Monday School

Satan Lies, God Replies. How the devil lies to us and what the Bible says about that.

Lie #5: Everyone’s beliefs are true.

T2 Trainspotting

Paraphrasing “choose life quote”

This is the quote from the trailer from T2 Trainspotting was released in the United Kingdom on 27 January 2017 based on characters from two books by Irvine Welsh.

“Choose life.
Choose Facebook, Twitter, Instagram and hope that someone, somewhere cares.
Choose looking up old flames, wishing you’d done it all differently.
And choose watching history repeat itself
Choose your future.
Choose reality TV, slut shaming, revenge porn.
Choose a zero hour contract, a two hour journey to work.
And choose the same for your kids, only worse, and smother the pain with an unknown dose of an unknown drug made in somebody’s kitchen.
And then… take a deep breath
You’re an addict, so be addicted.
Just be addicted to something else.
Choose the ones you love.
Choose your future.
Choose life” Google for written word.

I’ve read this quote (monologue) several times making sure I read it right. And yes; according to the script on-line, I read it right.

The quote from the book is much much more – – – interesting. For lack of a better word. But still nothing about choosing God.

Choosing life is the start of a long road. Choosing life can become choosing God but isn’t the same.

Why would I open a Monday School about ‘Everyone’s beliefs are true’, in such a manner? Many people think of a belief structure would be: Christianity, Hindu, Buddhist, Muslim, Jewish. These ARE religious beliefs structures.

The secular world wants humanity to just believe.

Believe in: yourself

Your spouse

Your job

Your dog

Your best friend

Your car

Your house

Your parents

Your siblings

Your children

Your cat

A drug

The order of nature

Just believe!

“It doesn’t matter what you believe just so long as you’re sincere.”

Charles M. Schulz

When you believe in something so much that it takes the place of God it becomes an idol. Exodus 20 “And God spake all these words, saying,

2 I am the Lord thy God, which have brought thee out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage.

3 Thou shalt have no other gods before me.

4 Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth.

5 Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the Lord thy God am a jealous God,”

Society is eager to believe in anything. Everything. But so few are eager to believe in Jesus. Satan is encouraging us to believe in all the wrong things when the Bible plainly says:

John 14:6 (ESV)

6 Jesus said to him, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.”

Trainspotting by Irvin Welsh is a cautionary story about heroin use. According to Wikipedia, Welsh was an addict in his early life.

The Bible

T2 Trainspotting: TriStar, Sony

SAMHSA National Helpline (USA)

1-800-662-4357

Author’s note: I worked for a year and a half in a faith based female treatment facility. I saw the hard work, after the fact. After detox. After (some of) the women realized that this was it. Some (not all) had lost everything except their life. And it starts with choosing life. That’s when the hard work starts of rebuilding. If possible, working to get back all the things they lost: parents, spouses, children, jobs, health, careers.

Information about Casey’s Law.

In all fairness, I haven’t read any of Mr. Welsh’s work. My Monday School lesson was based solely on the monologue.

Once there was Darkness

Chapter 54

Kessa was sitting in the bed reading when Max entered their chamber all but carrying Kol. Max made sure he was sitting on the bed; Kol curled up in a ball.

When she touched Kol’s arm, he flinched. “Max?” She questioned. He just shook his head. “Thank you, Max.”

Max bowed his head and left.

She gently ran her fingers through his hair. Traced the side of his face that was exposed.

His voice wobbled and cracked when he spoke, “take me away.”

She continued caressing his face, “I can do that.”

Kessa made arrangements for Frego and Abraham to watch over things while she got Kol away.

They were standing behind her house going through packs to make sure they were ready. She was. Kol was lost in the distance. Somewhere other than this moment. “No,” he mumbled. “Give me the heavy one.”

“You are paying attention.” She smiled.

“Where are you taking me?” He finally asked.

She smiled, “some place I know you’ve never been.” She whistled, patting her hands together, “Chico,” she called. He came running out of the house, down one of the well marked trails leading from Kessa’s.

