Once there was Darkness

Chapter 14

When Kol returned from his duties; on the foot of his bed, he found his cape folded neatly with a piece of a delicate flowering vine laying on top. This flower was unfamiliar to him. As he inhaled it’s scent, it struck him that he knew this smell. But the where was lost.

Later that night he woke from sleep with a start, covered in sweat. His heart was racing. When he tried to light his bedside candle, he was shaking so hard the match fell from his hand. Suddenly, his throat and mouth filled with disgust. ‘No, not all over the bed. Or not the floor.’ He told himself. Kessa had suggested he keep a basket close by. ‘Where was it?’

In the dark, about to be sick. ‘Made it.’ To his delight, the floor was cold. It felt good on his distressed body. After he threw up, he was weak. His stomach cramped. There was nothing left in him but he couldn’t stop convulsing. What was around him other than the basket? It was hard to tell in the dark. After frantically feeling around him, nothing was what he found. He tried to smack the floor. Did he? He must have.

Warm hands slid around his body. He couldn’t move. His stomach hurt too much. “My king.” It was Kessa. Praise God it was Kessa. He was able to relax knowing it was her.

When he woke, he was in the bed. His body was sore and stiff. The basket had been switched out for a new one. What had he dreamt about? It couldn’t have been what he ate. Because he hadn’t eaten.

A couple days had passed. He was in the library. A very faint knock filled the room. ‘Knock again,’ he thought. Nothing. He lay down his book and went to the door. A porter was outside. “Did you knock?”

“No, sire. That was Lady Kessa.”

“Will you go get her?”

“Yes, sire.”

He was looking out the window when she was let in. “Please, come in.” The expression on his face was genuine. He was happy to see her. “Will you sit?” He pointed to the two chairs in front of the large desk. “I apologize for earlier. I wasn’t sure I heard your knock.”

“Sorry, my king. I honestly thought you were lost in your work.” She sat down, then he sat as well. Crossing his leg toward her.

“How may I help you?” She pressed her lips together before she spoke. He assumed thinking of the right words to say. He leaned toward her, “say what you need to say.”

“Are you alright?”

The question caught him off guard. He looked down at his hands. “I’m not sure.”

“I, in no way want to overstep my boundaries. I was hesitant about last night.”

‘Tell her the truth.’ He thought. “You and I have been through a lot.”

She smiled, “we have, my king.”

“You are good at your job, Kessa. I know you always have what is best for me in the forefront of your mind. Your presents is always welcomed at my side. Whatever that may be.” There was a moment of silence between them. “Why do you ask this?”

“Being sick, in any form, is a very delicate position to be in. People can use those situations, exploit them. We have never really talked about sickness.” He watched her rub her hands together. “Being in a state of sickness is a very vulnerable position.”

He got up. “I was dreaming. But I have no idea what I was dreaming about.”

“What did you eat before bed?”

He blushed, “nothing.”

She pulled a small box from the large piece of fabric she was wearing. When the material moved, he noticed she was wearing her uniform under it. She stood. “I have had this in the works for some time. With your permission, I would like to try this and see how it works. For situations you get in where you are unable to speak but have access to a hard surface.” She presented him with the box.

Inside was a beautiful medallion. It was just like the coat of arms that hung above the desk. He looked at the one on the wall, then back at the small one in his hand. “This is amazing craftsmanship.”

She was staring at the floor. “Pray we never need it for its intended purpose. Better to have it and not need it then to need it and not have it.”  

“Will you do me the honor?” He handed it back to her. She took it from him putting it around his neck. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath; enjoying the fact that she was so close to him. He realized the flowering vine on his cape smelt like Kessa.

Kol opened his eyes. The room was dark. He fingered the medallion that was laying on his chest.

Gray rainy day

Gray rainy day, I don’t wont you to stay.

But I must say,

It’s been a very relaxing day.

Laying on the couch, reading – don’t think I’ll stray.

Planted right here,

with the sleepies staying near.

My dog asleep at my feet.

This day has been a treat.

Read, watch a little –

then fiddle.

Start a load of laundry?

Change the sheets? Quandary.

Lay right here and read.

Until of course, I feel the need to pee.

Chico barks at this, then that.

Other critters, stay out of my yard. He’s ready for a spat.

Lazy gray day, maybe you’re not so bad.

For the rest, I am glad.

My mood needs sun to help it be happy.

My body needs gray lazy days, nap-pys.

