
Doodle

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What TV shows did you watch as a kid?
I had 2 favorite t.v. shows growing up: The Addams Family (the original black and white) and Knight Rider.
Sing with me: The Addams Family
Lyrics
They’re creepy and they’re kooky
Mysterious and spooky
They’re all together ooky
The Addams family
Their house is a museum
When people come to see ’em
They really are a screaming
The Addams family
Neat
Sweet
Petite
So, put a witch’s shawl on
A broomstick you can crawl on
We’re gonna play a call on
The Addams family
They’re creepy and they’re kooky
Mysterious and spooky
They’re all together ooky
The Addams family
Strange
Deranged
The Addams family
Source: Musixmatch
Songwriters: Marc Shaiman / Vic Mizzy
The Addams Family lyrics © Famous Music Llc, Bust It Publishing, Unison Music
I think I may have had my first crush on Gomez.
Knight Rider
I wanted that car. Now there is Tesla an idea. 😉 Bring K.I.T.T. to life.
As an adult, I will not watch Knight Rider. I have such pleasant memories around that show. I don’t want to spoil them.
Burn
I’ve had to drink nasty stuff because of you.
Burn
I’ve been strapped to a table and spun around because of you.
Burn
Thought I was having a heart attack 3 times in my life because of you.
Burn
Over the course of my life, I’ve had 2 stress tests because of you.
Burn
Thought I had you under control.
Burn
But your back. Burning me up.
Burn.
I will get you back under control.
You will not burn me for much longer.


Frego, Violet, Kessa, and Kol were having dinner to celebrate Frego’s 22nd birthday. To and Jolla had gone all out decorating the garden. Jolla was becoming an amazing cook.
Violet and Frego had gotten very close since their return. So close that Max was training another new Bejhar.
“Dad,” Frego’s voice filled the night air. Kol had gotten lost in thought. He looked up smiling. Kessa met his smile. “Why don’t we ever celebrate your birthday?”
Kol’s face became blank. The air sucked out of his lungs. His heart stopped beating. How was he going to answer this question and not trip over his tongue? ‘Guide my words, Lord.’ He prayed before speaking. Kessa held his hand. “A lot happened on my birthday. Some joyous. Some not.”
At that moment, his mother stumbled into the garden. Frego leaned over the table, “I think she’s drunk.”
She hit the table with force trying to keep from falling. Jolla brought an extra chair for her. She erupted in laughter as she sat down, pointing at each person around the table, “now this is what I call a party.” She continued laughing.
“Looks like you started celebrating early.” There was no inflection in Kol’s voice when he spoke.
“Someone has to celebrate around here.” She waved her arms wildly in the air. “What happened to all the wine that used to be in the palace? Wine!” She shouted, pounding the table.
“It was given to the temple. It is not a necessary part of palace expenses.”
His mother laughed, “how do you intend to entertain kings if you don’t have wine.”
“When the occasion calls for it, it will be provided.”
She giggled, burped, put her hand over her mouth in a vain attempt to be polite. “Ooops,” she continued to giggle. “Are you afraid that you or Frego,” she pointed at him. “Will be like your father and turn to drink. I mean, this job does have its problems.” She burped again. “Sleepless nights, demands beyond measure, bicker, bicker, bicker.” She flopped her hand back and forth on the table each time she said ‘bicker’ and it reminded Kol of a fish that was trapped on the beach after the tide went down. “I’m amazed truly that you haven’t taken up some horrid habits yourself to cope. Wine, food, women.” She looked at Kessa and laughed. Kol was still holding Kessa’s hand. “A woman.” His mother continued laughing. She stood, stumbling. “You would think the party for two birthdays would be greater than one.” Laughter cut through the night as she stumbled out of sight.
Kol got up from the table and walked in the opposite direction.
Frego got up to go after his dad.
“Let him be. He’s not ready yet.” Kessa added.
Frego spoke as he sat back down, “the flowers. Every year he gets flowers. They are from you.”
“They are.”
“I don’t understand. Does he not want to share this day with me?”
“No, that’s not it at all. You are the light of his world.” Kessa felt Kol’s presents behind her long before he put his hands on her shoulders.
“You are the joyous moment that I spoke of.” Kessa reached up and touched his hand. “This day floods me. It shakes me.” He took a deep breath. Kessa guided his hand toward his seat. She knew once he started talking, he would stumble. He accepted her guidance and sat still holding her hand. “Your grandfather died on this day.” Kol thought before he spoke. “I’m the one that found him. We weren’t like me and you,” he pointed at Frego. “Or Kessa and Rajaf. But I went to him first. He was dad.” He got lost in the memory of finding his dad. The state of his body. He looked at Frego, “you are the only good thing that ever happened on this day.”
What’s your favorite recipe?