They walked for hours without speaking. Kessa was right, Kol had not been here before. The trail led from her house, through the cliffs following the ocean. They took a break at the mouth of a cave. Below, the waves beat at the rocks. He lay on his stomach, watching, knowing the beating those rocks was taking. Those rocks didn’t stand a chance. Much like he was feeling. He didn’t stand a chance. Kessa lay down beside of him.

He laid his head on his hands. The crashing of the waves lulled him to sleep. A fire was crackling when he woke. It was dark. Chico was laying beside Kessa. A rabbit was roasting over the fire.

She noticed him watching her. “Husband.” She smiled.

“If I haven’t told you lately, I’m sorry. You are beautiful.”

“Thank you.” She patted the ground next to her. “Join me?”

She offered him food but he wouldn’t accept it.

Their fire crackled. The waves crashed against the rocks below them. “Have…” he trailed off. She watched him as he composed his thoughts, “have you ever wanted to just run with all your might and jump?”

She smiled knowing exactly how he felt. “Yes.”

“Can we?”

“I didn’t bring any rope this trip.”

His expression was heavy as he turned to face her. “Have you?”

“I can’t fly. God didn’t give me wings. But yes, I have jumped.”

“How did it feel?” His voice cracked.

“It was exciting. Thrilling. I wanted to close my eyes and let the air rush past me. One can only do that for the briefest of moments. You have to remain focused. You can’t loose control or you die.”

He thought about what she had said as he returned his gaze to the fire. “It will not ease how I feel.”

“For a moment, I’m afraid that what you feel will come crashing back around you harder than before.”

At some point he knew he had fallen asleep, the sound of her steps on the path woke him. She had been somewhere and found apples. After breakfast, he followed her into the cave, torches in hand.

Being inside this cave caused all the turmoil he was filling on the inside to bubble to the surface. He fought hard to make sure she couldn’t sense he was struggling. After a few hours of walking, light filled their path. So much so that Kessa put her torch out. When she took his, he knew she knew he was loosing his battle but she said nothing.

The light was coming from a large opening in the rock face. It made an egg shaped window that formed a breath taking view of the rugged wild ocean. He leaned up against the cave wall, taking in the beauty wrapped in loneliness. It didn’t take long for these feelings to overwhelm him. He sank to his knees. She wrapped her arms around him whispering, “do we need to go back?”

He couldn’t speak, merely shaking his head ‘no.’

She kissed his cheek. Leaving him alone to set up camp.

As the sun set, he was still on his knees. Watching the sky turn from blue to red. Hints of orange, yellow, purple, pink took their turn painting their stories across the sky. No matter how hard they tried, they couldn’t fight the blackness of night. Even it, with it’s all consuming depth couldn’t hold back the stars.

“I read the book.” Did he say it out loud? He had been fighting not to. He flickered a smile. “Took me long enough.”

Kessa was watching his chest. With each breath he took, it looked like his chest was going to cave in. “The one Max found in the floor?”

He was able to say it out loud. “It’s bad Kes. I know what I have to do but I can’t do it.” She didn’t say anything. “It’s going to hurt.” His voice cracked. His lips were trembling. When he turned to face her, tears were streaming down. “I can’t do this.” He reached a shaking hand toward her. She went to him. “Just when I think this job can’t get any harder. I hate this job. You and Frego are the only good things to come of it.”

“Don’t forget my husband; no matter what life throws at you, I’m right here.”

He kissed her on top of the head. Through sobs he spoke, “Kes, I’m sorry. I’m so very sorry.”

He hugged her up. The more he tried to stop crying the harder he cried, breaking her heart.

“K,” Kol fought to catch his breath. “Kessa, call me by my birth name.”

His body became tense as air fill her lungs, “David.”

His muscles contracted releasing her from his grip. “Again.”

She kept her voice low and gentle, “David.”

He visibly flenched. She held his face. “I can’t.”

My interview with Red Box

Interview someone — a friend, another blogger, your mother, the mailman — and write a post based on their responses.

Photo; screen shot of Red Box app.