Once there was Darkness

Chapter 13

Part 2

Rajaf and Kessa started building the boat. It started out as a rough raft. Just trees held together with rope. It was the last thing they could do to honor their friend. They chanted the old prayers as they worked.

Kol’s horse snorted, pulling them from their task. “May I help?”

Rajaf smiled, “of course.”

Kol had left the entertainment of King Teo to Abraham and Frego.

It took all day to build the Icorda. It was the last worldly trip a body would make.

The next morning, a procession left the city. Priest Solomon was in the lead, chanting as they walked. Next was Kessa and Kol carrying Mordecai’s remains. Rajaf and Frego were next. Then the citizens of the city that wanted to pay their respects to the dead. Though in her heart, Kessa knew that most of them were paying their respects to Kol, for Mordecai was his friend.

The Icorda was already floating in shallow water. They walked to it placing his body on top. As the priest chanted, each member of the procession laid a flower or a branch on the Icorda.

King Teo and his party joined the procession but at a distance out of respect for King Kol and the people of Mecca.

Priest Solomon stopped praying. Kol was surprised to see King Brum. He placed a flower on the Icorda. But as he thought about it, it shouldn’t be a shock. Mordecai loved everyone. And as it seemed was loved in return.

King Teo watched in awe at the love that was being shown for this man.

Kol prayed over his friend. As did Rajaf. Kol released the ropes that were holding the Icorda in place and it began to float quietly down the river.

Kessa walked into the water with a bow and flaming arrow. She took a deep breath, “if ever there was a man I could call my brother, it was thee.” Kol noticed Rajaf shaking beside him. He put his arms around the old man’s shoulders. “May flights of angels take you to your rest, my brother.” She closed her eyes, saying a silent prayer.

Kol was shocked. He knew from the way she was acting that they were close. But it wasn’t until this moment that he realized how close.

With a deep breath of courage, she sent the arrow speeding toward the Icorda. It burst into flames as she fell to her knees in the water.

Kol and Kessa were the last two to leave. He pulled her from the water. “Forgive me, I had no idea.”

“All is forgiven.”

“I should never have shouted at you.” He took his cape and wrapped it around her. The air of night was getting cool. At the palace wall, they moved to go their separate ways. She reached for his hand. He was caught off guard; however, it was a sensation he liked. They stood there that way for a moment before he hugged her.

“Help me pray that I can erase that image from my mind.”

He caressed her face. “I will.”

A couple days had passed since Kol saw Kessa. He knew she needed some time.

Sleep ran from him. After what felt like hours of tossing and turning, he got up and went for a walk in the garden. One corner of the garden was public. A monument had been erected for citizens to have a central point to mourn the dead if they wanted to. People left tokens of their love, flowers, and trinkets behind. Whoa to you if you took something from this place. Once the flowers had died, a care taker removed them, the end.

As he got closer to the monument, he heard sobbing. The sound stabbed him in the heart. So much pain was being poured out. He would only get close enough to make sure the person was okay. His heart sank when he realized it was Kessa. Without saying a word, he knelt beside of her, placing his hand on her back. She rose up slightly, leaning into him. But she never stopped crying. His presents seemed to cause her to cry that much harder. He wrapped his arms around her as tightly as he could. It became his job to keep her from flying apart.

She woke. For a split second, she didn’t know where she was. Then it became clear she was on his pile of cushions.

“How are you this morning?” Kol’s voice was gentle. He offered his hand to help her up.

As she accepted it, she answered “rung out, my king.”

“Please, will you stay for breakfast?”

“Forgive me, no. I should get going. Thank you for your kindness.” It was her intent to give him a slight peck on the cheek. He moved and instead of his cheek, they were lip to lip.

Once there was Darkness

Chapter 13

Part 1

Leviticus 16:10

King Teo arrived for his visit. Three days into his stay, his party set on top of the palace overlooking the city.    

Teo was older than Kol by about 15 years. Louder, and bigger. He wasn’t to the point that he needed help to walk. When Kol looked at him, he pictured a sloth. But he knew that Teo was a formidable man.

“King Kol,” Teo asked, with a wine glass in one hand and a piece of fruit in the other. “Where is that enchanting female ambassador that you sent to me?”

There was murmurs throughout the party.

Kol just smiled, “she is on assignment.”

Teo roared with laughter, “I bet she is.”

Frego and the grand duke joined everyone on the roof. They laughed and talked for hours. Finally, something caught his eye. He was looking out over the desert. “Father, what is that?”

