
NOT REASONABLE!
For me to be up, sadness.
Please No. NO office!
Monday Poetry Prompt: Office, Reasonable, Up | Living Poetry
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NOT REASONABLE!
For me to be up, sadness.
Please No. NO office!
Monday Poetry Prompt: Office, Reasonable, Up | Living Poetry
Take a look at the tree?
Dare to hold a bee.
See the water running wild.
Cradle the innocence of a child.
Feel the sun, warm on your skin.
Delicate flowers, your heart to mend.
Catch a snow flake on your nose.
Picture a bird doing a pose.
Chase a leave falling on the cool breeze.
Seasons change, don’t forget your sleeves.
Shine moon, share your glow.
Twinkle stars, winking at us here below.
Where is God? Did you see him today?
Or is he lost like a needle in the hay?
God is here.
God is there.
God is everywhere.
He’s not hidden. He’s in plain sight.
And he loves you with all his might.
Feel him? He stands at the door and knocks.
Open the door, a life in Christ will knock off your socks.
Life is still hard.
Many things will make you tard*.
Bad things will happen daily.
Putting your faith in God doesn’t make you crazy.
*Tard is country for tired.

All I ask is that please don’t let someone else define God for you. Christians are human. We say bad things. We do bad things. Perception is Satan’s second most powerful tool. While it is my goal to live a life pleading to God; I fail every day. Grace gives me the power to repent sincerely and try again.
Thank you for reading Where is God?
Every generation worries about the generation after it. To get a good example of this; listen to Billy Joel’s version of We Didn’t Start the Fire released in 1989 verses Fall Out Boys version released in 2023. These 2 songs give us an excellent snap shot of what was happening in the world around us, 34 years apart.
Reading Walden (first published in 1854) by Thoreau, I laughed out loud when Thoreau started talking about “brain-rot”. He cautions against what he termed “brain-rot”, as a decline in mental vitality caused by suppressing curiosity and embracing unreflective habits. I laughed because the same thing was said about t.v. The boob tune. Then computers. Now smartphones. Each generation worries about the generations after them. That THEY will finally cause OUR world to collapse.
Something happened that gave me pause to think; maybe it will be okay. Maybe; because change scares us, we just need to breathe and not worry so much.
The company I work for hired a summer intern. This young man is between 19 and 21. I didn’t ask him his age. But he’s a senior in college. On his last day, he gave me and 2 other ladies (that were involved in his training) a plant and a thank you card. I was blown away at how sweet this was.
Before I left one college and transferred out, I was taking Business Management. Never in any of my classes was it encouraged to give a present to anyone when you left. Personally or professionally. All throughout my work life, it is common to give presents to the person leaving. I have never witnessed the reverse.
Good parenting? Good character? Strong faith? I pray this young man is a snap shot of his generation.
I’m thankful for the opportunity to have worked with him. The change in prospective he’s offered. God puts people in our lives for a reason.
What was the last thing you searched for online? Why were you looking for it?
For those readers that have been following my last weight loss journey, I’ve been adding more protein to my diet. Trying to not eat as many carbs. LOVE THEM! But my diet can’t be carb centered.
The last thing I searched for online was plant based protein power. I’ve been experimenting with whey protein power. It might be doing difficult things to my digestive system. I’ve never been formally diagnosed as lactose intolerance. I can eat cheese and yogurt all day long. But milk has never been my friend. It is difficult for me to straight up drink a glass of milk. Unless it’s chocolate or strawberry. Even as a child, I’ve never liked milk.
So here’s to continued education.
Paramount Global owns the Star Trek franchise. This is a piece of fan fiction based on Star Trek the Next Generation.
Concert
Madam Torva was holding a concert in the theater. The children had been practicing for months now and it was time to show off their talents. Madam Torva had the reputation of being one of the most difficult music teachers anywhere. She demanded discipline, precision, and perfect timing with HER music. Two (2) the age parents brought their children to Madam Torva, they could read and play music. Their childhood joy of learning to play had developed into a longing for a profession.