I haven’t rented a movie in a long time. So as I sit here: A. thinking about todays writing prompt. And B. what to do on this lazy Saturday! That by the way, I’m truly enjoying. I decided to see what Mr. Red Box had to offer.

Open app

Me: Mr. Red Box what do you have to offer me?

Mr. Red Box:

John Wick 4

Dungeons and Dragons: Honor Among Thieves

Renfield

Supercell

The Lair

The Unbearable Weight of Massive Talent

What do you think of these selections?

Me: I’ve watched the first 3 John Wick movies. I almost cried when they killed his dog. 😢 Dean Winters was in the first movie; added bonus.

D&D, I am a fan of Chris Pine.

Renfield, sounds interesting.

Supercell, massive fan of natural disaster movies, regardless of the story line.

The Lair, sounds like something I’d like.

A co-worker told me she really enjoyed The Unbearable Weight of Massive Talent.

You know me Mr. Red Box, I like options. Wait! Mr. Red Box, when did you go to $1.85? You used to be $1.25.

Mr. Red Box: it really has been a long time since you logged in. Even I am subject to inflation. Check you e-mail, I sent you a coupon. Happy Labor Day weekend.

The Snake and The Rabbit

Healing – Body and Mind

“The bankers missing wife?” He gasped.

“The same. Hopkins, you can tell no one that she is here. Whatever persons that did this to her may still be looking for her.”

‘Whatever persons?!’ I screamed in my head; as I shot Holmes a startled look.

Hopkins went over to the small window that was in this room, “dear Lord.”

“Whom do you suspect?”

Holmes only shook his head.

The good inspector left.

Holmes tried to keep himself busy. I think it was his way of dealing with the pain. Though, I could be incorrect. I have been before. He stayed gone a lot. I found myself reading to Elizabeth. I read to her the newspaper mostly. One evening I was reading a story about Princess Beatrice.

She moaned a little, “Bea.”

I was unsure if I should stop reading or continue with the story. As confusing as it was, I said nothing to Holmes about it.

We sat at the table for dinner some days later, Holmes not saying a word.

“Your appetite is failing you Watson.”

I slammed my napkin down on the table and rose. “Holmes, I must talk about this. I am going mad.” I was exhausted both mentally and physically. “Help me.” I implored.

“Talk,” he raised an eyebrow at me.

“Will you respond? Will you help me figure out answers to my questions?” Holmes stared at me with an indifference that added to my frustration. I pointed toward our patiences room. When I followed my own out stretched arm with my eyes, she was sitting on the couch.

She looked at me with sad eyes, “sit with me kind doctor.” Her voice was soft. Her hands that of a skeleton. Holmes regarded her with the reverence of a queen as he walked past us to his arm chair.

She turned to face Holmes, “I prayed that you would befriend a kind doctor.”

“So you did write the journal?” I asked. Her hand placed atop mine.

“Indeed I did, doctor.” She was smiling as she turned back toward me.

“I really think it would be best if you returned to bed.”

“Doctor, I have laid too long.”

“How do you feel?”

“I am tired, sore,” with the movements of a drunkard she put her other hand uh-top her head. “And long for my hair to grow back.”

At first it was like this. However, she rekindled my energy, the little changes in her. After three months she was almost able to dress herself. Mrs. Hudson had to do very little to help her. She was able to make it to the parlor door without help.

Holmes and I had been out one bitter spring day. When we returned, she was sitting by the window looking out onto Bakers Street. Holmes just stood by the door watching her. Her hair was growing nicely. It was now the cut of a military man. Short. Holmes said nothing to her, only watched.

Finally, I could take it no longer. I walked over to her. “Good afternoon. May I call you Elizabeth?”

She smiled a weak smile, “my dear doctor, please call me Lizzie.”

It made my heart sing that she would allow me to call her an abbreviation of her name. “How are you feeling today Lizzie?”

She laid her hand uh-top mine. “You tell me doctor. I know Sherlock has been training you. Plus, you are a very talented doctor regardless of what he says.” She turned and winked at Holmes.