The entire party had joined him in his gaze. A rider wearing white on a white horse, raced from the wall toward the object. As it came into view, it looked like a horse drawn wagon that was on fire.

Kol knew it was Kessa racing to the wagon and his heart sank.

Kessa got her horse beside the other one. She jumped on him forcing him to a stop. Then dismounted, retrieving a blanket from her horse. Screaming alerted her to the fact there was a person in the back of the wagon. With great effort, she pulled him from the fire. As he lay in the sand, she beat at him with the blanket. His skin was burnt and cracked. It looked like rivers of lava were running across his skin. His screams were more than she could bare.

Suddenly she realized, she was on fire. A quick roll in the sand took care of that.

“Mordecai?” All of his hair was gone. If he had garments on, they were gone.

He rose a burnt shaking hand toward her. “Kessa? Is it you?”

She sobbed, “yes my brother.”

The party watched four more riders leave from the wall. They were all dressed in black; Bejhar.

“Mordecai, who did this to you?”

“Kes,” he whispered. “Tell Kol, I love” he paused. “him.”

“I will.”

His hand slid from hers leaving his skin behind. He panted, “we have a new enemy.”

“Mordecai, don’t go.” She pleaded but knew it was fruitless.

He began whispering the old prayer. She prayed with him. He gasped and was gone.

She turned the horse and the flaming wagon back in the direction which it came, cracked the horse on the rump, and it went running away.

Her attention was then turned to Mordecai. She wrapped him up. When her fellow Bejhar arrived, they placed the body on another blanket. She and three of her Bejhar walked him back to the palace. While the fourth Bejhar walked the horses.

Kol made eye contact with Rajaf. At the same time they spoke, “Mordecai.” They left the palace to meet the body. When they reached it, the Bejhar lowered the body. Kol and Rajaf fell to their knees weeping over their lost friend. Kol took the place of one Bejhar and continued carrying the body home.

They laid the body on a slab in the temple. Everyone left except Kessa and Kol.

Kol whispered, “Kes, I want to see him.”

“Really, my king, you don’t.”

“Unwrap him,” Kol roared.

She got in his face, “you unwrap him.” Her body was shaking. Kol could smell the lingering scent of smoke and ash. “I have seen enough!”

He moved away from her and stood over the body. “Tell me,” his voice was again a whisper.

She held back her anger and her tears. Her voice cracked when she spoke, “remember him the way he was. He did send you a message. He loved you.”

Waste Not. Want Not.

What hole?

Waste not. Want not.

Growing up; my daily life was filled with the saying, “waste not, want not.”

When you’re young, what clue do you have in lives dot?

As we grow; we learn, “money doesn’t grow on trees.”

I save the salt from chocolate squeeze.

To my stew you are added.

Flavor has been padded.

Aw sheet!

Blasted hole. This is not a treat.

I’m gonna fix you. I guarantee.

From my needle you need to flee.

More time will be added to your life. Around you I shall mend.

So more dream filled nights, you can tend.

Once there was Darkness

Chapter 12

Part 2

His soldiers looked on in disbelief. Their young visitor sat back down in defeat eating hungrily. “He is to be fed when we eat.” Kol ordered.

For five days Kessa was gone. At dawn on the sixth day, she walked out of the forest guiding her horse. The young raider waited until she was half way between the forest and the camp before he started walking toward her. When he reached her, they spoke. She gave him something. He didn’t run toward the woods, he walked. And Kessa kept walking toward the camp.

Kol was enraged. He wanted to say harsh words to her but he waited.

She got him and General Marcus alone in Kol’s tent before she spoke. “My original purpose of going into the forest was to ask King Brum’s permission. He was shocked to hear that King Teo was ill. So we went to see for ourselves. There is nothing wrong with the king. He is as healthy as you and I. After I introduced myself to the good king, I told him of the rumor spreading among our people. He assured me there was nothing ill with him or his household.”

“Was that not risky?” General Marcus asked.

“No more risky than taking twenty-five armed men into the Forest of Shadows on a fool’s errand.”

“I’m sure King Teo wasn’t pleased to see raiders.”

“What raiders?” She winked at Kol. “General, are you ready to return home?”

“I was ready before we got here,” he left.

Kol rested his hands on Kessa shoulders, “I was ready to be upset with you.”

“I know, my king.”

“What did you tell Teo?”

“I told him that I was an Ambassador from Mecca there to extend my condolences and well wishes. He thought I had lost my mind. Then I told him about the rumor that spurred my visit.”