She had on display a mandolin, a 12 string acoustic guitar, a banjo, a violin, a set of calfskin tambourines, an alto saxophone, a clarinet, and a flute. A If a child couldn’t play more than one instrument, he or she was proficient on the instrument they chose to play. She had 10 children under her tutelage. The room was set up ready for them to play. A small program was handed out listing the music they would play. Members of the senior staff and the parents of the children attended the rehearsal. Madam Torva had chosen 7 songs to be performed:
1. Ludwig van Beethoven’s: Violin Concerto In D: Rondo,
2. Pyotr Il’yich Tchaikovsky: ‘The Nutcracker’: Dance of the Sugar-Plum Fairy,
3. Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart: The Marriage of Figaro: Overture to ‘The Marriage of Figaro’,
4. Gioacchino Rossini: ‘The Barber of Seville’: Overture to ‘The Barber of Seville’,
5. Antonio Vivaldi: ‘The Four Seasons’: Concerto in F Major – Autumn: Allegro
6. Dominick Argento: ‘The Dream of Valentino’: Valentino Dances
7. Franz Schubert: Piano Sonata, 3 Klavierstucke, D. 946: No. 3 in C – Allegro
Everyone gathered around and enjoyed an evening of delightful, well played music.
After a well performed program, Madam Trova introduced each student and their parents. She said, “There is a little musician in all of us. What do you like to play?” She addressed the question to the entire group. Everyone looked around but no one answered. Then she started calling on people, “Commander Riker, do you play an instrument?”
“I can play the keyboard but I prefer the trombone.”
“Captain?”
He cleared his throat, “I dabble with a Kataanan flute.”
“Interesting,” she raised an eyebrow. “Doctor Crusher?
“I prefer to dance.”
“Oh, but what is dance without music?” She sighed. “Mr. Worf?”
He growled. The rest of the senior staff smiled. “I do not play.”
“Okay.” She cleared her throat again, “help yourself to hors d’oeuvers.”
Data stared at the violin. Geordi interrupted his thoughts. “Play it. We all know you can.”
“Something does not feel right. I feel strange.”
“Strange how?” Geordi asked with concern in his voice.
“I am unsure. I do not want to play it. Though, I feel I need to play it.”
“Are you afraid you are going to embarrass yourself?”
Data just gazed at him. “No, not in the least.” He picked up the violin, holding it to his chin. He took a deep breath drawing the bow across the strings. It was sweet and soft. Everyone in the room stopped their conversations to marvel as Data played. Ave Maria flowed with the sweetness of honey from the bow. The strings oozed with nectar. Deanna huddled close to Wil. He wrapped his arm around her waist as she placed her head on his shoulder. Beverly inched closer and closer to Jean-Luc. She had a lone tear in her eye. She knew Data could play but she had no idea he could play this well.
In the corner of the room, particles started to form. Ice blue, the particles began to increase in number. Beverly looked around the room to see if she was the only person to notice them. She poked Jean-Luc with her elbow. Geordi stepped from behind Data in the direction of the particles. Though he dared not get too close. The more Data played the more particles collected. They swirled around each other growing larger in size. They began to take shape. They almost reminded Deanna of a person. Little red particles started collecting at the top of the model. She could feel Wil pull her closer. Smoke began to come up from the floor. Madam Trova was in shock. The children smiled with delight. One of the children accompanied Data on the piano. Then another violin joined in. The three of them played in perfect harmony. The model in the corner stopped spinning. It was the outline of a person. Geordi was amazed at the formation he saw. The colors looked like the painting in the Jormungand’s library. The trio ended the song. Data stumbled backwards.
“Data,” Geordi made sure he caught his balance. “Are you okay?”
“No.”
The room was in awe. Still staring at the corner. Data turned to see the wonderful formation. It seemed to curtsy at him. Data was holding the violin. “Geordi, take it. Before I drop it.” Geordi took the instrument from Data’s trembling hands. The little girl that had accompanied him with the other violin walked over to him, “thank you,” he moaned. When he passed out, the formation vanished with a flash of white light. Geordi was able to catch Data’s head before it hit the floor.
Everyone was in shock.
Adult content, language, drugs, abuse (multiple forms), please read with discretion. May be a trigger for some readers. Reader discretion advised.
This story has massive amounts of adult content. So much out of my wheel house, here’s to something different.
Psalm 88: 8-9
8 “You have caused my companions to shun me; you have made me a horror[b] to them. I am shut in so that I cannot escape;
9 my eye grows dim through sorrow. Every day I call upon you, O Lord; I spread out my hands to you.” ESV
Where is god?
At the time of writing this 2023, the last death by firing squad was in 2010. That changed this year (2025) when 2 people were killed by firing squad in South Carolina.