“Posh,” Holmes threw up his hand as he walked to the fire place.

She followed him with her eyes, giving a wicked little grin.

“I shall not toy with you. As your doctor, I need to hear these things from you.”

“Understood.” She looked out the window, took a deeper breath than she had been, “my head is pounding. Everything hurts. Every muscle in my body.”

“Do you need medicine?”

“No, this too shall pass.”

Mrs. Hudson came into the room holding a tray and humming. “Here you go sweet child.” She laid out…

“What is that?” I asked in shock. For I was unsure I knew what the white fluffy stuff could be.

“At least it is more than broth.” Holmes scoffed.

Mrs. Hudson frowned, “you care not for my broth.”

Holmes rolled his eyes.

Elizabeth said, “My good lady, one can only eat broth for so long.”

She smiled, “agreed. Well enjoy your potatoes. If you need anything, let me know.”

“Thank you.”

Holmes was by her side helping her from her seat by the window to a seat at the table. She took a breath over the potatoes that Mrs. Hudson had fixed. “They smell so good.” Her stomach let out a gurgling type growl. She blushed, “well, that was not very lady like.”

“We will not stand on ceremony today,” Holmes sat at the table then motioned me to the other seat.

When she rose up from sniffing her food, she immediately closed her eyes. For a moment, I thought she was praying. I looked at Holmes with a questioning glance.

Holmes spoke, “Ara?”

She opened her eyes for only a moment. “Give me a moment gentlemen. The room is spinning.”

I stood, “my lady will you permit me?”

She slowly raised both her hands, one on either side of her head. “It seems silly at best.”

“You need to eat.”

“I know,” she whispered.

Holmes got up helping her with the greatest of care to the couch. He sat down first making sure that she sat beside him. She began to raise her hands to her head again. He placed his hands there instead. I watched this interaction with the upmost curiosity. I knew Holmes had the capacity for great kindness. I had witnessed the tip of the iceberg many times before.

“Ara,” he whispered.

“Sher?”

“I am right here.”

She slumped over on him. His voice cracked at first, “Watson, will you fetch me a cushion?” I did so and placed it under her head. “Will you ask Mrs. Hudson to keep those warm?”

I was away at once, tray in hand.

Real spring was finally coming to our home. Flowers were in bloom, grass was starting to grow. And I felt light at heart. Holmes and I had been out interviewing a client. He was in a better mood for he stopped and bought a bouquet of flowers. We opened the front door to her voice laughing. Holmes looked bewildered. There on the steps she sat with Mycroft, Holmes’ brother.

“Sherlock,” she smiled. “This is as far as I could make it. As I was sitting here composing myself, look who stopped by?” She and Mycroft were holding hands.

“My boy, you should be ashamed. Not telling me she was here.” Mycroft scolded

Holmes spoke as he kissed the top of her hand. “It was for her safety.” Holmes gave Lizzie the flowers, “for you my good lady.”

“I am afraid I am going to need help back up the stair.” She blushed.

I removed my hat and tipped it toward her, “my good lady.” I bowed. “You have three gentlemen here to assist you.”

Mrs. Hudson clear her throat. Pulling my attention to the fact she was standing at the bottom of the stairs.

I corrected myself, “make that four persons at the ready.”

She giggled like a school girl full of light and youth. Mrs. Hudson took the flowers to put them in a vase. Holmes’ and I helped her up. Mycroft stayed for hours; the three sharing stories about their youth. I learned more about Holmes’ that evening than I had in all the years of our friendship.

Once there was Darkness

Chapter 53, Part 2

Kessa spoke softly, “I beg to differ.”

Kol fluttered a smile, kissing the top of her hand. “Your mother died on this day. I was beyond terrified of the thoughts of raising you on my own. God put Rajaf and Abraham in my life to teach me how to be (I pray) a good father.” He swallowed hard, “I’m getting better. This day doesn’t consume me like it used to.”

“I never knew.” Frego uttered. “You have always done something festive, memberable, to mark today.”  

