smiled, “agreed. Well enjoy your potatoes. If you need anything, let me know.”

“Thank you.”

Holmes was by her side helping her from her seat by the window to a seat at the table. She took a breath over the potatoes that Mrs. Hudson had fixed. “They smell so good.” Her stomach let out a gurgling type growl. She blushed, “well, that was not very lady like.”

“We will not stand on ceremony today,” Holmes sat at the table then motioned me to the other seat.

When she rose up from sniffing her food, she immediately closed her eyes. For a moment, I thought she was praying. I looked at Holmes with a questioning glance.

Holmes spoke, “Ara?”

She opened her eyes for only a moment. “Give me a moment gentlemen. The room is spinning.”

I stood, “my lady will you permit me?”

She slowly raised both her hands, one on either side of her head. “It seems silly at best.”

“You need to eat.”

“I know,” she whispered.

Holmes got up helping her with the greatest of care to the couch. He sat down first making sure that she sat beside him. She began to raise her hands to her head again. He placed his hands there instead. I watched this interaction with the upmost curiosity. I knew Holmes had the capacity for great kindness. I had witnessed the tip of the iceberg many times before.

“Ara,” he whispered.

“Sher?”

“I am right here.”

She slumped over on him. His voice cracked at first, “Watson, will you fetch me a cushion?” I did so and placed it under her head. “Will you ask Mrs. Hudson to keep those warm?”

I was away at once, tray in hand.

Real spring was finally coming to our home. Flowers were in bloom, grass was starting to grow. And I felt light at heart. Holmes and I had been out interviewing a client. He was in a better mood for he stopped and bought a bouquet of flowers. We opened the front door to her voice laughing. Holmes looked bewildered. There on the steps she sat with Mycroft, Holmes’ brother.

“Sherlock,” she smiled. “This is as far as I could make it. As I was sitting here composing myself, look who stopped by?” She and Mycroft were holding hands.

“My boy, you should be ashamed. Not telling me she was here.” Mycroft scolded

Holmes spoke as he kissed the top of her hand. “It was for her safety.” Holmes gave Lizzie the flowers, “for you my good lady.”

“I am afraid I am going to need help back up the stair.” She blushed.

I removed my hat and tipped it toward her, “my good lady.” I bowed. “You have three gentlemen here to assist you.”

Mrs. Hudson clear her throat. Pulling my attention to the fact she was standing at the bottom of the stairs.

I corrected myself, “make that four persons at the ready.”

She giggled like a school girl full of light and youth. Mrs. Hudson took the flowers to put them in a vase. Holmes’ and I helped her up. Mycroft stayed for hours; the three sharing stories about their youth. I learned more about Holmes’ that evening than I had in all the years of our friendship.