Where is god?
Death
I was hot. The sun beat down on me causing sweat to soak my clothes. The sound of guns cocking made my blood run cold. But I didn’t flinch; just stood up straighter, taller.
Objects pelted my body. But I refused to open my eyes. I had promised.
Instead of a last meal, I asked if I could see Maggie’s place one more time. It was the preacher that filled my request. He made a video of more than just Chico’s Place. There were 20 or so Chihuahua’s there. They looked healthy and happy. It had grown bigger than I ever imagined. A recovery/therapy level had been added to the rescue. Chihuahua’s were being taken to nursing homes. Children with disabilities could do therapy with the Chihuahua. I balled seeing that old rocking chair. A man was sitting in it holding what looked like a teenager wearing some kind of head gear. A Chihuahua was standing on the arm of the rocker licking the youths feet. The youth laughed and laughed. “Remember, don’t kick.” The man gently reminded.
God had taken a lazy afternoon conversation and turned it into a spectacular outreach. Yes, I gave God the credit.
The last death by firin’ squad was in 2010. It was presumptuous of me to request it. But I did. I put out an invitation for volunteers. Over 1 million people volunteered to be my executioner. One million people wanted me to die. I was a killer and had no place in society. Death was best for me. 50 chose to be in the line up to fire the death shot. All of them asked for live ammunition. It shocked me to my very core. It shouldn’t have really. But it did. One million people were willing to throw the first stone.
Those that didn’t get chosen, were actively throwing things at me.
A voice came over an intercom. “Do not throw things. You will be asked to disband.”
I had requested not to wear a blindfold. “It’s for the executioners. Not you.” I was told.
“They volunteered.” I protested. The compromise was that I had to keep my eyes closed.
“God, I know I haven’t been a good person. I’ve done bad things. You saw fit to save a thief on the cross. Is there room for me in your kingdom? I am a sinner. I deserve my end….”
An explosion filled my ears. The crowd cheered wildly. The sting of a bullet pierced my skin. A new warm stream rolled down my body. As I fell to my knees, I saw Maggie. Chico by her side. She was glowing. Happy. Smiling a radiant smile. Her arms open wide. “Maggie.” I felt myself say over the roar of the crowd. She wrapped her arms around me. All I could feel was the warmth of her embrace.
Was this heaven? Was this God? Would he really accept a sinner like me?
Romans 10:9 ESV
9 “because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.”
This is the end of the story. Closing poem to follow.
Paramount Global owns the Star Trek franchise. This is a piece of fan fiction based on Star Trek the Next Generation
A very good friend
Geordi had moved Data to the lived in bedroom. He was setting in a chair watching Data. ‘You are a very good friend,’ kept ringing in his ears. He couldn’t get used to the idea of Data collapsing. This Data was turning into a completely different Data than the one he knew. But then as we experience life we change with it. Events tend to nurture emotions in us. He knew that with his own personality.
Geordi stood up as Data’s body began to rise off the bed. “What?” He backed up as Data started to spin in midair. Faster and faster he spun. He was spinning so fastthat his communicator flew off, Geordi ducked just in time to miss it, whizzing past his head. Data’s body slammed onto the bed. “Data?” Geordi was very cautious about checking on his friend. “Data.” Data rose from the bed screaming. Geordi fell backwards into the floor. “Data!” He fell back to the bed. Geordi scrambled to get out of the floor. “Data.” He inched closer to the bed.
Data was a mess. His hair. His clothing. He stood up straitening his person. “I have to figure out what is going on here. I do not know how much more of this I can take.” He stopped looking a Geordi. “Emotionally that is.” I now know what a nagging question feels like when the answer is uncertain.”
“What is the question? I can’t think of a central one. I can think of hundreds.”
“The central question for me is, why is this happening?”
“Why? How? Who’s causing it? The list goes on and on.” Geordi took a deep breath, “Data,” he commented as he sat on the edge of the bed.
Data turned toward him.
“Do you think a series of events will start effecting the crew?
“I think they already have. Members of the crew have been seeing things, hearing things. Things that cannot be explained as a dream or an overactive imagination. I feel the crew; especially certain members of us are going to be experiencing reoccurring strange events.”
“One burning question right now is how one person can fly this ship?”
“Why assume it is only one person?”
Geordi looked around. “This is just the impression I get. One very creative person.”