“And you wouldn’t have known now had it not been for loose lips. These were my burdens to carry. Not yours.”

“Ours,” Kessa volunteered. “Mine and yours. What burdens your heart, burdens mine and we give it to God.” Kol wanted to cry. Kessa never stopped surprising him. Never stopped loving and supporting him. “I do have you a present that is more than flowers if you will allow me to give it to you now.”

Kol smiled a sad smile, “lead on.”

She led them to the library. Leaning up against his desk was a beautifully wrapped gift. “I was going to way till after dinner.”

He looked stunned. “It’s too pretty to open.” She smiled blushing. Frego held Violet as they watched Kol open his present with trembling hands. It was the picture she drew when he fell asleep in the stable.

His voice cracked when he spoke, “you painted it? Painted and framed.”

She blushed with a downcast gaze. “I know it’s to intimate to hang in the hall with the rest of the royal portraits.”

He held his arms open for her. She glided into place by his side and he laid his head on her shoulder. “That was a good day.”

“My sleeping king.” She remarked playfully.

“You know I thought it was amazing when it was just a drawing. I don’t know what to say.”

She held his face in her hands. “Don’t get upset that I did it and shared it.”

He looked at Frego and Violet they were holding each other. Violet was crying and Frego was grinning. Kol hugged Kessa with all the strength he could without hurting her. “Thank you.”

Kessa entered their chamber. She had spent all day at the barracks going over new recruits, accounts, and listening to Marcus talk about retirement. Kol picked her up and spun her around. “I have a surprise for you.” He laughed. “Finally, I have a surprise for you.”

“Lead on.” She smiled.

He led her to the public section of the library. It was currently closed so they were alone. To the art section where there was paintings and sculptures from Mecca’s past and some things from the present. Hanging on the wall, amid the modern art was her portrait of ‘The Sleeping King’. That was what the plaque on the wall read: ‘The Sleeping King’, along with her name and the date.

She didn’t know what to say. Finally she squeezed out, “you liked it enough to share it with everyone?” When she turned to face him: Frego, Max, Lilly, Violet, Rajaf, Beth, Petro, Marcus, Abraham and Elizabeth were in the room. In unison they all shouted, “Surprise!”

She couldn’t control her tears. When Kol hugged her up, she was shaking. “I love you.” He smiled.

“And I you.” She caressed his face.

Max and Marcus gave a war whoop. “Do you know how hard it was to keep you in the barracks all day?” Max laughed.

“Any other day, you would have been willing to spend the day with us. But not today. You were chomping at the bit to git.” Marcus laughed.

She wiped at her tears. “Thank you all. This is amazing.”

Kol kissed her on the forehead. “Thank you.”

The Snake and The Rabbit

Getting to work

Back to the cold room and material; Vernet had already drawn the bed with the material on it. I took a deep breath, “here we go. 15th, December, Nineteen Hundred and Two; large mass of gray, soiled material.”

“Visual inspection,” Vernet encouraged me.

“Of course. Starting at bottom of bed, soiled material appears to be wet covered with a mixture of what could be conceived as mud and blood.” Vernet got up and measured everything, just as Holmes had asked. It took us two hours to catalog this material and its filth. “Should I unwrap or cut?”

“Cut. I truthfully would not know where to start unwrapping.” Vernet stated.

With great care, I cut straight up the piece of material. As I pulled back the layers, oh God in heaven, my suspicions were right! It was a person. Worse still, it was a WOMAN! Vernet and I stared at each other in horror.

“Who is she?” He asked.

I could only shake my head. This mess! This gruesome piece of flesh was a person.

Mrs. Hudson and Holmes brought in hot water, coals from the fire to add heat to this little room. Each time Holmes entered, his head was always turned away from us. Away from our heart chilling task.

It was nightfall before I went back into the parlor. Holmes was again kneeling in the floor. I place my hand on his shoulder and could feel him shaking. “Holmes.” Silence. “Holmes, she’s alive.” With that, he fell against me, continuing to shake. I knelt with him. “Holmes we are going to let her rest. I will not traumatize the body more than we have too.” I went back to let Vernet know that I told Holmes but the poor man was already asleep.”