“What now?”

“We wait. We wait for rumors to start flying in court about your new female ambassador that charmed the hateful King Teo.” She smiled.

Kol got a wild look on his face, “charmed how?”

She winked at him again, “I did nothing you wouldn’t have done.”

His breathing became shallow. He whispered, “Kes, what did you do?”

“You have nothing to fear my king. How did your conversation with Saka go?”

“How do you know we had a conversation?”

“I gave him special instructions to engage you. Not you specifically.” She corrected herself. “But whomever would answer him.”

Kol was confused. “Why?”

“We are all comfortable in our positions. Max and I have spent hours watching situations to see if you stand out as a target. I wanted a different prospective. Someone who had no idea who you are.”

“And?”

“He had two main ideas; that you had spent a lot of time among the raiders or that you are a tracker.”

Kol nodded. “Why me?” They spoke at the same time, “because I answered him.”

Of course Kessa said ‘you’ instead of ‘I.’

He continued, “tracker sounds nice.”

“I asked him why you stood out, not just because you spoke his language. His only other observation was the way you handled yourself. If he would have done that to a member of his own family, he would have gotten a thrashing. You didn’t get angry, raise your voice, or threaten him with violence. He had the fleeting thought that you might be a priest.”

“What did you give him?”

“Grain. Maybe,” Kessa raised a finger, “if he becomes a farmer; he can inspire a new generation of raiders that don’t necessarily raid.”

Kol smiled, “he held you in high esteem by calling you ‘muktar’.”

“Trust God, he’s got this.” James 4:15

Sycamore Trees

Three Sycamore Tree outline the back of my property. Not on of them belongs to me.
They are very easy to see.
But gee!

Look at all these hairs. This is just one seed ball.
My, how they fall.
Some of them big. Some of them small.

Step on these little hairs, ouch.
One little seed in this fuzzy pouch.

Nuisance is what they are.
Clog up your lawnmowers air filter by far.

Track them in the house.
Step on them; again, ouch!

Hundreds, thousands, millions. I wish my neighbors, their trees they would trim.
These are full to the brim.

“The hairs shed in spring and can irritate eyes, respiratory tract, and skin.”
Oh great. More issues, I must bend.

“Exfoliating bark!”
Hope no one lites a spark.

Sycamore tree, may the wind blow your seed ball far, far away.
Save this headache for another day.


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Once there was Darkness

Chapter 12

Part 1

Another sleepless night. Kol lit a candle, it was Kessa that answered the call. He was thrilled to see her. “My king,” she bowed her head.

“Walk with me.”

They walked a long time before either spoke. “My advisors want me to go to Garrard. King Teo is in poor health and they think it would look pleasing if I visited him in his weakest hour.”  

“His weakest hour was when raiders killed his son. What did you do then, my king?”

Kol stopped dead in his tracks and turned toward her with a look of disbelief on his face. “You know the answer to that.”

“And?” He was speechless, “what is different about this?” She asked. “My king.”

“It doesn’t feel right. My gut is telling me this isn’t right. But I have twelve men telling me that I should go. You are the only person around me that I can truly trust.”

“That makes me sad for you.”

He was shocked, “why?”

“It is difficult to rule a kingdom if you don’t trust the people you have surrounded yourself with.”

“I know.” He took a deep breath.

“What does God say?”

“I’ve already told you, God doesn’t talk to me anymore.”

She got in his face, “and I told you, you’re not listening.”

He took a step backwards. Her scent was intoxicating, clouding his mind. The immediate need to be angry at her words was consumed by a different desire. “Help me fix it.”

“I’m not sure I’m the right person for that. Perhaps dad or the priest. But I will do what I can, my king.”

Kol, Kessa and Rajaf prayed about it together and separately. All the while his advisors were hounding him to go and go quickly.

Matthew 7:15

Kessa, 10 of the Bejhar, 15 soldiers along with the king set out on their journey to Garrard. She wasn’t foolish enough to think that the only danger Kol faced was from the trip. Frego was left behind. Abraham or even the grand duke could be killed. A sneak attack on the palace. Any number of events could take place.

After six days of travel, they were at the Forest of Shadows. No one said a word, but no one wanted to go in. She ordered the men to set up camp. That night as the fires of their camp burned, Kol got to missing her.

“Sergeant, where is Kessa?”

He growled, “is she not here?”