IKEA has the best cinnamon rolls. The last time I went I asked the sales clerk if I could get a dozen without the glaze. You would have thought I smacked her in the face. “You can buy the frozen ones.” She stammered. I sighed, “fresh is best. I’ll scrape what I can off.”
We have a large Mennonite population where I live. And oh my they can cook. We went to the flea market and they made a jam cake. Jam cakes take be back. You could even buy a single slice. I picked it up and it like to broke my hand. That sucker was heavy. YES! Dense as a brick. Just right. But no! Icing. They had desecrated this magnificent piece of deliciousness with icing. I think I’m in the minority when it comes to putting icing on pastries, cakes, and pies. I like it sometimes. But for the most part, leave it off please.

My grandma’s BlackBerry Cake and a jam cake are similar. It all depends on what ingredients she could afford.
Most everyone will put caramel icing on their cake. Just put the icing in a tub and all eat it by itself. 😉
When my best friend passed away, it ripped my heart out. We knew it was coming. Even so, nothing prepares you for that life changing pain. My bestie was closer to me than my family. So much so that many of her family members adopted me as their own.
She left different people gifts in her will. Jewelry to her sister. Her sister-in-law, a painting. Her brother, the family Bible. I got a dishwasher. You may be thinking, ‘what a strange gift?’ I ask for practical gifts when questioned. Such as tools, a rechargeable flash light or a golf umbrella. We had talked for years. Weighing the pros and cons of getting a dishwasher. Now it was go time. I wasn’t going to get rid of the gift my bestie left me.
Every day, when I come home from work; my dog meets me at the door with a toy. Today he didn’t meet me. I found him in the kitchen staring at the dishwasher. It wasn’t till I patted him on the head that he finally noticed me.
A couple nights later, I woke to discover he wasn’t in the bed with me. He had taken all his toys and piled them up in-front of the dishwasher. He was curled up asleep.
One of the things we did, my bestie, her husband and me; almost every night we ate dinner together. Now, I cook most of the stuff she fixed. It never tastes as good as when she made it. But it’s a little piece of having her with me.
We ate. Cleaned up the kitchen. Then went for a walk. Imagine my surprise when I came home and found a plate, fork, and a half drunk pop on the table. When I take Chico out, I never lock my house. Our walks are around the yard. Was it possible that someone snuck in, ate and left? Just to be on the safe side, I searched every inch of my house.
One evening I made fried pies. They sat out to cool. Upon returning to the kitchen, I saw a pile of crumbs on the table. As if someone had stood there eating a couple of the small pies. That mess wasn’t there when I left, was it? I cleaned the table off. Right? I shrugged my shoulders.
Was I loosing my mind?
This started happening more and more. I would find half empty cans of pop, tea or coffee cups. Empty pop corn bags. It was strange enough that half empty pop cans were on the kitchen table but what made it even weirder; they were a brand I didn’t drink. And the tea, I used tea bags; there were tea pods in the coffee pot.
If someone is breaking into my house, eating then leaving; this person is beyond quiet and for the most part neat.
There is never anything of great value missing, just food. One day as I sat on the couch I screamed, “Idiot! You have security cameras.” No one ever has appeared on the footage. So no one is breaking into my house. And I know Chico isn’t setting the table, eating with a fork and enjoying a cup. If he is, I’m going to be rich and he’s going to be famous.
I found a question mark written out in the icing on a confetti cake. However, a large hunk of a marble cake was gone. A batch of soft chewy oatmeal raisin cookies had been arranged in the shape of a sad face on the plate. The peanut butter cookies were all gone. Chico distracted me and they baked a little too long, for my taste.
There was a night that I caught Chico begging. Standing by the dishwasher on his hind legs. He ate something. I never saw a hand or the food. Just his actions.
I took great comfort in the knowledge that my bestie was coming to visit me. When I fixed something I knew she like, I sat an extra place for dinner.
One sunny day, we were able to get together and reminisce. I was reminded of a story she told often about living in an apartment with a food ghost. Suddenly it all made sense.
Now, I’m married. He has witnessed the little things that happened and accepts that they give me comfort. He even shares in my joy when he knows that we are fixing’ a meal that my bestie would like. He says I seem happier when I know my bestie is coming to dinner.
God has ways of making life’s painful moments not hurt so much.
The End