After a couple hours of rest, and a mouth full of food, we sat to work. This poor woman was mutilated. It took Vernet and I almost two days to stitch up all of her lacerations. Some were so old that they had completely healed, while others cut across the healed flesh. We deduced by the healing of her tissue that this had taken place over months. How long? If this was indeed Holmes’ missing woman, it had been a long time. Dear God, what she must have had to endure. It shocked the senses to think that she was alive.

Nothing I witnessed on the field of battle prepared me for this.

Vernet had left. Holmes was deep into the book he had drawn. It must have been easier for him to see the text than the living person. Yes, I said living person. Short of a month had passed since she came into my life. Each day, I cleaned and dressed wounds. Each day there was new healing. If the actual person is as amazing as just the body, I was in for a treat. Holmes came in a couple times. However, was unable to stay for long. He was never a man for great emotion, this situation called for great emotion.

I came back one afternoon from a walk. Snow from a January storm we’re left in large dirty clumps piled in alley ways. It was a relief to the senses to walk down the streets. Though, my thoughts were always with her. I could take it no longer. I sat on a street bench and wept. In all of my time with Holmes’, never had I witness anything like this. I still would not allow myself to think this was the same person that had written the journal; nor that mischievous little girl or seductive woman from the paintings.

When I went to check on my patient, I heard Holmes’ voice through the door. He was reading to her. I knew not the material. I could but help to smile. The bandages were gone from her face and hands. Though, her wrists might never be normal. She looked like a person instead of a mummy from Egypt. The physical healing was progressing well, though I could not foresee how the emotional healing would take shape. Holmes reading to her was a great advantage. A comforting voice from the past; I pray.

I have discovered from my great friend the true difference between passion and emotion. As I stated earlier, I thought this situation called for great emotion. Perhaps I was incorrect in my assumption. I have watched over these many long years the passion at which my friend solves mysteries from least to great. He is methodical; he expounds tremendous amounts of energy, time, and mental facilities with very little emotion. To look back upon it, I saw the same processes with her with little to no emotion. Or what I perceived as little such. If this would have been my person, I would have grieved myself sick, turned over every rock in England to find the person(s) responsible for torturing her. It frustrated me most of the time, not knowing what Holmes was thinking or why? Then, I let myself believe that he felt his emotions in private. I was content with that.

There was a knock at the door. I knew not that we were expecting company. Holmes waved me down. He greeted Inspector Hopkins. “Inspector,” he spoke.

“Good morning to you sirs. You missed Christmas.”

Holmes handed him a book. “If you will recall, when we were in Sussex Downs I told you that I would keep you posted of everything that I felt was important to the case you brought to my attention.”

“I do remember Mr. Holmes.”

“This is next.” Holmes sank into his arm chair. “Dear God this is next.” He whispered.

Inspector Hopkins viewed the book with a wary eye, patting it as if it were an item of great value. “What is this Mr. Holmes?”

“I should say, it is about me.”

Holmes jumped as if he had been struck by lightning. I myself stood only to fall back into my chair. Inspector Hopkins stood staring at the creature that spoke. She was up, walking, and by jove talking. Though; she was holding on to the mantel for support. Her hair was nothing more than little clumps of red spots uh-top her head. Her skin that could be seen was still badly bruised. She tried her best to smile, “I do believe I over did it.”

She collapsed only to have Holmes catch her with his cat like speed. He carried her back to bed. Inspector Hopkins and I followed.

Holmes sat with her, holding her hand. “Indeed, the book is about her. I believe you will need a record of these events in order to build your case.”

“Good Lord.” Inspector Hopkins looked wild eyed from Holmes, to me, then to the lady.

I busied myself checking to make sure she had not reinjured herself.

“Who is she?” Inspector Hopkins whispered.  

“Araminta Elizabeth Parker Merryweather,” Holmes answered.