When they were in an active situation, the soldiers were instructed not to address him as a member of the royal family. Kessa (sometimes Max by her side) would sit and watch how they interacted with the king. It was easy for them to tell he was different because they knew. He had made it to sergeant before his dad passed. But he never used his military status.

“If she is, she’s playing hide and seek.” Kol spoke bitterly.

A young soldier came running from the back of the camp, “sergeant! Kessa’s horse is missing.”

The bitter man stood, almost started walking for the horse corral but stopped when Kol spoke. “If the raiders don’t kill her, I will.”

The men looked mystified at each other as Kol returned to his tent.

At day break, every eye was on the forest. A young raider appeared with his hands over his head. He walked slowly toward the camp. Kol and three soldiers approached him. They searched him. He was completely unarmed. They all just stared at each other. He spoke one word at a time. Finishing each word before he started the next, “I – am – Saka.” It took forever for him to speak. “I – am- to – stay – with – you – until,” he thought then spoke, “muktar – return.” Kol knew what ‘muktar’ meant but he didn’t take the time to define it for the others. This made him feel a little better about the situation Kessa had put herself in but not by much.

The three soldiers escorted him to camp. Saka sat around one of the fires closest to the woods. Kol brought him a plate of food. At first he wouldn’t accept it. Kol growled, “komp.” The young man took the plate with great hesitation. “If we wanted to kill you, we wouldn’t waste the food.”

The young man stood and started shouting at Kol in a language none of the soldiers understood. Even the Bejhar were dumbfounded by his tongue. The young man shook the plate causing food to bounce off to the ground. Kol pointed at the ground continuing the conversation in Saka’s language.

Once there was Darkness

Chapter 11

The library was where Kol spent 80 percent of his time. His grandfather three generations back made records of everything he did. He had a staff of 15 scribes. Every word, every detail was written down for history. His father really didn’t care what history had stated. But he did. The council was getting much too mouthy for his taste. He was looking for all he could about why the council was formed and who formed it.

All of a sudden his chest was tight, he couldn’t breathe. It took all his effort to pound on the desk. Max appeared out of the shadows.

Kol gasped, “not right. Choking. Dust. Can’t breathe.” He hit the desk again, “old.” As quickly as it overtook him, it was gone. He looked at Max with great confusion.

Max was deep in thought. He got a wild look on his face. “The old library.”

Both men ran down deep into the library to reach the ‘old library’.

Max started screaming, “Kessa!”

Kol took his lead from Max, “Kessa!” He spoke in a softer voice for Max. “She did say she was coming down here to look for a book.”

“Yes. Kessa!”

Kol found her laying in the floor. “Found her! She’s barely breathing.”

They rushed her outside. Kol supported her with one arm, caressing her face with his free hand. “Kessa?”

Max joined him with a small container of water and a cloth.

Kol wiped her face. “Kessa?”

She started sneezing. Max almost spilt the water on Kol. She sneezed so hard that she started gagging, rolling out of Kol’s arm onto her knees on the ground.

“Thank you Max.” Max bowed his head and left.

Kol put his hand on her back. He could feel that she was still fighting to breathe. “Well, if you ever want to kill me,” she coughed “you know how. Lock me in the old library.” Her comment was followed by another sneezing fit.

“That’s not funny.” He handed her the wet cloth.

“I guess someone else will have to find the book.” The sound of defeat in her voice was strong.

“Don’t worry, the book will be found.”

“Thank you, my king.” She lay in the grass panting. He picked her up and took her inside.

Kol watched over her while she slept. Where was she? Standing on the edge of a cliff. Had he dreamt about this place before? The deep sadness. The emptiness returned. ‘Jump! Just jump!’ Raced across his mind. “Kessa! NO!” He screamed but it didn’t effect her. He watched helpless as she took one step forward into nothingness. She didn’t fall. How could she not fall? In the next instant, she was gone. Falling. He screamed after her but she was gone. He woke to find her asleep beside him.

When she woke, she was laying on his big pile of cushions. “How are you feeling?”

“I’m okay, my king.”

He sat down beside her, “Kes, don’t lie to me.”

She put her hand over her eyes, “my head hurts.”

He gently pulled her hand away exposing a tear. As he wiped it away, he guided her head to his shoulder. It didn’t take long for her to fall back to sleep. ‘If only Kessa wasn’t feeling poorly, this was nice.’ Kol thought. ‘Her head belongs on my shoulder.’

When she woke for the second time, night was falling. Kol was still asleep beside her. She whispered in his ear, “thank you.” And left.