The December wind tore with force down Bakers Street. As the years progressed on me, my old wound pains me even more. Not to mention the normal ware on the human body with age. As the snow piled up on the sides of the buildings out our windows, it struck me as to the calmness that snow always brings. If only for the briefest of moments; the world seems clean and at peace with itself when it is snowing.
Holmes was sitting in his arm chair. He had not uttered a word in days. I am sure he is thinking about Mr. Parker’s daughter. He seemed to be not in the room. Elsewhere I know not.
I turned my attention back out the window. There was not a soul brave enough to venture out in this deplorable weather. I found no use in it either. Determined to update our indexes, I pulled one from the bookcase and began my task. It seemed that I know sooner had turned the page before a heart stopping scream tore through the silence. I was sure the shrillness of it could be heard all the way to Scotland Yard.
“Mr. Holmes! Doctor!” Was that Mrs. Hudson?
Holmes stared at me for a blank moment. Both unsure that it was real; silence had enveloped us as soon as the shrilling had subsided.
“Mr. Holmes! Doctor! Come quickly!”
Holmes and I jumped to our feet, running toward the now panting screams. We found Mrs. Hudson at the back door, white as the snow on the ground.
“Mrs. Hudson,” I asked. “Whatever is the matter?” Before I could gather my wits about me, Holmes was on his knees beside of a protuberance of soiled gray material. Soiled by dirt and presumably blood; for scattered all over it were crimson splotches and layers of grime.
Holmes was ashen, more so than usual and shaking as he guided his hands over the very large piece of material.
“Holmes,” I whispered. With a shot of strength I called again, louder, “Holmes.”
I thought I heard him say, “Ara.” But his voice was cracked chaos. He could have said anything.
Holmes picked up the bundle of rags like it was a fragile child. “Mrs. Hudson, ring Vernet. Tell him I have an emergency for him the likes he has never seen. Watson, come with me.” I followed Holmes back to our shared parlor. He placed the rags by the fireplace, “come.” I followed him into a small room off to the right of the parlor that was seldom used. It was full of books and papers. With the speed of mad men, we emptied the room of its contents. To my surprise, a small bed was buried under the mountain of material that now laid waste to our parlor. Once more he picked up the rags. As he laid it with the greatest care, on the bed, the notion struck me that this was a person. A human being! No, I must be wrong.
I will never know how Vernet made it to Bakers Street in such a timely fashion. It seemed as no time had passed before he was standing by the fireplace. “Watson, my good man, what is the emergency?”
“I do not understand the full measure of what we are facing.” I answered. Holmes had disappeared.
Besides being a brilliant doctor, Vernet was also a talented artist like most of his family.
Holmes came through the door from the stairs. His complexion was still ashen. “Thank you for coming on such short notice.” The two men shuck hands. I thought Holmes would burst into tears instead of speak. The look on his face was one of horror and pain. He visibly steadied himself before he spoke. “Gentlemen, Mrs. Hudson and I are at the ready for anything you will need. The task you are about to undertake is the most important that you have ever, or will ever do. You have to be meticulous. Log everything. Measure everything. Vernet, make a visual record of everything.”
I started to walk toward the little room, Holmes grabbed my arm. He was squeezing me with force. His eyes were closed. His chest moved rapidly. As he began to speak, his lips quivered. “Watson, if you love me, I beg you.” He let go of me, sinking to his knees.
Vernet and I walked into the cold room. The mass of material had not moved. I released a long sigh.
“I guess it is my job to take dictation and draw.” I had forgotten Vernet was even in the room.
Holmes words and actions had chilled my blood. Vernet left the room, coming back soon with a chair. Leaving once more, he brought a small table, placing on it plain paper and different writing or drawing instruments. I was unsure.
With Vernet getting ready for the task ahead, I thought it proper to get my bag. Holmes had moved to his chair. I knelt in front of him. “Holmes?” After several moments of torturous silence, I left him alone.
I have been learning about finance. My financial education growing up wasn’t much. You work. You get paid. You buy things.
My dad was a retired coal miner. I learned the ‘coal miners mentality’ concerning money. Coal mining is a dangerous job. Especially if you’re working underground. Dad’s unspoken philosophy was ‘if you got it, spend it. You may not live to see tomorrow.’ I understand where he was coming from. That doesn’t work when you get to retirement age and have to live off of social security and black lung.
We didn’t talk about retiring. Not buying stuff on credit. Not buying stuff on installments. There are two things that if you are going to have, most Americans buy on the installment plan: a home and a car.
I’m in the beginning stages of starting a business. I used part of my savings to pay off a high interest credit card. Because of the almighty credit score, I dare not close that card. It’s going to hang out (locked) in a safe place.
I got my business cards. Had a couple t-shirts commissioned. I’m rolling right along.
So hopeful, maybe – I’m getting it right.
With my poem, Waste Not. Want not. I’ve been sharing things I do (on a small scale) to save money in-order to work my way to being debt free. No matter where you are in your financial journey, keep at it. Plug away.
Where did your name come from?
My dad’s name was Joe. My mother was going to name me Josephine until she heard this song.