“Very perceptive my friend.”
“Where did that come from?”
“Should I not call you my friend?”
“You are my friend. It’s just a coincidence I guess. Something spoke to me earlier telling me I am a ‘very good friend’. Odd.”
“Odd is going to become the familiar.”
“Are you going to the concert tonight?”
“Yes.” They returned to the Enterprise together.
“Death is an exit ramp to a new highway.” Max Lucado, God Came Near – God’s Perfect Gift

Bruce and Bonnie had lived in the same house for 30 years. The community had grown up around them. At church, everyone was talking about rising crime. From full on home invasions, to things missing off a clothes lines. Crime had missed them. However, Bruce and Bonnie decided the smart thing to do would be invest in a security system. They did their homework and landed on a Ring. One on the front door would cover the front side of the house. The other one over the garage would cover the side. As money allowed, they needed 2 more.
Bruce called to Bonnie “love you”, as he left to go to work. She was having issues this morning and was lingering in the bathroom. “Love you babe.” The sweet little jingle of the doorbell alerted her that he was leaving. There were always 2 jingles. One as he walked out the door. The other, as he backed the SUV out of the drive.
Three jingles. Her heart skipped a beat. Something bad was happening to Bruce, she just knew it. Her phone was just out of reach. On the other side of the sink. It might as well have been a mile away. Or dead. What if a bear or a burglar was attacking her poor Bruce?
She had to check. A quick duck walk from the commode to the phone, then back. Bonnie had her prize.
‘My poor Bruce,’ she thought, ‘is lying hurt in the driveway’. Nervously, she opened her app. There was Bruce; standing straight as an arrow. He was peeing on her Azalea. For years, she had been blaming the neighborhood stray. Laughter filled the bathroom. It wasn’t the animals that were killing her plants. It was her husband.
Now she would have to apologize to Bandit.
🛑 Adult content, language, drugs, abuse (multiple forms), please read with discretion. May be a trigger for some readers. Reader discretion advised.
This story has massive amounts of adult content. So much out of my wheel house, here’s to something different.
Even our most beloved Bible figures struggled with God. Look at Moses. Yes, Moses. After Moses had been leading the Israelites for a while, there came a time when he expressed his disappointment/anger toward God because of all the problems that were associated with leading such a group. He even told God, “If you are going to keep treating me like this, please kill me now.” (Numbers 11:10-15)
Bible characters who got mad at God | The Disciple’s Road
There is a saying, “if God brings you to it, he will help you through it.”
Where is god?
Prison
Maggie died when I was 35. She had family but they never spoke. I never knew why.
After probate, everything had been left to me. I couldn’t. Didn’t know how. After a couple sleepless nights, I went to see the attorney that drew up her will. We set up, The Chico Foundation and turned her property into a rescue for Chihuahua’s. In honor of her beloved Chico.
I told the police where to find their bones. My parents. The detective in charge showed me pictures of the place. A tree had grown up in the middle of the old car frame. Looked like junkies had set the trailer on fire. All was left was the metal frame and sheet metal from the roof.
Did you know God lives in prisons? A roughneck preacher covered in tattoos came to the prison once a week. I never felt that still small voice warnin’ me about him. To me, it seemed he picked up where Maggie left off. I got saved. Then baptized. But I struggled. I struggled with regret. I didn’t regret killin’ my parents.
Questions filled me. Questions the preacher was able to get out of me. There were times we would go out in the yard and just fist fight until I couldn’t fight anymore.
He wanted me to get mad at Maggie. I couldn’t. Didn’t want to. There was so much Maggie couldn’t do. Hands tied by useless laws and lazy people.
But my parents; I was plenty mad at them.
Maggie. I thought about the story she told me of the rocker. ‘Do we let bad things define us’? I had. I let my parents define me as a murderer. My life was useless and worthless.
“Has it really been?” Preacher asked. I was stunned. He pulled out the video of Chico’s Place. The room filled with the happy sounds of barking dogs and laughing children.
“That was Maggie.” Tears rolled down my cheeks.
“You could have sold everything she left you and ran. You had gotten away with double murder for years. But you didn’t run.”
I sniffed, “so where is he?”
The preacher smiled. Showing off a gold tooth. I had never noticed that before. “God is everywhere. He’s in the plants and sunlight. He’s in the soil and air. You got baptized, you welcomed him into your heart. He’s in you.”